"Magnus," Alec stopped dead in front of the double doors of the Planned-Parenthood, "I can't do this." He stepped back, he crossed his arms defensively across his chest.

Magnus understood, this was really scary and this was third time Alec tried to scare himself out of getting an STD test, "Listen," Magnus stepped towards him and took Alec's shoulders in his hands, "It's going to be okay, I promise. It's a good day to do this, there aren't any protesters outside yet."

Alec closed his eyes and leaned into Magnus, "What if I have caught something though, what's going to happen?"

"You're going to get treated, and if it's something you can't get rid of, we'll deal with that." Magnus hooked his hand under Alec's chin and forced him to look at him, "Together."

After a bit more coaxing, Magnus managed to get Alec inside. Alec checked in for his appointment. There weren't many people in the waiting room, a young couple and an girl in her late twenties sat in silence, no one looked at Magnus and Alec twice.

Magnus wanted to say something to Alec, give him a comforting statement, but the room was so silent. Alec leaned his head on Magnus's shoulder and sighed. His eyelashes fluttered closed and they waited in a tense silence.

A nurse called in the young couple, a tall boy and a shorter girl and soon after the other girl was ushered into the back. Finally Alec looked up at Magnus, "Will you do me a favour?"

"What is it?"

"I want you to promise me that no matter what happens," Alec sucked in a short breath, "that you won't tell anyone that I had to come here."

"I promise."

Finally, Alec's name was called and he stood. He seemed almost shaky. Magnus tried to come in with him, but he was stopped by the nurse, "I'm sorry," she said smiling weakly, "But you can't come with him."

"But, I-"

Alec shot Magnus a panicked look, "It's okay- no it's fine." He said, "I'll be fine, wait for me. This shouldn't take too long."

"Fine," Magnus sighed, gave Alec a quick kiss and Alec followed the nurse. The door shut and Magnus was left alone. He found a new chair that faced the checkout station and sat down, he wanted to make sure Magnus was the first thing Alec saw when he walked out.

Suddenly, the door swung open. A tall dark haired boy with glasses and a light jacket stepped out, followed closely by Isabelle Lightwood.

She froze dead in her tracks, her eyes wide when she recognized Magnus.

They stared silently for a moment, until the dark haired boy cleared his throat, "Uh, Izzy. What's going on?"

Isabelle looked at the boy, "Uh, will you go outside and wait for me?" she asked.

The boy nodded and looked over Magnus with a worried glance. He shook his head and exited quickly. Isabelle and Magnus were alone.

"What are you doing here?" She snapped.

"I should be asking you the same thing," Magnus replied evenly.

Isabelle looked around, "Alec's not here with you, is he?"

"No," Magnus lied, "I'm here for personal reasons."

"Uhg," Isabelle moaned and stepped over to Magnus, she took a seat right next to him, "I'm going to be honest with you," she sighed and folded her hands in her lap, "My birth control failed, I'm currently pregnant."

Magnus took a moment to process what she had said then asked, "That boy you were with, was that Simon?"

"Yes."

"So he's the father?"

"Yes."

Magnus sighed, a teen pregnancy was the last thing he imagined Isabelle going through, "What are your plans?"

"My plans?" Her voice went up an octave.

"Yeah," Magnus crossed his legs and leaned back into his chair, "Are you going to keep it and raise it? Have it then put it up for adoption? Abort it?:

Isabelle lowered her head, her dark hair cascading over her face shying her from view, "I'm not sure. Simon says that he supports whatever I chose. He doesn't want me to be unhappy, and he understands that it's my body."

"But?" Magnus asked, there was always a catch.

"But my dad," she whispered, "If he finds out, there's a chance that he'll want me to have the kid. I know him, if I have the abortion, he'll disown me."

"That's not okay," Magnus was becoming irritated, "Your father can't do that. It's your choice."

"I know that." Isabelle was shaking a bit, "He doesn't realise I don't have any plans for the future yet, how the hell am I supposed to raise a child?"

"Do what you think is best for you, Iz." Magnus sighed, "Whatever you chose, you have to know Jace, Alec, Simon and I have your back."

She laughed nervously, "Even you?"

"Yes, even me."

"We hardly talk," She pulled her hair out of her face, "Why would you want to help me?:

"You're an amazing young woman, why wouldn't I?"

Isabelle sighed and lowered her head, "I'm sorry this happened."

"You shouldn't be," Magnus said calmly, "Things happen, and here you are; dealing. You're making sure you're taken care of."

"Thank you Magnus."

"Of course," Magnus reached over and rubbed her upper back, "You should go. Make Simon take you out for coffee and get something to eat. Go take a bath and and relax."

Isabelle let out an uneven sigh and stood, "It's nice talking to someone else besides Simon about this. He's so stressed out about it that's it's hard to get a rational thought out of him."

