Amy couldn't believe the way this past year had gone. She'd realized she was gay and in love with Karma and no matter she wanted to run away from it sometimes; she knew it would never go away. Being in love Karma had been sheer torture and seeing her with Liam just made everything worse. But Amy knew what it felt like to be so in love with someone that it hurt, to want them so much that they were all that seemed to matter; so she gave her blessing to Karma to be with Liam. At least one of them should be happy right?

"I can't believe you gave them your blessing." Shane said, looking over at Liam and Karma who were making out by her locker.

"I know how much she likes him, I thought at least one of us should be with the person they love." Amy said, sighing.

"Yeah but you didn't have to give them your blessing." Shane said.

"I gave them my blessing because she likes him almost as much as I love her. And it's because I love her that I want her to be happy, even if I'm not the one she's with." Amy said.

"Wow." Shane said.

"Yeah, did I just say all that out loud?" Amy asked, a little embarrassed.

"You're so gay." Shane said, laughing.

Amy just rolled her eyes.

"I think you should start dating." Shane said after he and Amy had sit down at a lunch table.

"Why?" Amy asked.

"Because karma's with Liam and you should be with someone too." Shane said.

"I don't know, you remember how me trying to get a girlfriend went last time, right?" Amy asked.

"Yeah, but this time will be different." Shane said.

"How?" Amy asked.

"Because now you know how Karma feels about you and you can start moving on." Shane said.

"I don't know if I'm ready to move on." Amy said.

"You wont know, if you don't try." Shane said, when Karma and Liam joining them at the table interrupted him.

Karma came over to Amy's house after school that day, but all Karma talked about was Liam and how she was going to meet him later that night. Amy tried being as nice about things as possible, trying to really listen to what Karma was saying but she couldn't; every word Karma spoke about Liam was breaking her heart. Amy loved Karma but how could she be so clueless.

Things continued on like this for the next few weeks, Karma barely spent any time with Amy and whenever she did, she only spoke about Liam.

Karma and Amy decided to have lunch together that day, to catch up.

It was lunch and Karma was standing with Liam outside the art room. It broke Amy to see them together but she sucked it up and went over to Karma.

"Hey, you ready for lunch?" Amy asked, walking toward Karma and Liam.

"Oh fuck, I completely spaced. Liam and I were planning to go off campus for lunch, rain check?" Karma asked.

"Yeah." Amy said and walked away.

She couldn't believe she and Karma had reached this point. She looked back at Karma to see her kissing Liam and that was the moment she knew; she needed something to take her pain away, someone to be her distraction.

Shane was sitting at one of the tables in the cafeteria.

"I'll do it." Amy said, taking a seat next to him.

"Do what?" Shane asked.

"Date someone." Amy said.

"Why the sudden change of heart?" Shane asked.

"Because Karma is too busy sucking Liam's face to care about me anymore and I'm ready to get over this." Amy said.

"Okay then, I know this girl in my Spanish girl in my class, her name's Francia; I'll set you guys up." Shane said.

"Okay thanks." Amy said.

She didn't know how she was going to live without Karma but with the way things were, she'd need to learn to have a life without and beyond Karma because Karma had already moved on with hers.