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A Confuse Rain
By: almakarma18
In his new life, everything is so confusing. Oh yeah, also he was now apparently a she. Could everything get any worse? Apparently yes.
Watch Out A Spoiler!
Rated: T might change as the story progress
Warning: Death, language, Spoiler
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my OC.
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Chapter 1
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A male figure could be seen just lying down while being surrounded by many beautiful flowers all around him while at the same time he was gazing at the wide blue sky.
A small river could be seen not too far away from where he was at.
The place is so marvelous and beautiful to gaze at, a perfect peaceful place to be at.
However, he was currently bored out of his mind.
He has been in this place for a while now, days, months or year, he doesn't know since the place doesn't change, it just stay the same way, it was like the time was stop in this place.
Everything stays the same, all day long, all night long; though unfortunately there are no night times.
The place is called judgment, whether he goes to heaven and hell.
It was something he decided to call it; since he was all alone in this place and there is no way that this is heaven because he is the only person, or soul around and no one else.
Oh yeah, he forgot to say that he was dead already.
Unfortunately he died in a car crash or a truck crash since a truck was the one he got hit at.
He was just protecting a little boy, who unfortunately wonder away from a group of kids that was walking on a road side, and before the person, that was supposed to be watching the children know it, the child was already running fast toward the road while following the hat that the child was wearing that was blown away from a strong gush of wind.
And, like a cliché out of movie, the horrible sound of car that was going fast toward the distracted child, scream of people for the boy to look out or for him to run away before the truck hit him and the driver who was driving faster than it should be, was struggling to stop the car.
Before he knew what he was doing, it was already too late since his body was already flying in the air after being hit by the truck, the child was already safely push out of the way toward the road side out of harm way.
Then his body gave a loud thud when it hit the ground before he was rolling away from the mere force of the hit he took from the truck, accompanied by the sound of loud screech of the car and the scream of many people who was just watching and not doing anything to help the situation.
He could hear many of his bones breaking from the impact; before he felt his neck twist in unusual way, and a few sec later, with one last rasped breath, his vision turned black and the sound around him turn silent.
Before he knew it, he was gone to the world.
And then when he opened his eyes next, he was already in this strange but peaceful place.
He wasn't a kind person, per say, because he didn't save the kid out of good will or because it was the right thing to do, or he was just that kind of a person to do it.
It was just that the child that was about to be hit, reminding him of his already long lost younger brother. The child appearance has an uncanny resemblance toward his late younger brother that is why he was already running, his body already moving before his brain worked up toward the child.
Though, he doesn't regret his action because this time, at least he save someone else life, he didn't fail to save a life that could be save.
Unlike his younger brother whom he failed to protect just because of his neglect toward him that he died.
That is why; he knew that he was being judge at the moment.
One thing for sure is that he knew that he was either going to be send in hell or heaven because he wasn't a pure person per say, even though he just saved a child life.
Unfortunately, he also has greatly sin in his life, especially after his younger brother died.
And even though he died, he wasn't really excited to see his younger brother, because he doesn't deserve to be forgiven for his failure.
He felt like he doesn't deserve to see him, to have a chance to be with him.
That is why, he just wish that whenever his brother was, that this time, he would have a happy life that he deserve because he knew that his brother would be either send to heaven or be given another life.
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He doesn't know when or how but before he knew it, he was facing someone else in the place that no one else but him reside.
The person was obviously a male because of his appearance, tall, short haircut that belongs to a male and lithe build, though he couldn't really see the person face since it was blurry and something seemed to be stopping him from seeing the stranger face.
The stranger body was also blurry.
But he wasn't scared of the person before him because the man was giving a peaceful aura and he felt soothing calmness just by being by the stranger presence.
Then the person suddenly laughs good- heartily while his hand moves toward the back of his head, scratching it nervously.
He just blink toward the stranger before him while thinking that he like the way the man laughed because it was a genuine and happy laugh that he rarely hear toward the people that he met in his life.
Since the man was obviously nervous and doesn't seem to know how to start a conversation, he made the first move.
"…Are you here to finally judge me..?"
The person just blink, he doesn't know why but he could feel that the person was blinking even though he couldn't see his face.
"… erm… judge… hahaha.!I guess, I should just ask you a question! It would make it easier!"
Did he ask something wrong?