"It's understandable, you know how boys are."

The two of them said their goodbyes and Isabelle walked out to Simon. Magnus couldn't see the two of them, but he assumed they were hugging; trying to be a source of comfort to one another.

While Magnus waited he preoccupied himself with an older magazine, judged the terrible hair styles the models were given and thought about much better his hair looked. Finally Alec walked through the out-patient door, his hands held a small white paper bag.

Magnus stood immediately, "Hey," He said to Alec, "How is everything?"

Alec looked down at the floor, "I won't have my results for the next couple of days, so we will just have to wait."

"Do you want to go talk about it in the car?" Magnus tried, he wanted Alec to be open with him and Magnus didn't think he was going to get that in the waiting room. "We can go get something to eat or something if you are hungry."

"I'd like that," Alec replied, he kept his gaze averted from Magnus.

The two of them left the building. There was a group of pro-life supporters that had appeared and Magnus grabbed Alec's hand, pulling him towards his car as quickly as possible. He feared that he would draw too much attention to himself and Alec, and wanted to avoid a conflict.

Alec pulled his hand away from Magnus when they were close to the car. Alec shuffled to the passenger's side of the car and opened the door; rain droplets clung to is face and hair. He looked over at Magnus, his eyes wide and scared. Magnus unlocked the car and opened his door, Alec slid in soon after, "Magnus," Alec said instantly, shoving the white bag he was giving into Magnus's glove compartment, "Do you know how scared I am?"

"I'm aware," Magnus put his keys in the ignition and started it, "I hope you know I'm here for you."

"I know," Alec said softly, "I'm just so scared that my dad is going to find out."

"Why do you think he would find out?"

Alec went silent; he crossed his arms across his chest and looked down at his feet. Magnus buckled his seat and asked Alec to do the same. After they were one the road he flipped on some music, Alec was still silent.

"Are you hungry?" Magnus asked as they drove over the Ross Island Bridge, "We could get some sandwiches, or some sushi or something. Whatever you want is fine."

"I don't know," Alec sighed, "Whatever you want is fine too."

Magnus pulled into one of the parking garages downtown to get away from the busy traffic. He didn't want to park on the side of the street because he didn't trust other people around his car.

Magnus decided he would take Alec to a small café; and the rain wanted to keep falling. The two of them walked in and a tiny hostess found them a table. Magnus ordered them some coffee while Alec stared at the stained wooden table they were sitting at.

After the waitress brought them their coffee, Alec finally looked, "I love you." He said sort of desperately, "I do, I hope you know that."

"Of course I do," Magnus replied, "And I love you too, what's wrong?"

"I'm not sure," Alec turned his coffee cup in circles on the table, "I just really hope my test comes back clean."

"Me too," Magnus said, "And if it doesn't, then we will figure it out, I promise."

The hostess came back and asked if they wanted to eat. Alec ordered a sandwich and Magnus ordered a cinnamon roll. Magnus hadn't been eating as much as he should have lately, his stomach wasn't feeling too great after his father mailed him his plane tickets.

Magnus jolted a bit when his phone started going off in his pocket, he pulled it out and saw that it was from his father. This man almost seemed to know when Magnus was thinking about him. Did he ignore it? Should he send a text in a bit?

Alec reached over and grabbed the phone from Magnus's hand, "Hey," Magnus protested, but Alec put the phone in his hoodie pocket and smiled at Magnus.

"Ignore it, okay?"

"But-"

"-Don't but me. Just tell him you were driving." Alec sighed softly and looked down at his food, "It's just you and me right now, okay?"

"O-okay," Magnus said shyly, he felt his face turn a bit warm.

"I wanted to ask you," Alec grabbed one half of his sandwich and raised it to his face. Before taking a bit he said, "Do you have a copy of your book? You told me I was allowed to reach it."

"I do, but it's on my computer."

Alec took a sip of his coffee and swallowed, "Can we go back to your house after this?"

"My house?" Magnus asked, "Are you okay with the two hour drive?"

"Of course, I mean if you want me," Alec said, "I just need to text Jace and tell him where I am before we go. I've probably given him a heart attack."

"I always want you Alexander." Magnus said softly, ignoring the second part of his sentence, Alec flushed and looked down shyly.

Alec finished his sandwich quickly, and Magnus managed to eat half of the cinnamon roll. Magnus paid and the two of them left. Alec brushed his hand against Magnus's and Magnus stopped walking, "What's wrong?" Alec asked, shortly noticing Magnus halted.

Magnus looked around the block, there wasn't anyone around, "Come here." Magnus demanded.

"Why?"

"Just please, come here." Magnus tried more nicely.

Alec narrowed his eyes but walked up to Magnus. Magnus quickly looked around the block again to make sure no one was looking. When he found no one to be around, he grabbed the side of Alec's face and kissed him. Alec gasped a bit, but leaned into the kiss. Alec tasted like coffee and bread and of course like himself.

