Hey. So I haven't updated in a while so to let my readers know, I am an extremely slow writer.

"…And then he blew air at my lips and said 'look forward to it.'" I took a deep breath. Rosalya started crying fake tears. "Oh my GOD! I just can't… That's soo-"

"Moronic."

"Creepy."

"Probably copied from a romance otome game."

"Or a love song."

"Imbecilic."

Said Nathaniel, Kentin, Armin, Alexy and Lysander. In that order.

"I was going to say overly romantic, but that works too." Rosa said sighing. I flopped down on my bed, the night I just had, had left me breathless and confused.

"What the hell am I going to do?" I asked to no one in particular.

"Stay with him. From what I've seen he really cares for you." I looked at the person who spoke.

"Of all people, I didn't expect to hear that from you." Nathaniel smiled back.

"He's still a jerk, but he's changed slightly. He's even help me out a bit." I tilted my head. "How?"

Nathaniel told me how Melody found out that Nathaniel's dad was abusing him and how Castiel suggested that he should become independent. I was shocked at (a) how brave Melody was. And (b) how kind Castiel was.

"Changed huh." I said. A lot of things have changed.

As I walked though the school courtyard, I looked around to see if I could find the red head delinquent who sulks around here. When I couldn't find Castiel I sighed.

"Is he seriously not here today?" I was about to walk into the hall when a hand slinked around my waist. "Castiel?"

"Nope. Just me." Said Dake. I shivered and tried to get out of the hold he hand me in.

"Let's go somewhere more, secret, shall we." Dake half dragged, half carried me to the locker rooms.

"What the hell Dake! Why are you here?" I finally pushed his arm off me and jumped out of his reach. He just shrugged.

"A friend called me saying that you came back to school. What was her name… Ah… Amy? Amelia?" I glared at the floor.

"Amber." I mumbled. That -

"Yes Amber! I was so happy when I found out. I thought I could hav- I mean see you." He stepped towards me and grabbed my wrist.

"Come on Haven. Why don't you give me a kiss? You forgot to when you left, so I'll just have it now."

Dake pulled me into him and he started to kiss my nape, shoulder and cheeks. I tried hitting him in his pressure points but he pinned my hands to the locker behind me.

"You know you like it." He whispered in my ear.

He flushed his body against mine. "I'll think I take my kiss no-" Dake was cut off when Castiel punched him in the jaw.

"Get your disgusting hands off my property." Castiel pulled Dake off me and pushed him against the lockers opposite me. He raised his hand to punch him.

"Stop!" I yelled. Castiel glared at me.

"You want me to stop after what he did to you?" He snapped. I flinched at his hostility but stood my ground.

"You hit him and you're just as bad. Let him go Castiel. Be the better person." I stared into his eyes.

Castiel sighed and pushed Dake away from him and stalked over to me, looking down on me.

"Leave Dake." The surfer smirked.

"I'll be back though." Castiel's eyes turned to slits. Dake walked out.

Castiel followed suit, holding my hand tightly. The two of us walked out of school.

"Um- Why?" I tried to stop Castiel, but he continued to pull me along.

"We're skipping." He said, his voice deeper than normal.

After a good five minutes of walking, we stopped outside a small house. Castiel pulled out a key, unlocked the door, pushed the door open and then slammed the door after pulling me inside. Demon barked at us from the side gate.

I was pulled up against his chest and I could feel his heart. I was beating fast, his breathing ragged.

"Castiel, I-" I started, but the words wouldn't come out. He picked me up and walked into, what I believe was his bedroom and tossed onto the bed. Himself soon following.

"What are you doing?" I whispered.

"Where did he touch you?" He just asked back.

"What? I don't und-" I cut myself off when he started kissing my shoulder.

"I'm going to make him not matter. I'll do what I have to, to make you forget him. I'll do what he did, and more." He continued to kiss my shoulder over and over again. I shuddered and Castiel smirked and moved his lips to my ear.

"In truth, him and I are really the same. We both want the same person, and we'll take you whenever we can." He bit my ear and his arms entrapped me in a hug, his face hovering above mine.

