Sorry I haven't updated in a while! School and other things keep preoccupying my time, but I'll update quicker next time. Anyways leave a review and remember that all reviews are welcome.

"natsu, gray get up" I said when I opened natsu's bedroom door.

"five more minutes" they both said in sync.

"no you guys have slept enough and I'm going out soon" I said as I walked into the room more to pick up a pen I saw on the floor and put it on natsu's desk.

"where are you going luce?" I heard natsu say and I looked over to see that he was waking up more and rubbing his sleepy eyes.

"I'm just going out. Everyone else has already left so you guys will have to make yourselves breakfast" I said simply and walked out of the room and downstairs after I saw gray waking up as well.

Gray and natsu quickly got dressed and came downstairs after a few minutes. Natsu and gray quickly started arguing like usual, but I had a feeling something was different which was a feeling I soon just brushed off and decided not to think about.

I walked out of the house after saying goodbye to natsu and gray and then I waited for the train.

"luce is that you?" said someone from behind me.

I turned around and saw that natsu was standing there with a questioning and confused look on his face.

"what are you doing here natsu?" I asked quite confused and slightly worried as I didn't want him to follow me to where I was going or know for that matter.

"you forgot your bag so I came to give it to you" he said while giving me the bag.

"thank you natsu" I said gratefully while smiling before I inwardly sighed due to the relief.

"no problem, but I really am confused as to where you're going" natsu said as a confused look flashed on to his face again.

"I'm just going somewhere" I said before I said goodbye to natsu before he could ask anything more. Although he was still confused he said goodbye and left so it didn't seem like he was trying to pry in to my personal life.

I got on the train after 10 minutes of standing for it and sat down waiting for the train to finally reach my destination.

Today I'm going to my grandmother's grave. Normally I would go with natsu, but today I have to confess something to her grave and I don't want natsu to know, but it's something that needs to be done sooner rather than later. Even if I can't do it to my grandmother's face I still want to tell her in some way even if it's just her grave.

I walked off of the train when it reached my destination and bought flowers at a nearby flower store before I then walked to the grave. I set down the flowers in front of her grave and then kneeled in front of it ready to do what I went there to do.

"grandmother I have something to tell you that is very important and needs to be said" I said at first and then I hesitated for a second before continuing what I was saying.

"I'm in love with someone I shouldn't be and I can't help it. I-I'm in love with natsu" I felt relieved to finally say what I had wanted to say for such a long time. For a few minutes after I confessed my secret I was silent.

"I'm in love with him and there's nothing I can do about it. I've been in love with him for a long time and he doesn't even know about it. The biggest question I find myself asking is what would natsu do if he found out? I'm not even sure if I want him to know or not, but in the end whatever happens I'll be fine with it as long as he's happy" I said before silently sitting there for a minute or two before it started raining and I got up after saying goodbye to my grandmother's grave. I was walking in the rain a few minutes away from the train station when I saw someone I didn't expect to see at all.

Natsu?

I saw natsu standing in the rain completely still. His bangs were covering his eyes and the rain poured down onto him, but he didn't move. I started to think that he was fragile like glass about to break almost like he himself was broken, but I didn't know why.

I don't own fairy tail or it's characters. I again apologize for the very late update and wish everyone a merry Christmas and a happy new year.