He couldn't help but raise his eye brow from the happy go lucky personality of the person before him and couldn't help but think that it seemed that he got the stupid, in a kind way, to judge his fate.
"Ok! Let me ask you something, do you want to go out in this place already? Or you still want to continue to stay here?"
…huh… what an odd question.
Should he answer the question or not?
Though it seemed that he needed to answer his question or else he might receive some type of punishment from the higher up there for not answering the person question since he is obviously was send to question him.
"Umm… before I choose… what will happen if I choose one of them?"
He doesn't really want to answer his question without knowing the circumstances of his answer toward the question being asked from him.
The person just laughed good- naturedly again before answering his question, suddenly turning serious; making him blinks his eyes from the change of attitude.
"If you choose to stay here, you will continue to wait for a long while before you could leave this place for another chance or you'll disappear I think… but if you choose to leave this place your life would turn interesting though you will need to face many hardship in exchange for something you long for."
Ok… it seemed that this is a serious matter, a really serious one at that, and it was going to be about his life.
So, if he chooses to stay here he will continue to just wait here and would be bored out of his mind even though the place is beautiful and peaceful. It also doesn't change the fact that the person said that he was either going to disappear or have another chance again if he choose to stay in this place, does that mean that he was either going to be send to hell, meaning that he would not get another chance in life again and would forever stay in hell suffering all his life if the higher up there decide that he deserve to be send there, forever missing his chance to be sent to heaven or even reborn as for the second chance?
Urgh… why the hell doesn't the person know about what will happen to him if he choose to stay here? Weren't the person supposed to know it since he was send here by the higher up in this place?
But if he chooses to leave the judgment place, he will be facing something interesting, and would not be gazing at the sky all the time if he stays in this place.
And it also sounded like; he was going to be given a mission and going to be rewarded if he fulfills whatever the higher up there decide to give to him.
Something he long for, though it seemed that he already forgotten what it was that he want.
Ok, so a 50-50 chance to be send to either in hell or the heaven, if he decided to stay here without doing anything, or if he decide to leave the place, he will be the one deciding his fate and would be rewarded in the end if he accomplished whatever mission he was given with.
Guess, what he decides?
Yup, he is so going to leave this place, not worrying about the hardship thing since he has been facing hardship all his life before and it seemed he get to have something he long for as long as he accomplish whatever thing he face in his life.
Yes, in the end, he wanted to decide his own fate and not the higher up there.
If he failed then he will accept it since he was the one who damn his own life and not the other way round.
Nodding his head, he looked up toward the man since he was taller than him even though he was quite tall.
"… I *gulp* choose to leave this place…"
And then suddenly, he unconsciously straightens his back when he felt the man eyes staring intensely at him.
He was being judge!
He knew that he was being judge from the start but at the moment, he could tell that he was really being judge by the man before him.
He could practically tell his very being was being judge.
It was like the man could see every sin he committed, every good will and bad will that he has done in his entire life.
After a few more moment of silence.
Then the man nodded his head, like he saw what he was looking for from him and then he could feel an intense determination suddenly radiated from the man entire being as he decide what would be his fate from his answer.
"Then… good luck with your new life."
…What?
Are you kidding me…?
He wasn't giving a mission but a second chance in life, another life?
Just like that?
He was about to open his mouth to asked more question but the man body suddenly brighten.
His eyes suddenly widen, recognition flashing in his eyes, when he caught a glimpse of the person smile then the person entire face.
"W-Wait… you are…"
The man just laughs good-naturedly, and then the man body turned into flame, blue flame.
"I'll give you one last gift to help you in your new life… you could say a take care gift from me for you…"
Then his entire being was suddenly being engulfed by the bright blue flame.
He couldn't help but curse mentally when he was starting to lose consciousness.
Even if the sound of the man laughter continue to ring loudly in his ears.
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The next time he gained consciousness was the moment that he was screaming and crying from the pain that he felt toward his bottom from being hit from the person that was holding him.
Though he was also screaming from frustration and confusion for his wrong assumption during his so called judgment day that he thought was send from the higher up above.
And he stayed crying and screaming during the time that his body was being clean after his body was passed by to another person.
And was still screaming, though not as loud as much since he was getting tired, when he was given to another pair of warm but awkward arms, obviously a newbie from how he was being uncomfortably being held.
