Ummm how to explain to you guys why I've been absent so much number one I am confessing to all of you guys that I have kept a big big secret from you as you can tell by my name change I have never felt like a female I've never thought like a female and I just don't feel like a female I am a transgender and a gay one at that the only reason I like guys just because I'm gay I joke around with my friend who is understanding and accepts it in fact he is a fanfiction author on this site Chase De GrandPre but he understands it what we joke around is that I'm lucky because I can hide it and right now I am going through a two-year relationship breakup we want to be together but we can't because he is moving far away like two states away from me so on top of dealing with all these feelings I've been dealing with an illness that has been plaguing me for 3 weeks now where I feel very very tired I have headaches so I must apologize for my absence and I hope I can eventually start writing again I most likely will be able to once I move on which might be a month or 2 so I hope this will explain my absence oh and to not break the rules here is a small story

"Hey guys we should get out more like go on vacation "Nya said setting down the magazine in her hands

" How about a camping trip my family used to go camping a lot when I was a child " Jay replied

"agreed we need to get out and away from all the tech and city life and just take a break " Cole agreed nodding

"I guess I will stop by our old shop and gather the roasting sticks dad used when we were kids that he made for marshmallows" Kai said shrugging

"So we are all in agreement?" Cole asked

"Yeah" all answered back

Like I said give me a while I have been very emotionally unstable and I'm sure in those stories you don't want to see you characters dying left and right like Lego has been doing so just give me a bit to calm down my emotions and get them stable again I hope to write some time in the future