We have this connection, she knows it, I know it but the difference is she fights harder against it. Why? I dunno. Probably cause she is so stuck up and has no sense of fun. Oh, but she could have fun...with me...we could have fun for hours, I could make her forget her own name, I could make her scream in pleasure...or pain. Whichever she prefers but knowing innocent Buffy she would never be the type for kinks, she would prefer vanilla...mmm vanilla I could just lick vanilla ice cream from her body right now, teasing my tongue over her nipples, her perfect toned abs, down to her...

"Faith?"

I look up to see an impatient blonde slayer looking at me, with them beautiful green eyes penetrating through mine. I swallow hard as she comes slightly closer just enough so I can smell that sweetness. That strong odour of vanilla and candy. Yes...Buffy smells like candy! Sweet succulent candy...to be savoured, sucked, licked...I suddenly gasp as she grazes my arm with hers.

"Fine, I'll go solo then" Buffy snaps. I finally get back to reality and place my hand on her shoulder.

"Wait..." I just want to pull her in and kiss her so passionately, have her tongue tease against mine, her warm breath on my lips... "...Erm...we were going somewhere?" I reply. Buffy signs and throws a wooden stake towards me. I grab it and place it into my inner leather jacket pocket and flash her a smile. She gives me a smile back, you know the smile, the little half smile she does, the one she knows gets me all wound up, makes me throb hard between my legs...I really need to stop doing that! Ok...concentrate...patrol...kill vamps...come home and have a shower...with Buffy, our wet bodies against each other, her fingers through my wet hair, her lips against my ear as she reaches climax... I snap out of my thoughts once again as I hear the front door open.

"You coming?" Buffy asks.

"I wish!" I mutter under my breath.

So here we are...patrolling...I would rather be fucking...damn it! I need something, anything to get these thoughts out of my head. We have been patrolling for the last ten minutes and after that time was up...that is when things became hard...not just for me...but for Miss fucking Queen B too! See the thing was we had never been around each other for longer then ten minutes because that is when things became...well complicated. We both could feel it, the connection, it was powerful, like a force pulling us to each other and B could feel it too she was just too embarrassed to admit it...not because she wanted another woman, because that woman was me...it pissed her off...maybe because of our past, if only she would just give in to the feeling that consumed her body when I was around her.

Next thing I know I am on the ground and a vampire is on top of me ready to sink his fangs into my neck. There is only one person I want sinking their teeth into my flesh and what do I know, speak of the devil...she arrives, my knight in shining armour...or something to that affect. Buffy dusts the vampire and reaches her hand out helping me up. Bad move. I swallow hard and try to speak as she stands inches away from me. What would happen if I did just happen to kiss her? What the hell am I saying? I suddenly feel her hand graze against my side. Can this get any worse?

"Your hurt" Buffy speaks so quietly it is almost a whisper.

"I'm five by five B, don't worry, it'll heal". I reply and look down at a deep cut on my hip. When did that happen? I look up to see her eyes burning into mine, her eyes dart to my lips for a brief second, I swear I can hear her heart beating faster.

"We should get you patched up" Buffy said ruining our moment. I shrug and give her a nod to agree, but as we turn to head back my surroundings go blurry and I feel unexpectedly light on my feet but Buffy places her arm around me and keeps me up as we head back home.

I black out and when I regain conciseness a smile creeps over my face. Sitting there watching over me is Buffy. "How you feeling?" she asks.

I look down and shrug. "I fainted like a little girl...not so macho as I thought huh?" I look down at my hip were the cut was and placed over it is a thick white bandage. "Anyway thanks..." I sit up and look around, I am lying on Buffy's bed. This is bad. I need to get out of here right now. We must have been in each other's company for at least twenty minutes if not longer. Was that a personal best? "I should go...to bed...in my room...alone" I stutter as I look into them deep green eyes of hers and them perfectly shaped lips. I bite down on my tongue as I can hear the clock ticking away beside me. "Its late..." I make my way out of her room but she grabs my arm forcing me to turn to her gaze.

"You should take my bed...I can sleep downstairs or the floor...the floor is fine..I could sleep with you...erm...beside you...sleeping..." Buffy rambles. I shudder as I hear the words "beside you". She doesn't understand how much I would love her beside me...on top of me...inside of me...I look down to the floor and try so hard not to look at her. If I do I am not gonna hold back no more. I cant be in this room any longer. I want her right now...No I need her!

"Thanks but I'm good...um, well thanks for playing nurse..." I smile as I picture her in a nurse outfit seeing to my every last need...why Faith why? I had to think about that now.

"Are you sure?" she replies, her fingers graze my hip and I swear I have tears in my eyes as I try my hardest to fight off the temptation of taking her right there.

"Buffy..."

She puts her hand under my chin and makes me look into her eyes. Fuck. "Cause I really don't mind...as long as you don't snore" she continued flashing me that half smile once again. This is hell. I am in hell. With the hottest woman I have ever laid eyes on and I cant do anything! Well I can...but would she reject me? Would she freak out and have one of her Buffy moments? Or would she kiss me back and tease my mouth with that sweet tongue of hers? I swallow hard as her eyes continue to lock with mine and without knowing I was even doing it I am caressing her shoulder with my fingertips. Her skin is so soft to the touch. I need to feel all of it. I need her to feel me. Right now.

"I should...go" I managed to finally speak.

"Ok, get plenty of rest, if you need your dressing changed during the night just let me know" she said her thumb gently grazed the dressing securing a piece of loose tape, but as she moves her hand away from my hip, her fingers graze my stomach. She gasps slightly at the touch of my skin and her eyes dart from my lips to my eyes and back again.

"Faith..." She didn't get a chance to finish her sentence as my lips meet hers. She moans slightly as I bite down on her bottom lip and wrap my arms around her waist. Her lips are so gentle and soft as they kiss mine, so perfect and suddenly it was all over. Buffy steps back and gives me one of her looks. You know the one? The one when you have pissed her off. "You should go..." she turns her back from me but I am not going down without a fight. We have waited to long and we finally gave in just for a few seconds, but for some reason she couldn't deal. I take her by surprise placing my hands on her breasts and gently begin kissing her neck.

"Just give in B" I whisper in her ear and I hear her gasp as my hot breath touches her skin.

"I cant...we cant...Faith...this is wrong" I ignore her and rip the t shirt from her body and grab the back of her hair, turning her to face me and forcefully kiss her. As she moans against my mouth, I can tell she is totally getting off on this but as my hands move down her body to unzip her jeans she pushes me away. "Faith...I said no! This is...its messed up Faith...what am I even doing?" she asks herself wiping her lips removing the taste of my kisses she was craving seconds ago.

"Something we have both wanted to do for years..." I replied my hand moves around her back and her bra falls from her. "...Finally giving in to temptation..." I grab at her jeans and unzip them and place my hand inside...well what do you know...Little miss not so innocent after all is not wearing any underwear. I smile as my fingers tease her and she cant tell me she is not getting off on this because she is like a waterfall right now. "...No more fighting it B...remember I want, I take..."

Buffy lets out a small moan as I take one of her nipples into my mouth and tease it gently with my teeth. "You have" Buffy whimpered, sounding so turned on by my touch. I look up at her and smile as her eyes look into mine once again. To my surprise she smiles back and in that moment with her, I know, I don't want to feel it. I never thought I could feel it.

It is no longer about temptation. It's about love.