Then his crying and screaming, turn into a sob and hiccup before he was lulled to sleep from the heartbeat of the person that was holding him.
Yes, he was being a pained in the ass from the people around him on his first few minutes and hours of his life.
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The next time he woke up was when he was being cradle by another person arms, a new one, he knew since his body was being jungle from how the person was moving fast, obviously someone who doesn't know that a newborn have a fragile body and shouldn't be jumping around or dancing since it felt like it to him, when the person was holding a baby in its arm.
Then with the loud voice of a woman, who was obviously shouting toward the man that was holding him since he could tell from the new person voice that he was a male.
And with a loud thud and yelp, the movements stop.
The woman obviously has thrown something toward the man, from the yelp that he heard, to stop him from moving around too fast that was obviously wasn't good for the baby, him.
He couldn't help but thank mentally the woman for saving his life, because he thought that he was going to die so early in his new life again.
You are probably wondering why he wasn't complaining about his situation despite his assumption for being wrong, well go with the flow, that is his motto in life.
It was how he lives his entire life before, no complaining and no denial because no one would help him and it wouldn't help him in the end.
And he already voice out his frustration about his current situation, from screaming and crying during his first few sec and minute in his new life.
Oh, he forgot to introduce the people that was with him, the so called obviously, maybe, violence woman and the loud and danger prone man are apparently his new parents.
Yup, they are his parents because despite how the two of them act, he could practically feel the love in the air. (LOL) Although, the both of them get awkward sometimes, which was weird to him, since it felt like that they don't even know how to act toward each other or show their love on each other.
Besides, he felt warmth toward the both of them, which was something a child would only feel toward their parent.
Oh, don't ask him to explain the feeling that he was experiencing because he doesn't know how to explain it, let just say that it was just a baby thing.
Anyway, he still doesn't know what was his new name and his new parent names since he always fell asleep all the time and the language that was spoken by his parents are different from what he knew, English.
He probably needed to learn the new and different language that his new parents spoke in order for him to know what they are always talking about, since it seemed that there is some problem that they needed to handle or something important to be taken care of.
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A few months, he think so, since he couldn't really count the day yet from how much he sleep all the time, something life changing already happen to him.
Apparently, in this new life of his, he wasn't a he but a she…
Yes, he was no longer a boy or male but he was now a girl or a female.
How he found out about it? Finally after learning the meaning of the repeated words that his parents usually utter and from founding out about what his new is in this new life of his.
His or her *sobs* name is Cornelia, obviously a feminine name.
Although, the confusing part is that it seemed that her parent couldn't decide what last name she would be using, that is why she doesn't know what her last name is.
And from the loud shout she sometimes hears from her parents, even though they tried to stop from shouting in her presence, however it was futile from the start since she could still hear their shouting despite how her door was closed, it was just too loud.
Well it was just her mother voice that was loud while her father tried to placate her mother which surprisingly works all the time.
Heh, she could tell that the woman really love her father.
It was at this time as well that she could tell that her parents wasn't really married toward each other and probably have her in a mistake from how she could tell from the way they act.
They are obviously wasn't prepared to have a child in their life.
It was from how she could tell that her father doesn't really live with them or with her since her mother also doesn't live in the place that she was growing up.
Yes, she was the one who was living in a house or apartment, she doesn't really know since she wasn't really taken outside yet.
The both of them are obviously busy toward their job or whatever they are doing but still she appreciate from how hard they tried to make her happy and make it feel like a family to her.
There is also a pattern that she observes during her parents visits.
It was always her father that always come first to the place that she was living, before her mother come next after a few hours and then her mother would be leaving first before her father goes next after 1 or 2 hour.
It felt like they don't want anyone else to see them being together.
Even though, her parents rarely sleep with the three of them next on each other, since the both of them are quite busy from their work.
She could still appreciate it and understand it because her parents died early in her past life; it didn't change the fact that it was always her taking care of everything in the family.
Working so early in her life or else there are no food to eat and tuition fee for her school and school material that is needed to buy, especially when she was the one raising her younger brother because her parents can't.
Yes, unfortunately she has a gambler, drug dealer and alcoholic parents.
It was always her and her younger brother to take care on each other.
That is why, she felt grateful for what she have at her new life at the moment.
