Why does everything go wrong?

Where are you going?

Do you have to leave me?

Is everyone avoiding me?

Do you want to leave me?

Where did you go?

Did they have to die?

You want me to suffer?

Am I insufficient?

Am I not good enough?

Do you hate me?

Do you not want me around?

Is clan leader not good for you?

Isn't the love enough?

Isn't my strength enough?

Isn't my power good enough?

So my devotion isn't strong for you?

Am I losing it?

Is the power rushing to my head?

Didn't I do everything my heart said too?

Shouldn't that lead me to peace?

To rest?

Happiness?

Everyone hates me, right!

Everyone wants me dead!

Everyone wishes I wasn't alive!

Wishes I wasn't made to be leader!

Wishes they never suffered the pain I gave them!

The ones they lost while I was leader!

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Why does this small light blind me?

Who is that?

Hello?

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Why are you helping me?