A.N: It's been a while since I have come up with a fully new story. This story is more personal than most would think. I will say that this story is based on my relationship with my moms partner at work and I was told by a friend of mine to do a diary about my feelings and everything about him so welcome to my diary and trust when I say that I have a years worth of chapters that I have yet to write. So here it goes...

I don't own Twilight or any of the characters. AH


"So Bella I'm getting a new partner next week." Charlie said as we sat watching T.V. "Really I liked having Aro as your partner. He kind of became another dad to me. Who's the new guy your getting?" I asked looking over to him. "His name is Emmett. He and his wife Rosalie just moved to town." Charlie said and I just nodded taking in the new information. "That's nice. I hope they like this rainy little town." I said with my sarcasm dripping in my words. "You're still planning on making me dinner next week right? Remember I'm working night shifts next week." Charlie stated and I nodded. "Yeah I was thinking home made pizza one night and then maybe my stir fry but then I'll have to figure something else out for the rest of the week. I'll make sure to bring enough for this new partner too." I said. After that there was nothing else said for the night.

A Week Later

After school let out I dropped my best friend, Alice Cullen, off at her house before going home to start cooking my stir fry. Charlie called me and told me that Emmett wasn't allergic to anything and to make it like I always do. I of course made it and decided that I was going to take enough for all three of us.

I left the house after about an hour and stopped off at the local convent store to grab drinks for all three of us before heading off to the station. I walked in and smiled at the receptionist, Pam. "Hey Bells. Your dad and the new guy are in your dad's office. Go on back." Pam said and I nodded before handing her a bottle of water. "Figured this is better than the tap water they got here." I said and Pam laughed taking the bottle out of my hand. "You got that right girl. Thanks." she said before I walked back to my dad's office. I knocked before opening the door.

"Hey daddy." I said walking in. "Hey Bells. Emmett this is my daughter Isabella, Bells this is Emmett." Dad said motioning over to a a brown haired man. "Hey, please call me Bella I hate being called Isabella it's to formal for my taste." I said smiling as I sat the bag of to go plates on dad's desk. "Call me Em. It's nice to meet you Bella." the man said. I looked to him and saw the smile that was bright and amazing. "So I asked dad if you drank any soda and he said that he had seen you drinking Mtn. Dew so I got a bottle for you." I said taking a Mt. Dew out of the bag and handing it to Emmett. "Thanks. It's my favorite drink. My wife tells me that I should slow done because it's my addiction." Emmett laughed. I smiled before handing dad his diet coke. I pulled out my Mtn. Dew and sat it on dad's desk before pulling out the to go plates with the stir fry. I handed dad his then Emmett his before grabbing the disposable forks and passed them around.

I sat in the chair next to Emmett and we ate. I got to know Emmett and he even showed me a picture of his wife. "Sounds like you love her." I said after a while. "I do love her. She wanted to be close to her family and that's why we moved her. Her aunt is Esme Cullen do you know her?" he asked and I nodded. "Yeah she's my best friend, Alice's and my boyfriend, Edward's mom." I said thinking about Edward and Alice. "You date Edward?" he asked and I nodded. "We've been together a little over a year now." I said smiling. "He's a good kid. I'm glad he has a good girl like you to keep him in line." Emmett said and I nodded. "Well I still have some homework to do. I should get home. And before you ask. Yes I know where your gun is and the bullets, I have my pepper spray on me and I will lock all the doors and check all the windows before I go to bed." I said to Charlie. "Wait you know how to shoot?" Emmett asked and Charlie and I laughed. "I grew up as the police chief's daughter. Of course I know how to shoot." I said smiling proudly. I wasn't good at many things other than cooking and school, but I was a damn good shot. "I'll have to take you with me to the range one day that I take Rose so that she can see a girl shooting." he said and I smiled even more. "I'd like that. Here let me give you my number and you can text me when you plan to do that." I said and he nodded pulling out his phone. He handed it to me and I quickly tapped my number in. I handed it to him and not long after my phone buzzed. "That way you have my number too." he said and I nodded. I gave Charlie a hug and said my goodbyes to them before heading out and going home.

When I got home I checked to make sure all the windows were locked as well as the back door. I left the front door unlocked if Alice or Edward were to come over. I sat in the living room and started my homework. About ten minutes into my homework my phone buzzed and Emmett's name flashed across my screen. I tapped in my password and opened my texts.

Hey Bella. I'm sure your doing homework but I just wanted to say that the stir fry was amazing. I may just have to go over to your house and eat from now on hahaha – Em

I laughed and typed out a short message back. Oh yeah I love to cook so anytime your feel like it there will be a nice hot home cooked meal. Tell me your favorite food and I could probably make it. -Bells I sent the text before going back to my homework. My phone buzzed a minute later but I was almost done with my homework so I didn't answer it right away I decided to finish my homework first.

