To lose it all

i do not own any of the characters of this story or the show it is based on.

Home. That was the word that came to mind as ian edgerton pulled into the driveway of the old craftsman house. The old house had become planted in his life since he and charlie eppes decided to take their innocent flirting and longing glances toward eachother and see where they could go with a real relationship. Its going on six months and as far as ian was concerned, he couldnt be happier! he still had to leave on assignments with very ittle notice at times. but while he was home, with charlie, he made sure to make every minute count.

grabbing his bag, he stepped out of his truck and made his way up the steps. he called don ahead of time to let him know he was back. not that he minded if don came over. but more of a way to let him know he wanted some alone time with charlie. don had been completely understanding an had told ian that charlie was home alone, as their father was away for the week visiting friends.

ian took the key charlie had given him months back and unlocked the door, letting himself in. the smell of spices and pasta instantly hit him. one thing he could give his boyfriend was that he could cook! boyfriend...that word still gave him butterflies. speaking of...he put his bag down and went in search of said boyfriend. making his was to the kitchen, he stopped by the door and marveled at the sight of charlie. he had yet to realize ian stood there so he let his eyes drink in the sight of him.

dark unruly clurly hair that seemed to be longer than it was the last time he had seen him. it had only been three weeks but it had seemed like a year. it was getting harder and harder to leave charlie. he knew sooner or later he would have to decide to settle down with charlie. that was what he wanted. he just didnt know if he could right now. maybe with time.

ian was brought out of his thoughts when charlie placed a bowl on the counter hard and turned around, finally seeing him. a small gasp escaped charlies lips before he walked upto ian and wrapped his arms around his neck. ian envoloped him in a tight hug, putting his face into the groove of his neck and breathing charlies scent in. home, he thought again as the smell of chalk and markers hit his senses.

"hi" said charlie, not wanting to let ian go just yet.

"hi back professor" he said, slightly chuckling. "ive missed you."

charlie pulled back slightly, brushing his lips against ians. "ive missed you too" he whispered, his breath warm and welcome against ians lips and cheek. ian brought his hand to hold the back of charlies head, bringing him closer as their lips come together in a searing kiss. both trying to put their longing and need of eachother into the kiss. all too soon the need for air comes and their lips break apart, though they stay close to one another.

time had escaped them when ian sniffed the air and looked at charlie. "um, professor, i think its burning". charlies eyebrows came together in confusion, then his eyes shot open, letting out an "oh shit" before he let go of ian and bolted to the stove. ian walked calmly behind him, a slight smirk on his face, and peered over him at the stove. in one pan he saw a white blob which he took for noodles. in another, sauce which he was pretty sure if he tipped the pan over it would stay put. and on a baking sheet charlie was currently pulling out of the oven, garlic bread, which was not beyond saving. charlie plassed the sheet on the stove then turned to ian. "well, cant cry over burnt pasta." he smiles walking back to ian and placing his arms on the strong snipers sholders. " especially for the reason why it wasnt being watched. you have a very distracting mouth agent edgerton" ian amiled and brought his mouth to charlies again, parting his lips and teasing him with his tounge, demanding entrance. charlie let out a soft moan as he opened his mouth, granting him entry. their tounges teased eachother,their kiss becomimg more heated as their hands started roaming eachothers bodies, descovering eachother all over again. charlies breathing hitched when ians hand brushed over the front part of his jeans, his bulge evident to his happiness and eagerness and needing of ian.

charlie broke the kiss, panting heavily ans he looked at ian, also seemingly trying to catch his breath. "damn it, i want you so bad. but you must be starving. i didnt know you were coming back so i really just threw something together. would you like some pizza? or we can order out. theres this new chinese place not too far..." charlies words were cut off when ian slammed his mouth to charlies, grinding his hip into charlies, his own bulge very much aware to charlie. breaking the kiss, but continuing to grind his jean covered dick to charlies, he said in a voice thick with need, "i am hungry baby. but the only thing that will help my appetite is you, upstairs, with alot less clothes on"charlie took ians hand in his and pulled him with him to the stairs. "well then, lets take care of that appetite of yours"

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authors note.

hi everyone! this is only my 2nd fanfic. my first numbers fanfic and i would really like everyones opinion on how i am doing. this story is slow to start but will pick up soon. i am working on the next chapter and will post asap. thank you all!