Oh, she almost forgot what her parents look like.
Apparently, her parents are both a beautiful person and young probably in their 20's.
And it seemed that her father is younger than her mother.
Her mother, have dark hair and to pinkish eye color she couldn't really tell since she still couldn't see clearly, while her father have bright blue eyes and golden hair and a really handsome face.
Anyway, she couldn't wait to see what her appearance would look likes despite how she was now a female in this new life of hers, at least she would be good looking when she grow up since both of her parents are beautiful so she would *she wish* definitely inherit it from them because she couldn't really go look in a mirror from her lack of motor skill in her new baby body.
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A few days or month later with the same routine, everything in her life entirely changes.
It seemed her father is determined to make her new family a big happy family, a complete one at that.
Why, you ask?
Well, she was sitting; yes she could properly move around now and crawl, while she watched her father propose to her mother, with one of his knee on the floor while he was holding a small box with a beautiful ring inside of it toward her now flustered mother.
She couldn't help but grin when she saw how red both of her mother and father faces are at the moment.
Anyway, after a few moment of watching her mother stammer her reply toward her father and with a one last slap inflicted toward her father cheeks, probably from an embarrassment, and it was probably an ingrained habit that her mother have toward her father, an eccentric quirk maybe.
And she was finally going to have a finally complete family, a family that would love her and would love each other, not like the one she has from her past life.
She couldn't stop the happiness that was bubbling inside of her as she watched her mother and father, kiss for the first time, yes in front of their child, though she could see that they are still blushing purposely.
Clapping her hand as she gurgle happily toward her parents letting them know of her presence since she wanted to be part of their moment too.
She couldn't help but laugh happily when she was picked up and twirl by her ecstatic father while her mother happily watched in the side line.
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She slowly woke up though her eyes are still close, when she heard her mother and father talking softly.
She knew that it was an important topic; because her parents seemed to know whenever she was awake but at the moment, they are obviously so focused on what they are talking about that they couldn't tell that she was awake.
Thus she listen to them speak even though she only knew a glimpse of what they are talking about since her vocabulary in her parents language are still so few.
"… would… last time!"
"…. But!"
"It's ok… simple… only this time…"
"…. Worry…"
"…Ok…"
A heavy silence descends the room.
Not liking the atmosphere on her parents because it was just the same day that her father proposes to her mother, she blinks her eyes and yawn loudly letting them know that she was awake.
Then she suddenly heard shuffling and her door to her room open up, her father and mother entering inside before the both of them lay down on both of her side.
It was at this rare moment of affection and action that her parents show that she appreciate her new life, despite knowing what world she was born to.
She couldn't help but felt safe toward the warmth and love that was being radiated toward her from her parent.
She couldn't wait for her family to be finally be complete.
Her eyes slowly close while feeling the synchronize breathing of her parents around her.
Knowing that in the next few days that her family is finally going to be complete.
However, everything in her new life would entirely change the next day.
And it was not the good way that she was hoping so.
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She knew that something bad happened to her parents.
Why does she know it?
It was her gut feeling, her instinct which has always been sharp in her past life but it seemed that it was sharper in her new life.
And because she didn't see any sign and sight of her parents.
According to the clock in the wall, her parents are late from coming home.
They never fail to come home, and it was already long past her lunch time.
Despite of her parents being busy all the time, they doesn't fail to always come home during lunch time to feed her, but it was already afternoon and she was hungry.
No…
Noo…
NO!
Please don't let anything bad happen to her parents.
A flash of her past life parent death appeared in her mind, before shaking her head furiously because she knew, she knew that her parents aren't dead!
Her mother and father are about to be wed!
Her family is finally going to be complete!
She finally has parents that love her!
Please…
Don't take them away from me…
Please… I beg you…
I… don't want to be alone again…
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It was during the night time that someone finally came home.
She woke up by the noise of two unsteady soft footsteps coming closer to where she was at.
She couldn't help but frown from the unfamiliar footstep that she could hear but she couldn't mistake the familiar presence that was walking closer to where she was at.
Shrugging about the unusual footstep that definitely belong to her parents, she was just happy that her parents are finally back and safe, so after maneuvering herself to be sited on her bed, she look up but her eyes suddenly close from the bright light.
