A/N: Hey everyone! I just wanted to make this short little one shot I thought of last night in honor of Breakdown. Knockout is his mate because those two are cute together. And, I made a sister Decepticon for Breakdown. Her name is Starlight, who my Oc, with a dark purple and black highlights paint job. She also, has a silver faceplate and not the orange faceplate Breakdown has, but she has amber color optics like Breakdown has though.

Plus, this is a very sad one shot, so you may want tissues, if you start crying form it. I know I will when typing this up for you guys. We will miss you Breakdown, and you will always be in our hearts forever. So without farther ado, here is the one shot. Hope this touches your heart folks, as it did mine.

Disclaimer: Hasbro/The Hub owns: Transformers; The rights goes to whoever made the comic of this story line without my Oc in it; XxXSkylarxRatchet96XxX owns: Her Oc, Starlight

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But, you still have all of me

I walked in to see my brother's bondmate in the ground bridge controls room waiting on Dreadwing and my brother to be back on their mission. I can't wait to see them return because I hate that bitchy spider femme, as you can never trust her at all. I want her dead like everyone on this ship wants her to be anyway. I walked up to Knockout with a smile on my face.

"Any calls coming in to bridge back yet?" I asked him. He shook his helm, but paused when he got a com-link from one of them. Once he ended the com-link, he smiled back up at me, "Dreadwing just called in for a bridge, so they are coming back." He told me. I was so happy and wanted to greet my brother back from his mission and to tell me all about it too.

My brother and Knockout are bondmates together, and I am Breakdown's sister name Starlight. So, I am Knockout's sister-in-law/best friend as well, and we love each other dearly as family/friends. Knockout activated the ground bridge, as the portal open up to let Dreadwing and Breakdown through it.

Knockout and I stand by the controls for the ground bridge, as we waited for them to come through and greet them back home. We saw Dreadwing come in first through the ground bridge. "Welcome back." Knockout said, as he lean against the wall and his arms crosses over his chest. I gave a little smile at Dreadwing, as I wave hello to him.

"Hey, did you have a fight with Arachnid?" Knockout asked. Dreadwing did not say anything, as he had a grim look on his face. I tilted my head at him, as my little smile change to a frown in concerned. What happened out there on that mission? I looked behind him to see if my brother was coming through the portal.

He did not come through at all yet, "Where Breakdown?" I asked, but Dreadwing still did not say a word at all. Ok, now I am really concerned about this all. But, then his words came, as he still wore a grim look on his face. This confused us both, as he said this, "Shut down the ground bridge…" "Why?" I asked, as Knockout and I wore a frown on our faces. He replied to us in these words, "No one else is coming." Both of us still frowned at what he meant because it was confusing us for a bit.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

We were still confuse, as we thought and thought about what he meant by those words alone. Until, it dawn on us, as our frowns on our faces turned to shock and horror in realizing what happen to Breakdown, my only loving brother and mate to Knockout.

Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me

Knockout face bowed down half way in sadness. I had tears going down my face, as I put servo to my mouth in horror. I started to cry out with sobs, as Knockout came over to me hugging me tightly with comfort. He looked up at Dreadwing once more and asked him, "Did you find any part of him?"

I remove my servo from my mouth, as I sniffed quietly in sadness. I looked up at Dreadwing to hear his answer to Knockout's question. "No. There was nothing left." He answered. I cried out once more, burying my face into Knockout's chest at the news. Knockout looked sad by the news too, as he rub circles on my back to comfort me still.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

"I see…" Knockout said, as his lips start to quiver. I was shaking in Knockout's hold from all of this Dreadwing is telling us at once. Dreadwing was silent for a minute, as we all were mourned in silent of Breakdown's death. I can't believe this is happening at all! I calmed down a bit, as I looked up from Knockout's chest over to Dreadwing. "And Arachnid…?" I trailed off my question. He replied saying this to us both, "She still lives."

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But, you still have all of me

No! That fuckin bitch killed my brother and Knockout's mate! Yet, she makes it out alive and lives! That mother fuckin bitch will pay dearly to this! Knockout and I swear to this! "She will pay." Knockout said, as tears finally rolled down his face, and he keeps his hold of me tightly. I say this one final word to added to Knockout's saying, "Dearly."

I then, laid my helm on Knockout's shoulder, as tears continue to fall on both of our faces. We cried softly from hearing Breakdown's death. Dreadwing looked down to the floor in feels of horror and sadness, as this all came crashing down on us so suddenly. He started to silently cry, as hot, wet tear slid down his face. He stated this final statement to us, "She will pay dearly for causing you sorrow in both of your lives."

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But, though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But, you still have all of me

...Me, me, me.

A/N: And done! I cried so hard when I was typing this. Long live Breakdown! I wrote this short, little one shot in honor of him, and to show you how Knockout, Starlight, and Dreadwing felt when it all happened. Even, though she was my Oc, and was not in that scene to begin with I decided to put her there as Breakdown's sister.

Showing how she felt about it, beside how Knockout and Dreadwing felt about it. This is not part of any of my story lines, it just a one short I came up with Sunday night. Hope it touched your heart, have a good day, and please R&R. This is Sky96 signing off, bye!