Hello, this is going to be my first ever lengthy fanfiction that I started and I will hopefully make sure the updates are frequent. I know the first chapter is quite short the next one will be longer. Anyways this chapter has the mention of rape but doesn't go into detail

Disclaimer-I don't own Victorious


I groaned as I opened my eyes and looked towards my alarm clock, my vision still blurred with sleep. 2:26am, I sighed loudly and lied down on my back closing my eyes once again. Just as I was about to go to sleep again a knocking on the door, my eyes snapped open and I growled as I chucked the covers off of me and got out my was many things that I hated, being woken up at in the middle of the night for an unknown reason is one of them. I grabbed a pair of scissors that I keep on my bedside table and started walking towards my front door.

My first thought was that it was my Mother, who had for some reason forgotten her keys. But that can't happen seeing as she was in New York at the moment on a business trip and wouldn't be back till Monday. I put a hand to my mouth and yawned seriously considering just going back to bed and leaving whoever was out there to bugger off. I was just about to but the closer I got to the door the more I could hear the small sobs coming from the other side.

Curious as to who could be knocking on my door at two in the morning while crying, I lowered the scissors to my side and opened the door slightly. My eyes widened slightly as I saw who was there.

"Vega?" I snapped flinging the door wide open, my bitterness for the girl showing. I had to spend all day in the same proximity of her and home is the only place I could actually get away from her, but of course not seeing as she was here on my doorstep. "What do you want Vega?"

She looked at me terrified and I allowed myself to look at her. Her cheeks were stained with old and fresh tears, her mascara running slightly "I'm sorry Jade I didn't know who else to go too," Vega started to say but her voice was barely above a whisper and she sounded as if she was going to start crying hysterically any moment now.

I looked at her clothes and noticed that her top was ripped in certain places revealing the bra she was wearing. "I couldn't go to Cat she wouldn't understand," I kept looking down to her jeans and noticed that they weren't buttoned up and were ripped where the zipper had been pulled to forcefully. "I'll just go, this was stupid"

"What the hell happened to you?" I asked her my voice becoming panicky, even though I had a good guess of what had happened I couldn't bring myself to say it out loud. That can't have happened to Tori, my heart had started to beat more quickly and my stomach felt as if it was doing backflips.

I looked back up to Tori's face and noticed her brown eyes filled with tears, she just shook her head as the tears began to flow down her face. I placed my scissors down and flung my arms around her pulling her into a hug. I would usually hate this kind of close contact with anyone, but this was a special circumstances. She borrowed her neck into my shoulder and broke down.

The sight of Tori crying like this, just being so broken was enough to make my heart clench for her. Whether it was from the fact my brain was still half asleep or that deep down inside of me I slightly cared for this girl I don't know. All I know is that I needed Tori to stop crying. I rubbed her back comfortingly till the sobbing died down slightly. I close the front door and lead Tori into the living room pushing her down to sit on the sofa. "Stay there" I told her before going off and going into the bathroom and getting a damp cloth to clean the ruined mascara away from her face.

I returned to the living room to find Tori curled up on the sofa, her knees brought up to her chest her eyes closed as she slept peacefully. No sign of panic on her face. I sighed and placed the cloth down and went to get a blanket for her.

I didn't know why I was doing all this for a girl I hated, I should've laughed in her face and slammed the door shut completely ignoring her sobs. That's what I should've done, instead I comforted her until she stopped crying and now she was asleep on sofa. I grabbed the blanket and walked back to where Tori was throwing it over her before sitting on the armchair. I knew if the thing that happened to Tori had happened to me, I would have gone to her. I couldn't go to Cat about it, like what Tori said earlier she wouldn't understand she was too innocent for that.

I sighed and closed my eyes drifting off to sleep telling myself I would deal with the Vega issue in the morning when I could think more clearly.


I woke up to the sound of uncontrollable sobbing, I opened my eyes to see Tori had curled herself into a tighter ball and had her face buried in her knees, probably to make it more quiet. But I still could hear it, I could hear how much pain she was in and it was killing me that I was still sitting here not doing anything about it. I got up and walked towards her, sitting down beside Tori's head. I looked down at her and ran a hand through her hair.

"Look Tori, it's hurts now but it'll get better" I said to her my voice softer then usual. I didn't want to tell that she'll be fine when I she might now, all I could tell her that the pain would become bearable. I kept my fingers running through her hair in my attempt to comfort her. I didn't want to tell her lies so I stopped saying anything.

Tori's sobbing soon stopped and she began to relax as she stretched herself out along the sofa.

"I'm sorry for waking you" She whispered to me her voice hoarse from all the crying. "I tried to stop crying but I couldn't"

"It's fine," I told her "Just try and go to back to sleep. I'm not going anywhere" She nodded slightly and closed her eyes.

After a few moments of silence Tori whispered "Jade could you erm sing to me please?"

I nodded thinking of the song my Mom used to sing to me when I was younger when I couldn't sleep properly, back when everything was good in this episode.

"Okay," I whispered. I closed my eyes and allowed my fingers to keep running through her hair and began to sing softly.

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You never know dear how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away

I stopped singing and noticed Tori's even breathing. I yawned slightly and began to drift off to sleep ignoring the little jump in my heart when the girl whose head was still resting on my lap snuggled closer into me.


Thats the end of Chapter 1, please review and I will see you in the next chapter.