After the whole school thought I'd tried to kill myself for almost a year, I didn't think things would ever become better for me. And then surprisingly, they did. I'd been the laughing stalk of the school for months and so I didn't really care when I raised my hand for the prep rally wheel that Jake was spinning.

Honestly, when I first saw him, I thought he was really cute but with everything that was going on, I pushed away all thoughts of him because who would want to date a train wreck like me? Jake apparently.

After I went all ghetto on my alleged stalker, Jake kissed me during detention and things have never been the same. Jake and I were in high school romance paradise when summer came along and I remembered that I'd signed up for camp.

"Don't go." Jake said.

"I really don't want to but I've already signed up and when I did, it looked pretty cool. I'll be back before you know it." I said, giving him a kiss.

"I'm going to be all alone, Matty is going to come camp too." He said, pouting a little.

I'd never met Matty, I'd just heard about what a good friend he was and how Jake and he had been best friends for as long as they could remember.

My send off to camp was somehow an awkward/ emotional experience. My mom was way too excited about camp and Jake and Tamara didn't really want me to go. My dad was too busy consoling my mom to really say anything.

My parents dropped me at camp.

"Have a great time Jenna!" My mom said excitedly.

"Yeah, have a great time and call us if you need anything." My dad said, with a reassuring shake of the head.

"Bye." I said getting out of the car.

"We love you!" My mom shouted as I closed the door.

"Love you too." I said as I completely closed the door.

The orientation at camp had been the same since it started. The counselors spoke about themselves and then assigned us our rooms. My roommate's name was Rebecca.

"Hi, I'm Rebecca." She said with a huge smile on her face.

"Hi, I'm Jenna." I said smiling back.

We helped each other move into our room. Once we were done, she turned to me and asked, "Are you going for the party tonight?"

"I guess." I said.

"Alright, we'll go together, okay?" She said, as she looked for something to wear.

"Okay." I said.

Even though all of us were going to wear our camp shirts, somehow Rebecca still felt the need to pick out her best pair of jeans, if there was even such a thing.

We went to the party together but as always, I sat in one corner with a cup of punch in my hand. I was never one for parties, especially ones where I didn't know anyone. So, I just sat and looked around. Every girl seemed to be looking in the same direction, so I followed Rebecca's gaze to find that they were staring at a guy.

Rebecca came and sat next to me, once she'd gotten herself a cup of punch.

"Who is that?" I asked, nodding in the direction of the tall brunette with piercing blue eyes standing in front of him.

"Matty Mckibben." She said dreamily.

I had to admit he was cute but it didn't matter because I was with Jake and he was amazing. Plus a guy like him wouldn't even look at a girl like me.. Until he did.