Okay, sorry about the wait. Here is the revised version of the ending, I couldn't satisfy everyone so I satisfied myself. It's no longer rushed and I think it's fitting. Dick Wolf owns, thanks for reading and enjoy!


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He stood outside the delivery room waiting. He should be pacing; at least that's what they do in movies but the energy in him is just so static that all he can do is stand still, wait and pray.

He remembered the way she looked at him just before her eyes closed; like he was the one who held her fate. Forget that she was surrounded by nurses and doctors, she kept her eyes on him, looked to him like he could fix everything…

The baby

Were her last words to him. The baby. After everything she'd been through, even voicing her fears about being able to provide for this child, when it was all said and done, she'd thought only of her; they had to save her and if there was a god in heaven his wife would be spared too.

Suddenly the doors opened and out stepped the nurse. Trevor wasted no time in rushing over to her, his heart beating a million miles a minute and his stomach in knots.

"Mr. Langan..."

"...tell me they're okay." He said it so small with so much fear as he looked at the nurse. Was it a question or statement? There were tears in his eyes that he tried damn hard not to cry but they rolled down his cheeks of their own volition.

"We got the baby out in time and she seems perfectly healthy." At hearing this he broke and began sobbing uncontrollably. "Congratulations, you have a 7lb 4oz baby girl!"

He couldn't stand. Leaning against the wall until he composed himself, he cried it out before he straightened up enough to talk.

"She's okay?"

"Beyond okay, and loud! The pediatrician is checking her out but she looks and sounds good so far." Trevor stood there nodding as his tears flowed.

"And my wife?" He asked, making the nurse suddenly grow quiet. "Sharon; my wife?"

"The doctor is still working on her"

"What does that mean?!"

"In addition to the placental rupture...she's hemorrhaging. I'm sorry but we're doing everything we can!" Those words hit Trevor's ears like a muffled echo and he closed his eyes as they reverberated. The nurse stood for a moment and put her hand on his shoulder.

"Why don't you go down to the nursery and see your baby, she could use somebody to hold her."

The baby; their baby.

He wiped his eyes and turned back around to the nurse but before he could speak…

"I promise, we'll come get you as soon as we know...go, welcome your daughter." She smiled before she turned to leave.


6 years ago…

"While you're forgetting me, you can forget your baby too!" she screamed.

"I dare you to try to keep me away from what's mine!" he threatened

"What 'was' yours…you're a piece of shit and I don't want any part of you!"

"I'm a piece of shit? Tell me something, Duck Dynasty does you-know-who know that I've been fucking the trailer park outta you for the last five months?"

Now that the vomiting had subsided, she sat down at her small table smoking her fourth cigarette in the chair she sat in, legs curled to her chest. She thought of the first and only time she had been pregnant; a baby she didn't really see herself having but one that she loved on some level and she thought of the trauma she went though because of it.

"...you're sick and I thank god that I had the sense to do what I did because the thought of being tied to you for the rest of my life-" she yelled.

"What?"

"That's right, I terminated the pregnancy last week! So you and me… we ain't got shit else to talk about, now ge-"

Before she could finish he punched her hard in the mouth, knocking her into the wall. She'd barely scrambled to her feet, blood running from her split lip before he snatched her up and violently beat her, delivering blows and kicks to her petite frame. She tried her best to shield her baby from his vicious attack but by the time he'd stopped and stormed out of the apartment, she knew that it was too late, for no sooner than she'd managed to pull herself up, she doubled over in a tremendous amount of pain; pain so intense that she had to crawl her way to the phone to call for help.

She took a drag, a long one and let the smoke through her lungs before she blew it out through her nose then stubbed out the butt and lit another. She never told Olivia how she betrayed her all those years ago...not that it mattered now; probably wouldn't have matter then…

*Except you would have alienated your friends and lost Olivia…" She let out a laugh that quickly became a cry as she put her cigarette out and got up from the table with tears running down her face. 3AM and she was up smoking and crying over a baby she hadn't thought about in years when the one she should be thinking about…

"The one you should be thinking about is again the one that shouldn't be here… You can't go undercover with a baby your belly; you shouldn't even have a baby in your… Jesus, what is Dean gonna say?"


At the hospital, Trevor sat in the nursery with the baby who was asleep in his arms. He had been talking to her for the last twenty minutes, marveling at how beautiful she is; her dark hair and brown eyes just like Olivia's but offset by a peaches and cream complexion. Trevor was once again in awe at the stunning new life that his love had given them and couldn't wait until she was out of surgery so she could hold her. He sat there for the last ten minutes, a feeling of uneasiness all about him but he pushed it away and focused on the baby.

"Your mommy is gonna be so proud of you." He said as he looked at her. "I still can't believe you're here...you and your mom went through so much; I'm just glad you're okay." He kissed her then looked up and saw the doctor approaching. She came to the nursery window and stood there and suddenly that uneasy feeling that he'd had just moments ago came back.

"I'll be right back!" He said and gently kissed the baby and then just as gently placed her down in her bassinet then left the nursery.

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"Trevor…" Dr. Gates started

"I was just about to go up to see if I could get some information. She came through alright?"

"Trevor...we-"

"The nurse said that there was hemorrhaging on top of the placental rupture...you managed to stop it?" The doctor looked down, trying to gather her words.

"You did stop it?" But she couldn't answer him and those feelings he was having a few minutes ago suddenly made sense. "Doctor; tell me something." He cried through tears.