Magnus felt his chest tighten. He was so upset with himself. How could he have allowed any harm come to his perfect little Alexander? His kisses were so sweet the way his body fit into Magnus's – he was having a hard time concentrating.

There was a loud laugh from behind Magnus and he jumped. Turning, he saw two younger girls looking at them. They were giggling and cooing over Magnus and Alec, exclaiming how cute they were.

Magnus examined Alec's face to find complete horror and shock, "Let's get back to the car, please" Alec said almost silently.

Turning away from Alec, Magnus took his hand and lead him to towards the car garage. It was practically empty, except for one other car, "I'm sorry about that," he said to Alec, "I shouldn't have done that."

"It's fine," Alec opened his car door and got inside. Magnus felt like an idiot, Alec was already in a fragile state, why did he do that?

Magnus got into the driver's side and pulled on his seatbelt. He looked to Alec, he was staring out the window and biting the inside of his mouth, "Hey, did you want to go to your house to get some clothes first?"

"I'd like another kiss," Alec said randomly.

"Excuse me, what?"

Alec laughed and looked into Magnus's eyes, "Would you please kiss me some more?"

"You don't have to ask," Magnus felt warm, he wanted to keep his cool but he was finding it difficult.

Alec never put on his seatbelt, and he was close to Magnus's face. Magnus could see every eyelash, every pale freckle on his skin. He could taste and feel Alec's breath on his skin, but why wasn't he kissing him? He really wanted his mouth on Alec's, "Alec," Magnus said, "Are you going to kiss me or are you going to continue to torture me?"

Alec looked confused, "I'm torturing you?"

"Yes." Magnus said softly, "I want to taste you."

Blushing Alec looked down laughing, "I can't believe the things you say."

"Really?" Magnus said amused.

"Yes, really."

Magnus reached over and hooked his finger underneath Alec's chin, pulling Alec's gaze back to his, "I love you Alexander."

"I love you too," Alec replied, "I'm sorry this happened…"

"Stop," Magnus crushed his mouth against Alec's, taking him in, savoring him. He explored his mouth with his tongue, his hands tangling in his dark locks. He pulled back and looked at Alec again. Alec's eyes were heavy and his face was a deep red.

Magnus jerked a bit when he felt Alec's hand rubbing his inner thigh, his hand traveling higher and higher, "Magnus," He whispered, "I want to touch you."

Unsure of what to say because of the current situation, Magnus kissed him again, only this time softer. Alec brought his hand right onto the bulge that was Magnus's erection. All the air that Magnus had in his lungs had escaped under Alec's touch.

"Alec," Magnus groaned against him. Alec was working with one hand, trying to unzip his pants and he was doing a poor job. Magnus quickly undid his seatbelt and pulled away from Alec, offering his help. Soon Alec was sliding his hand down the front of Magnus and grabbing his aroused cock firmly, "Oh god," Magnus said, his breath hitching to the back of throat.

Alec leaned down and tugged Magnus's pants down a little so he could pull Magnus's cock out of his briefs, "Alec," Magnus said again, nearly breathless, "You don't have to do that."

"I want to," Alec said firmly, "I want to be intimate with you."

"I know you do, but-" Magnus wasn't able to finish his sentence, as Alec had covered Magnus's member into his mouth and he sucked hard, taking all the breath Magnus had left away.

Alec had never done this to Magnus before, but he was performing amazingly. Soon Magnus couldn't control the sounds that he was making, and he was thrusting his hips a little with every stroke of Alec's hot mouth.

He felt heat rise in his lower stomach and he reached his climax with a sharp cry. His legs trembled a little as he released himself into Alec's mouth. Alec jumped a little, but held Magnus still as he took him in.

Alec raised his head and looked at Magnus, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, "Wow, you really seemed to like that."

Magnus blushed and unexposed himself, zipping his pants he said, "That was awesome."

"You know," Alec reached forward and opened the glove compartment, "I do have these." He pulled out the white paper bag and handed them to Magnus. Magnus unraveled the top of the bag and found several trojans stuffed inside.

"Er, Alec." Magnus said, a little shocked by Alec's advances.

"I mean, I know they aren't 100 percent safe but," Alec sat back down and crossed his arms, "But we could be careful. We don't have to finish inside each other and-"

"Please stop talking," Magnus laughed, why was he feeling so shy? "It's fine, these are fine. In fact, I was thinking of buying some before we got back to my place. This just saves me a trip."

Wide eyed Alec looked down at his hands, his face bright red.

Magnus prayed that he would always be able to see that side of Alec. Shy and nervous. That they could share each other's struggles with one another. Magnus felt his heart swell with love for Alec.

He really was going to miss him, even more than he normally did.