AN: Hey everyone this is my first fanfiction I ever posted so please go a little easy on me it is slash between Gibbs and DiNozzo. It starts out as mostly T but will most likely end up rated M later on. There will be some character bashing for Ziva, McGee and a little for Abby as well depending on what direction I take the story they might get better or worse I haven't decided yet. there will also be some spoilers so if you haven't seen past season 3 don't read, unless you don't mind the spoilers. okay so before we get to the story here is the summery:

Tony has just been forced to quite NCIS and his hope of ever being with the one he loves. He's not sure what to do next, weather he'll go to another agency or do something else. Will Gibbs be able to get his SFA back or will he have to accept that Tony might have to belong to someone else.

Now on to the Story

Chapter 1:

Gibbs stepped off the elevator and insistently knew something was wrong. He looked towards the bullpen and noticed Abby, Ducky, and Palmer standing around Tony's desk; as well as Ziva and McGee standing in front of their own desks looking shocked. Abby looked on the verge of tears, while Ducky looked concerned and Palmer looked panicked. He couldn't see DiNozzo but he had a feeling he wasn't gonna like what was going on.

He took a deep breath and strode into the bullpen as if nothing was wrong. When he passed DiNozzo's desk he stopped and looked at Tony. Realizing what he was doing he walked closer to him.

"What the hell do you think your doing DiNozzo?" he growled both shocked and angered by Tony Packing up his desk like there was nothing wrong with him leaving. Tony paused in his packing and looked up at Gibbs. He opened his mouth to say something but after a moment he closed it again and pointed towards the directors office then continued packing.

Gibbs understood that Tony leaving wasn't his choice and knew he had to do something. He looked at Tony and nodded, "Stop packing I'll get this straightened out DiNozzo."

"Theres nothing you can do boss." Tony spoke for the first time sence he came in. "it's not just Vance it's also the SecNav." Tony took a deep breath and continued, "they gave me a choice between going undercover again or transferring to be an agent afloat again. I gave them a third option and resigned." He looked Gibbs in the eye, "I'm not their puppet despite what they think. I have other job offers that I can take; but I can't stay here and be used by them where I don't have back-up because they won't let me talk to you about it. I'm backed in a corner and there's nothing you can do boss… Gibbs." Tony went back to packing .

"Tony surly Jethro could talk to the director and stop this from happening." Ducky tried reasoning.

Tony shook his head, "It's done, there's nothing Gibbs could do."

"The hell there isn't DiNozzo your my SFA you can't just leave. I haven't given you an order to leave."

Tony gave a dark sad chuckle, "actually Gibbs you did. After you came back from Mexico you once told me if I couldn't do the work then I should leave." Tony looked Gibbs in the eye, "you said you need a better SFA the one who can't focus without a head slap. Well I can't do the work they want me to and now you can get a SFA who doesn't need head slaps."

Tony finished packing his stuff but stopped at the bottom draw. He took a key off his key chain and grabbed a black box from the bottom of his desk. He looked at Gibbs and said, "guess I don't need to hold onto these for you any more boss." He walked over to Gibbs desk and set the box and key down. He walked back to his old desk and grabbed his jacket and box and headed to the elevator.

He turned back to the team and gave them a sad smile, "bye guys I hope I'll see you again. watch each others six." The elevator dinged and the doors opened. He took a deep breath and stepped into the elevator disappearing from NCIS.

Everyone was frozen, not just the team but the whole floor. As soon ass the doors closed everyone looked towards Gibbs hoping he would do something to stop DiNozzo.

Gibbs took a deep calming breath, "he's not leaving." He took off towards the stairs leading to Vance's office where he burst in unannounced like he always did; though this time he was beyond pissed.