Twenty Six

Ryan wasn't a fan of making eye-contact during intimate moments. It made him feel so awkward and vulnerable, and just so exposed. But Horatio seemed to like it. He seemed to like it a lot, actually.

Who knew Horatio had this kink? In the last year that the two had been together, Ryan hadn't experienced this before.

Horatio had taken their daughter, Alana, with him to see Eric and to visit Marisol, as she hadn't properly introduced to her yet. He'd been gone for an hour and a half, and Ryan had to admit, he loved having alone time.

Now, he absolutely adored their daughter. She was Ryan's lovebug. But she was only 5 months old and all she did was blabber, laugh and cry all day long. Usually in that order, too. And Ryan was a patient man, he liked to think, but sometimes he just needed a little break. Even if it was just a couple of hours, he needed it.

Since he hadn't been working, he was usually home alone all day with Alana. Well, taking care of a baby was work to him. Horatio would come home from the lab and would immediately lay down to relax. Well, Ryan wanted to relax sometimes, too. So when Horatio skeptically asked Ryan how he felt if he had taken Alana to see Marisol for a couple of hours, Ryan couldn't say yes fast enough.

He hadn't been home alone in a while now, so he had no idea what to do. Cleaning was useless, as he did that every single day already. Watching TV was fun for maybe ten minutes, but then his mind started to wander. It had been a while since he and Horatio had sex. How long has it been; 3 months now?

So, Ryan opened up a little shoebox that he kept in the bedside table. He reached into it, pulled out a bottle of lube, and his silver vibrator that he had bought himself as a birthday present. He deserved it, he thought. Ryan took his clothes off, lay back on the bed, and then coated the object with the lube. He wasted no time, not even to finger himself first. He just wanted to feel the slight burn of it. What he hadn't expected though, was for Horatio to come in while he was fucking himself.

Ryan was shocked and just froze. He hadn't heard Horatio come home; he was too into himself. He was just glad Horatio hadn't came in holding their daughter. Granted she was too young to know what was going on, but it still would be awkward. But Horatio shut the door, smirked and told Ryan to continue. He had told him, that Alana had fallen asleep on the way back and she was in her crib now. So, they had the time. Ryan almost didn't want to; it just felt embarrassing. But the vibrator was still pulsing inside of him and he desperately wanted it to move. So he did as he was told and continued.

"What did I say about closing your eyes?" Horatio warned softly. "Open them; look at me."

Ryan hadn't even realized he had closed his eyes. He opened them again and looked at Horatio. The man was staring so intently at him, biting his lip as he watched Ryan pleasure himself. Ryan could see clearly how aroused Horatio was, and while it did feel awkward, it still made him feel even more turned on. He was moaning as softly as he could, as name's bedroom was right next to their and he didn't want to wake her up. Horatio had moved from his spot from across the room leaning on the dresser drawers, to sitting on the bed. They maintained eye contact, and Horatio reached out and touched Ryan's cock. He groaned and closed his eyes again.

He felt a light smack to his chest.

"Eyes open, Ryan."

He opened his eyes again and stared at Horatio. He had taken his hands off of Ryan, and started taking off his own shirt and unbuttoning his pants. Ryan kept his eyes trained on Horatio, as he was told to. When he was fully undressed, Horatio positioned himself so that his cock was in Ryan's face. Ryan, of course, wasted no time in opening his mouth up and taking him in.

Ryan continued to thrust the vibrator, while Horatio thrust inside his mouth. He would hit the back of Ryan's throat every so often, but Ryan didn't mind it. He liked it. Horatio gripped Ryan by his hair on the back of his head, and pushed so that the man was gagging on his. Ryan had stilled his movement, no longer holding onto the vibrator. He moaned around Horatio's cock, sending vibrations and shivers through the other man. Horatio released the back of his head, and almost asked why Ryan had stopped; afraid that he had pushed too far and had hurt him. But he saw why.

"You came?" He questioned. "You weren't even touching yourself."

Ryan nodded, and wiped the saliva from his mouth. Then, he pulled Horatio closer and took him in his mouth again. Horatio moaned as he grabbed on Ryan's shoulder that time. He continued to suck Horatio off until he came. Afterwards, they cleaned up and Ryan went to go check on Alana. She was still sleeping, so he went downstairs to get started on dinner. But Horatio came down after him and stopped him.

"You've been doing a lot of work lately." He told him. "Why don't you go relax and watch TV or something; I'll take care of dinner tonight."

Ryan nodded and smiled "Okay. Thanks Horatio."

After Alana woke up, Ryan brought her downstairs. He held her while Horatio finished up with dinner. She had started blabbering and making other baby noises, making Ryan smile a bit. He looked down to the little girl. "I swear you and Horatio have the same eyes."

"What was that?" Horatio asked, coming into the room. "Dinner will be ready shortly."

"Okay. And I said she has your eyes. It's not fair. I wanted her to have my eyes. Don't get me wrong, I like your eyes and all, but it would have been nice if she had some features of mine. She even has little red hairs." Ryan huffed.

Horatio chuckled. "Well, she's certainly stubborn. So you both have the same attitude."

"Ha-ha, very funny."

"Well, maybe the next one will be the spitting image of you."

Ryan's eyes widened. "Next one? There's going to be another one? Oh no, I don't think my body can handle that. And my hormones were so crazy. And the nipple chaffing." He shuddered. "No way. I love you, Horatio, and I love Alana- but I can't do that again."

Horatio rubbed Ryan's arm comfortingly. "People always say that and then they end up wanting another baby. Don't worry, I don't mean anytime soon. We could probably wait a couple years. And I'll be by your side; just like I was before."

Ryan shook his head and looked at his daughter. "Well what do you think, Alana? Do you want to have a little brother or sister?"

Horatio smiled. "Of course she does. We'll be one big happy family. I know Kyle loves having a little sister. She will love being a big sister."

"Maybe you're right. I'll think about it okay?" He answered.

"You hear that, Alana?" Horatio asked. "You might be a big sister one day. Isn't that great? I love you, Alana."

"And she loves you too."

"And I love you, Ryan."

Ryan smiled and kissed Horatio.

"And I love you too, Horatio."

The end!

Ah this is my first time writing fanfiction. I actually usually write original stories, but as I was working on an m-preg story while watching the CSI Miami binge-a-thon, I thought "heyyyy, I bet that'd make a good story". Not to mention I'm totally in love with the character Ryan Wolfe and Jonathan Togo.

I don't know what to do next- if I'll continue making fanfics or even continue this one. But thanks so much for reading! I hope you all liked it.

Btw, I named her Alana after Alana de la Garza, the actress that played Marisol (: