well I was in the shower where most of my weird ideas come from and I asks my what if Alisa confesses first, but the protagonist is a girl. I ship Alisa with the protagonist only they are one of my otp but I'm open to male or female. And since I have only found stories with the male protagonist with Alisa, I thought to myself hey why not make one with a female protagonist. Just so you know this is one of my other avatars not Eliana from Fight for her heart for there is only one guy for her and that's - opps no spoilers. so enjoy my first oneshot yuri, if I can think of more to this story I will write it but right now I think it will just be oneshots. anyways I'll be updating Fight for her heart soon but midterms are coming up so I don't know how soon.

I was sitting in my room alone with my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door. I was trying to calm myself as I walked to the door.

Two days ago when I was saved by Alisa from an Aragami that I didn't notice was behind me as I was running to her. I felt foolish and also grateful for what happened for it helped Alisa finally let out her emotions and forgive herself for what happened to Lindow. But what I didn't see coming was her sudden confession. She told me between breaths and tears as she tried to calm down after firing at the Aragami. She was scared when she was facing the Aragami and couldn't move. But the moment she saw me and the Aragami trying to jump me her bravery came back and that she couldn't loss me too.

I know we have been getting closer these past few weeks since I have been going on missions with her alone but never thought like this. I finally reached the door and slowly opened it to find her on the other side. She looked nervous but determined, she asked to come in and all I could say was such. Alisa walked in slowly and sat on the couch. I sat next to her trying to find the right words but she broke the silence first. " Listen I know what I said must have shocked you since it came out of the blue and you're probably confused now," she said slowly ", but the truth is that's how I feel." I know it's hard to understand even I can't fully understand it ether. She continues as I stay silent listening. I know I was hard to be around when I first got here and that I was a loud mouth bitch and you only put up with me because it was your job and…and.. Tears started to appear in her eyes. But when I lost it and became doubtful of myself …you were there right beside me. And when you sat next to my bed in the sick bay I thought that I finally had a friend. However as you helped me retrain myself on those missions I started to notice a change. I thought that it was just an innocent love like that of a sister, but as time passed I started dreaming of you, imaging the feel of your lips and that freaked me out. Why was I fantasizing that? Why was I only thinking of you?

I couldn't figure it out, it would keep me up at night. I told myself that I wasn't like that, that it was wrong to think of you that way. But when I saw that Aragami try to jump you, I just knew…that I couldn't loss you and that I really was in love with you.

That last statement made my heart stop, Alisa really was being honest about her feelings, pouring her heart out and I couldn't even find the words to say. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. Alisa was holding her breath waiting for my answer. I looked down trying to find words to say. I just ended up saying what I could come up with.

"I don't know what to say, I have never been confessed to and never thought it will be like this." I try to start, "I'm happy that you had the courage to be honest with me but the thing is I never really thought of love well not on a romantic level that is." So I really don't know where to start, I-… "Please I'm not trying to force this on you but I do want to ask if you could not dismiss me so quickly." Alisa says quickly. I look at her and see a scared girl and I can't help but reach for her hand. She looks down at the action and I reply, "No, I wouldn't, Alisa I know this is hard and scary but know I'm not so closed minded and that I can accept people no matter what.

I continue", Alisa I do care about you, and I do love you but I just don't know how far my feelings may go." She looks up at me and stares into my red eyes as I look into her blue ones. Can I return her feels…I never been in love before to compare….. I have been so focus keeping my friends alive that I never really thought about love….. I never stopped to think about a future with someone or even if they were male or female. But I did know I cared, I cared for her a lot.

"Alisa— before I could continue she stops me. She puts her finger to my lips", before you say anything there's something I want to try first…please." Alisa says in a small voice. I stay silent and just nod. She nods back and lings in closer until she's only an inch from my face. She looks down at my lips, closes her eyes and presses her lips to mine . At first I do nothing but not wanting to hurt her feelings I kiss her back. It started slow and light but I deepen the kiss for her since she did seem nervous. Soon I let myself get into it, she response by putting her arms around my neck. Without thinking I put my hands on the sides of her waist. We pull away a little to catch our breathes, we look into each other's eyes and I could see the want in her eyes so I go in first. Soon I was on top of her, her hips in between my legs, my hands holding her shoulders. Alisa had her hands in my blue hair, not wanting to let go of me. Soon her hands starts to wonder down to my waist and the feel of her breast against mine starts to arouse me. How was I enjoying this? Did I really have feelings for a girl? But somehow it just felt so right.

I pull away and sit up, trying to catch my breath. Alisa looks up at me and sits up too. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to go so far…I just….I" she starts blushing, trying to find words. I look at her but now I see her in a different light, now she seemed more beautiful but not in a way a friend or another girl would look at but in a more attractive way that makes you want a person. Seeing as she looked ashamed I reach out to her, touching her cheek she looks up at me with tears and worry. I give her a soft kiss letting her know it was okay and that I didn't regret it. I pull back and smile. Maybe I do have feeling for her in that way I thought to myself. I look at the clock, seeing as it was getting really late I give her one more kiss. "It's late, you should go back now." I say to her. "But—"she starts but I stop her. "Hey you need to rest we have work tomorrow" I tell her. She looks disappointed but she gets up and walks to the door. I follow her and before she reaches the door, I hold both her cheeks between my hands so she can look at me. "Hey I'll see you in the morning, I need my girl to rest." That statement put a smile on her face. She kisses me one last time, holds me and whispers," Really you'll give us a chance." I nod, "yes I can give that much." She leaves with a smile, and I'm left alone with my thoughts again. As I still remember the feel of her lips.

The next day we meet in the hall, she asks me to keep our relationship a secret until she was such that I had the same exact feels for her. I agree, and we act like nothing has changed in front of the other and no one suspects a thing. But behind all that was so much more.