When you are in a relationship, you'll soon know what your significant other secret is.
Your partner will show you the sides, that she/he never showed before, not to anyone but you only.
That is, if you're in that relationship long enough.
Most couples will eventually broke up when that thing happen, especially if that sides of your partner is the thing that you hated most.
Even if you're in that relationship long enough, there's no guarantee that it will lasts.
Although, for the ones that committed with their partners will try to accept it, after all what makes a relationship last longer is trust and acceptance, with a help of communication then it can last forever.
However, you too must realize that sometimes it's better to end it rather than continuing it.
Because if you're ended up forcing yourself out, you'll never obtain happiness.
Unless you're some kind of masochist, or a freak.
Unfortunately for young couples, this knowledge is proven useless because they'll lost in each other world, or rather they will be blinded by love itself.
For Yazawa Nico, she never expect to fall in love with a girl, not even once in her life.
She always thought that someday, she'll met with an handsome guy that will make her smile everyday, just like her father.
But somehow, the person that can make her smile everyday turns out to be a girl instead.
It may sounds corny, but whenever she's near that girl, her moods always brighten up, well not only her mood but also her world.
That girl never failed to make her days better even if just by seeing her face not even a day.
Every minutes, nay, seconds passing near her makes her feel weird, but not bad weird, a good weird. Like there's butterfly in her stomach, and she always pumped up with life force.
It's typical though, when you're in love you only see all the good sides of that person.
Not like that person never shows any bad side, but to the eyes of people that fall in love, those things are insignificant.
Well in her defense, a normal human being will never fell in love with a bad person, especially if that person always shows his/her bad side all the time.
And this girl she fell in love with, always, always has a smile in her face.
Nico never once saw this girl to show any expression beside happiness, yes when she saw her, the girl of her love always has this bright smile plastered in her face, always.
Even when she doesn't like the situation she's in or even hurt by others words, she never showed any negative expression, her smile will always be there.
This is exactly why Nico fell for her in the first place, because her smile is contagious. Whenever Nico saw her smiling, she couldn't help but to smile as well.
Sometimes she wonder, what kind of things that makes her to always smiling like that, what is her reason of happiness. Because for Nico, her reason is her, well beside her family of course. It would be nice if one of her reason is Nico though, that would make her the happiest girl alive.
Fortunately for Nico, she will always see her love every day, because they're in the same club. The not so fortunate thing is that this girl is always with her childhood friends, and sometimes it makes Nico jealous with their team leader, to have her love always by her sides, it irked her to the core.
Another unfortunate thing is, all she can do is watching her, well yeah, Nico is absolutely sure that she is in love with this girl, positively positive, what else could explain the effect of the girl to herself if it's not being in love. The catch is, Nico doesn't know whether this girl of her love is also in love with her, or even if she swing that way in the first place.
Yes, our high and mighty Yazawa Nico is currently concealing her feelings for this junior of hers. It's not like she doesn't want to confess to this girl, but the thought of rejection make her feel uneasy. Well for once she is completely fine if the other party reject her and only stop at that, but if she's also starting to avoided her as well, that's the most fearful thing in her life right now.
That's why Nico will keep this feeling to all herself, beside once she graduates she doesn't have to worry about it anymore, she could just move on, she would hope to be able to do that though, it won't be easy as they say.
Of course saying that she'll hide these feelings is easy, and Nico too thinks she's good at it, hiding it I mean. Well, the thing is she actually sucks at it. Often she just spend her time staring at the girl, not just for a second, but a long time which made her so obvious that she was staring. Getting flustered every time other members or even the girl point it out doesn't help either, it seems Yazawa Nico is also bad at hiding her emotion as well.
What can she says, not seeing her while she can is such a waste, and she is madly in love with her, its just her body being honest.
Sooner or later with her acting like that plus being teased everyday by her fellow group member, she know that this feeling is impossible to hide. And before she just blurted it out in front of her friends, she decided to tell the girl her real feelings, when they were alone to avoid unnecessary teasing.
Learning maths is hard, but to get this girl away from her childhood friends is a way, way harder than solving a calculus question. They like some sort one entity that if we try to separate them from each other they will cease to exist. But giving up is not a word Yazawa Nico know, so she still try to make this girl away from their friends, just them being alone together. But it really is that hard, whenever she's not with her friends, there's this fans surrounding her at her work as a maid, and confessing while she is working is out of question, because it will be awkward not to mention that she'll not going to take it seriously.
Nico avoided to confess when they're at school too, because there's a big chance her friends will try to pry on them, so the available option is either ask to hang out with her or coming to her house. A thing to consider is there's no way asking either option secretly, well she can but it will be hard and Nico is too shy to go to her classroom when lunch break. And with these three girls is in the same class, asking her out when lunch break is out of option. Now Nico only can hope that the universe will at least let her tell her feelings by making some kind of twist here and there so it only them in some kind of place.
Which turns out will come eventually.
And I thought I can make it on one go, but I guess its too much for me.
Next chapter will be the last, I hope.
Well I'm open to any feedback, I really want to improve my writing skill and my English as well, thank you.
Disclaimer: If I own Love Live franchise, I will make NicoMaki so canon that they even have a season for their wedding and living together