"I'm not the better person Haven. Remember that." He smiled, but his smile didn't reach his sad eyes. Though, his sad eyes quickly we looking below my face and towards my neck.

I shut my eyes as kissed around my nape, trying to ignore the feeling in my stomach. Images flashed across my mind.

"You- you're wrong." I half whispered, half moaned.

"The Castiel I know is better than that. The Castiel I know was the person who showed me around school on my first day." He kissed my soft spot of my neck and sucked on it as I moaned.

"He was the one who helped me when I got knock over by Demon." His kisses rose to my cheeks and forehead.

"Who was the one who got me food when I was studying? The one who bought me ice cream at the beach? The one who stood up for me when Amber cornered me?" His kisses slowly went down my face, missing my lips, down my neck stopping above my chest.

"That was you Castiel. No matter how bad you think you are, I'll always think of you as the person who cared for me. Not the person who was trying to get into my pants." I blushed at the last part and turned my head away from him. Castiel's kisses stopped. His head fell limp into the crook of my neck.

I felt something wet drip onto my skin, cooling it from the heat my blush had caused me. He was crying, his grip on me loosened and I was able to move my arms once again. Instead of pushing him off like I would normally do, I pulled him closer, hugging him as he hugged me.

The cool water on my neck and Castiel's heavy breathing tickled, and I could help but laugh. Castiel's weight shifted and he lifted his body off me, his hands on either side of my face, his knees on the outside of my legs. He looked at me strangely.

"Tickles." I said between laughs.

"Leave it to you to cheer me up with the stupidest of things." He shook his head.

"Still upset about Dake?" He asked. I stopped laughing. I looked up at him and nodded.

"Kinda." I said. Castiel got up and sat on the bed next to my head. He crossed his legs and tapped the inside of his calf as I got up.

"What?" I said as Castiel smiled.

"I'm doing this right." He said as help held my hand and pulled me onto his lap. His arms lightly encircled my waist and his lips kissed my hair. The feeling was foreign to me.

"I feel like you think I'm fragile. You don't have to do it right. Do it your way." I could feel Castiel smiling at me though my hair.

"And what if this is my way?" I turned my head to look around the room when my eyes found a pair of handcuffs on the bedside table. (BECAUSE LOGIC!) I smirked.

"Then I'll have to do it my way." I said. I quickly turned around and pushed Castiel down onto the bed. The movement surprised him, his eyes widening. I reached out to grab the handcuffs and held them above Castiel's face.

"Not going to happen Haven." Castiel said, his eyes looking up at me evilly. I smiled down at him in my moment of power.

"Are you sure Cassy?" I used his nickname Lysander said his parents called him. I was smiling until I felt Castiel twisting under me, switching positions with me so he was above. My moment of power gone.

"Not in the way you're thinking." He said as he grabbed my hand and the handcuffs and used my own plan against me, cuffing me to the headboard of the bed.

"Nice try." Castiel whispered, blowing air onto my lips. I felt my self-blush.

"Haven." He said in a darker voice. "You're almost as red as my hair. If you keep looking at me like that, I won't be able to hold myself back." I smiled.

"You mean like this?" I battered my eyelashes fakely.

"You look like Amber." Castiel said laughing.

"That's the point." I countered harshly. Castiel stopped laughing.

"I don't like that attitude young lady. Don't tell me that I have to…punish you." Castiel started attacking my neck, leaving love bites all down it, making me moan.

Suddenly, Castiel was pushed off me by Demon who started to lick my neck.

"Gross! Castiel!" I yelped. Castiel picked up Demon and put him outside. When he came back into the room, I was pulling on the handcuffs above me.

"Need help?" He asked.

"Yeah. I'm cuffed to a bed and I need a bath." I said.

"I can help you with that." He shrugged as he opened his draw and took out the key to the handcuffs.

"With what? The cuffs or the bath?" I asked. Castiel smirked as he unlocked the cuffs.

"How about both?"

Tada. this is what i dream about... i need to get some friends

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