After about thirty minutes of homework I was done and set my bag next to the door ready for tomorrow morning. I checked my phone and saw that I had three texts. I opened the texts and saw that I had one from Alice, Edward and Emmett.

Edward is gonna drive to school tomorrow so I will see you in first unless you want us to stop by and pick you up. Love you. - Alice

I tapped out a quick message telling her that I had to work tomorrow after school so I would drive. Then I opened the text from Edward.

Hey baby I missed you today. I'll see you tomorrow at school. I love you. - Edward

I smiled at the short text from Edward. I truly loved this guy. He is an amazing boyfriend but sometimes I wonder if he really loves me.

I missed you too baby. I can't wait to see you at school tomorrow but I might be a little late. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning but I will see you after first. I love you too. - Bells

I sent that message before looking at Emmett's and my smile from Edward's text got even bigger with reading Emmett's but soon faded as he talked of his wife.

I'll have to take you up on that one day. Rose doesn't cook but there is one more thing. When me and your dad get off work you can't text me unless I text you first. Rose doesn't like when I make friends with other females... or any friends. - Emmett

I can understand the not wanting your husband to talk to other girls. But then again shouldn't you be able to trust him and let him have his friends while you have yours?

Alright so no texts while your not at work unless you text me first. Got it. I'm sorry that she doesn't let you have friends. - Bells

I decided to go upstairs and take a quick shower before changing into my pajamas. After ten minutes I walked back downstairs and locked the front door before double checking all the windows and doors. After I did that I went back upstairs and got on the computer to check my facebook.

When my facebook opened I saw that I had a few game requests and Alice had tagged me in some pictures that we took last weekend. I found a picture of Alice, her boyfriend Jasper, Edward and I smiling around a camp fire. I set that picture as my cover picture and found one of me and Edward kissing in front of the camp fire. I set that as my profile picture before saving all of the pictures onto my lap top and setting the picture of Alice, Jasper, Edward and I as my background picture before logging off of facebook and closing my lap top.

I grabbed one of my classic novels before getting in bed and settling in for the night. My phone buzzed a few times and I knew that Alice, Edward and Emmett had texted me back. I opened Alice's first and laughed.

Of course you have to work tomorrow is Friday. Edward said that you would be late tomorrow something about a doctor's appointment so I guess I wont see you in first. - Alice

You'll see me tomorrow in first even if it is only for thirty minutes. My doctor's appointment shouldn't take too long. - Bells

After I tapped that one out I decided to open Emmett's text before Edward's. I might as well say it but Emmett was very good looking. His brown hair and green eyes were burnt into my memory because together they were very attractive. Then there was his biceps and triceps that made my mouth water just a little.

Yeah I don't have friend's or family here so I guess you'll be my only friend that I don't work with. I hope that's okay – Em

That's fine by me. I've been in a situation similar I promise I won't tell Edward or Alice or Esme. We all need friends no matter where we go. - Bells

I sighed feeling sad that Emmett's wife wouldn't let him have any friends. The fact that we would have to keep our friendship secret from her also made me a little upset but I understood because when I had dated Jacob black he didn't want me around Alice or any of my friends. That in itself was a big reason that I left Jacob the other reason was that Jacob would abuse me mentally and physically. Jacob was the reason that I lost my baby when I was sixteen, no one had known that I was pregnant and no one knows that I lost a baby. My phone buzzed.

What do you mean you've been in a similar situation? - Em

Exactly that. I was a freshman in high school when I started dating my long time friend Jake. I wasn't allowed to see any of my friends and he abused me mentally and physically for about a year. We even lost a baby but don't tell dad please – Bells

I tapped the message out but it took me ten minutes before I could press send. Tears were rolling down my face now. I placed my hand on my flat stomach wishing that I hadn't lost the baby. If only I had been smart enough to let someone in back then. I needed someone to understand but I knew that everyone around me wouldn't understand because I live in such a small town that no one would think any of that would happen here.

Bella you didn't have to tell me all of that. I'm sorry that you had to go through something that bad and to do it alone. I know it doesn't help but my relationship with Rose is about the same as that. She and I have been married for two years and she is physically and mentally abusive too. I know how that feels and if you ever want to talk about it you can talk to me I promise that whatever we talk about will stay between us. - Em

I smiled. At least now I have someone to talk too about the part of my past. I decided that it was time for me to go to bed so I got up and put my book down on my desk before shutting off my light and laying down. I put my phone on the charger before tapping out a message to Emmett.

Thank you. Being here in this small town I had no one to really talk to. I'm gonna go to bed so I guess I will talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight Emmett. - Bells

I set my phone on my night stand before getting comfortable in bed and fell asleep quickly. Having nightmares of Jacob but between them I had sweet dreams of the baby that I lost.


A/N: Again welcome to my new diary.