Since her parents apparently turned the light on in her room at the same time that she look up, blinding her for a moment, before opening her eyes again to gaze at her parents.
Looking around the room, she couldn't find her parents anywhere before something fast suddenly move and a two pair of stranger appeared before her causing her eyes to widen.
It was not because of shock, even though she was surprise but it was because of what she was seeing with her own eyes before her.
There are two infant standing before her with the uncanny resemblance of her parent.
Her currently missing parent or… supposed to be missing.
She couldn't help but widen her eyes as she stare at them for a few minutes before finally moving her eyes to room around their appearance and form, her eyes stopping a sec toward the female infant scar over her cheeks, a new scar her mind supplied before her eyes caught sight of the little item they have hanging over their chest.
A pacifier…
A blue and black swirling, like it was tainted, PACIFIER…
She wasn't stupid, per say, she knew what world she was born to because of the identity of the person that she was talking before she was reborn.
But she couldn't help but be in disbelief, be in denial as she dazedly spoken her first words toward her supposedly parents in her confusion.
Because what she was seeing at the moment couldn't be true!
"…Ma…?... Pa…?"
It couldn't be real right?
This isn't supposed to happen to her right?
However, she could no longer deny it when they just have to show that miserable expression over their face toward her.
Her first words, that she has been practicing to utter to her parents, it was supposed to make them happy and proud about her but not that miserable face that she was currently seeing just because of her first two simple words.
This so Unfair.
So unfair to her mother and father.
And to herself.
But… lives are always unfair, isn't it?
It has always been and she knew it.
But this! She didn't expect this to happen to her.
She didn't expect this to happen to her mother and father.
Oh… did she forget to tell what her parent names are?
Her mother name is LAL while her father name is COLONNELLO.
She just thought that even though she was born in this world, even though it was someone she knew that belong into this worlds that allowed her to have her new life again, given her a second chance to live again that she wouldn't be having any connection in the story that she once ago has read.
But it seemed she was entirely wrong about her assumption again.
But… she doesn't really know about this world entirely, about the story that she has read before, she didn't even finish reading it and she stop reading before some kind of sky battle before she died.
But she knew about the Arcobaleno but not everything about them.
She just knew that in some of her research about the story that the Arcobaleno are the world's strongest 7, who was an infant.
And the only Arcobaleno that she remembers is Reborn, and a few passing and blurry figure of a blonde haired infant and that was all.
And that blonde hair infant was her father isn't it?
Everything makes sense to her now, why the infant Reborn that she remember in her past life, was so mature, sadistic and strong.
She couldn't help but mentally laughed over her stupidity.
If this… if this is what it means to be an Arcobaleno… turning them into an infant …. A curse for them to suffer, endure and tolerate forever, then…
She couldn't stop herself for wishing that her parents would have been better been dead, she could handle that loneliness again if it meant that she was going to be the only one to suffer.
Not her loving and charming parents.
Not her love ones.
Because death was better than being stuck in the body of an infant, no matter how awful it sound coming from her mouth.
Everything she knew is falling apart.
She felt like a failure again, because she failed to prevent her parents from turning into an Arcobaleno.
If only, she knew, if only she tried hard enough to remember the world she was born to, if only…
But "if" wouldn't change her parents and her situation now right?
That is why she wasn't ashamed to say that she burst into tears as she cried pitifully, like a lost child.
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Sorry, I know I have a lot of other stories to update… but I couldn't stop from posting up new stories.
I also have 2 more new stories and was almost done with the first chapter.
Did I surprise you about Cornelia, Identity? Being Colonnello and Lal daughter who was once a male?
Hahah, sorry I just couldn't stop myself for writing about a male OC that turned into a female… because of the few SI OC female that turned into male in their new life again.
I would be having a fun time writing the awkward moment of Cornelia adjusting to a female body, especially funny when she finally fallen in love with one of the male canon in the story. Could you imagine how awkward it would be? XD
Anyway, as for the pairing, this would be HibarixCornelia! Sorry I tried to pair her up with the other canon male but I just don't have any motivation in writing the story when I paired her beside Hibari.
Oh yeah this would be a AU story but it would probably the same event but slightly different from the canon story.
And everything would be explain, her existence in the KHR world, as the story progress.
You could guess who was the man that Cornelia was talking in the judgement place right?