Hey guys...yup, it's one of these author's notes.
When I started writing on this site a couple of years ago, I would never have dreamed I would get the support that you guys have given me. I just wrote because I was always making stories in my head, and my friend Marie encouraged me to use them. During the summer we would lie down on the playground and tell each other stories, she was brilliant at it.
But anyways, I wrote JASIP and New Beginnings and Burning Intensity and no matter how hard I try, I just can't bring myself to finish this book. I felt my time to stop writing fanfiction was coming, but I promised myself I would finish Burning Intensity before I 'retired' but I just can't. My inspiration to write has almost completely gone and I feel like it's because I had too many projects over my head but also because the ff HOA community for me has...dwindled down? All my favourite writers have stopped writing and i suppose over time, I lost my spark. I wish I was driven enough to finish it but school is getting really difficult now, i'm making decisions that will effect how my future will be and right now I can't prioritise writing, and I needed to tell you guys this instead of making it seem like I was writing a chapter everyday like I used to when I first started.
What next? Well I can't completely top writing, I am still a daydreamer and I will still probably be using these ideas to write but this will probably take years and it definitely will not be fanfiction. If you guys still want to see more writing you can follow my WattPad- The Hidden Romantic or my inkitt HiddenRomantics . On inkitt I am actually re-posting New Beginnings but 10 time better, so feel free to read and vote :) I actually love the concept of burning intensity to maybe i'll re-write it as an original story later (that will probably be posted on Wattpad)
All in all, this community has been amazing to me over the years and I cannot begin to thank you guys for lifting up my confidence when I was depressed as hell. I would love to keep in touch will you all so if you can, please follow my twitter HiddenRomantics.
See you guys,
Chi x