"There was a placental abruption...apparently it happened during the rape and we missed it, when her water broke, her placenta separated from the uterine wall and caused the hemorrhage… "

"But you stopped the bleeding...I mean; she'll be okay, won't she?" He hoped against everything. No, she had to be alright! They had a whole other chapter to their lives; one far from the tragedies that they had seen the past 6 months; one that promised them happiness again. They had a life to live, children to raise, things to see, to do; he wasn't through loving her yet...she had to be okay!

"We nearly lost her but she's going to pull through." Those words reached his ears and he swore that he heard her wrong. "Your wife is going to be fine, Trevor."

His eyes filled with tears, relief making its way out of his body and his shoulders slumped forward, his legs going weak as he hung his head and cried, thanking God. As he looked back through the nursery window at their baby, he cried harder, realizing that he wouldn't have to explain to the children...they would have never understood; he would never have understood and he began to thank the doctor amidst his tears.

"Thank Olivia, she's a fighter." The doctor said with a hand to his back. "They're moving her to recovery now, you'll be able to go in shortly… Congratulations, dad!" She said and walked off, leaving Trevor there with a million emotions; gratitude the strongest, and staring at the new life he and Olivia had just brought into the world.

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"She's gonna be alright!" Trevor told Travis. "We have a beautiful baby girl and her mother is gonna pull through!"

"Thank God! So she's awake?"

"Not yet, she's just getting out of surgery; they're being her to recovery. I'm gonna take the baby and go down there, would you call everyone and let them know?"

"I will...ay man, congratulations and I'll see you tomorrow when I bring the kids. You kiss that little girl and kiss Olivia for me.


"Brian, it's 4:30 in the morning!" Alex whispered sleepily with her eyes still closed and resting so comfortably under the covers. "What are you doing up?"

"The kids will be up soon, Jake in particular, hogging my boobs...but I figure we might as well get some alone time now!" He responded while kissing her. Slowly on her neck then up and behind her ear where he lingered, making her smile.

"That certainly feels good…" She breathed with her eyes still closed. "But I'm tired!"

He kept kissing, going back down her neck and to her shoulder where he pushed down the strap on her nightgown to have better access. "Come on baby...it's been a couple weeks and I am horny as hell!"

"Brian…" She whimpered as his hand went under the covers and in between her legs, caressing her lips, and when she felt his fingers on her clit, that got her attention and her eyes popped open. "Oh god!"

"Like that huh? You know, we can work on that baby you've been talking about…" He said as he continued; driving his fingers inside her."

"Yes...oh god, I need...please eat me first!"

"Love to!" He said and slid beneath the covers and between her legs, caressing her breast and pulling her nipple that came out of her nightgown while he went to work. She lay there in ecstasy; writhing and moaning, enjoying the pleasure he was giving, not minding the stream of milk that came out but suddenly his phone started to vibrate and that nearly killed her enjoyment.

You've got to be kidding me! She thought and quickly, without pulling Brian away from his duties; snatched the phone off the nightstand and without looking at it, answered. "Ahhh, h-hello? Travis...yeah...he's a little busy right now, can I take a… WHAT?" She suddenly shot up, forgetting about the oral and Brian came up from under the covers.

"What's wrong?" He asked as he climbed up beside her but she shushed him.

"Oh my god! But they're alright?" Brian snatched the phone.

"What happened?" He asked, anxious to find out. "Wait, who's this… oh Travis hey, she what? Man why didn't you call…"


At Amanda's apartment, she was curled up on her couch with a blanket when Dean came over to hand her a cup of tea.

"Here you go!"

"Thanks" She said as she took the mug, took a sip and sat it down on the coffee table beside him.

"You wanna talk about it?" Amanda couldn't help the tears that started to flow. "Hey, it's okay."

"Dean I'm pregnant...and it's okay if you don't wanna be a part of it but I'm having this baby...god I don't know what the hell I'm doing here!" She said and started to cry.

"Amanda…" He took her into his arms. "This is...well it's huge; and I'd be lying if I said it wasn't a shock…"

"Shock is too-small a word…" she said as she wiped her tears and sat up.

"Granted, but hey, I'm not going anywhere"

"You're not?"

"I'm not. This baby is a surprise but we'll figure it out"

"Not much to figure out. Dean, I'm gonna have this baby; and I don't expect you to rearrange your life, I just need to know whether you'll be here with me."

"Listen to me, I love you and whatever happens, we're in this together, okay?"

"You...you love me?" She said with tears in her eyes and now he had tears in his.

"I do" He suddenly realized "I love you!" He confessed. She looked into his eyes as her tears fell from hers and she dropped her head as she started to cry.

"Or I don't? ...I'm sorry, I didn't, I don't…" He said, unsure of what he did to make her cry but wanting to fix it; however, before he could say another word…

"I love you too…and that scares the shit out of me but I do and I want us to work. I don't know what happens; I don't even know where we're gonna live or what's gonna happen when this baby co-"

He kissed her. Slow at first then deep and heavy, his fingers running through her hair, tugging it, pulling it and nipping the skin of her lips with his teeth before he finished and she smiled.

"We'll figure it out." He said and dove back into her, she dove into him; kissing each other with all intensity as she climbed on his lap.

"Tell me again!" She said as she ground her hips against him.

"I love you!" He said as they kissed and threw her down, climbing on top of her. "God help me, I love you!"


That morning at the hospital, Trevor and Olivia were in her hospital room with the baby. Olivia having woke up not too long ago and in considerable pain and nauseous.

"How do you feel?"

"I can't get over how tiny she is!" she said, despite the misery she was experiencing, of the baby from where she lay in Trevor's arms, her eyes were full of tears, not having stopped crying since she woke up. "She's so beautiful!" she cried, her tears heavy. Trevor wiped her eyes and kissed her hand

"You wanna hold her?"

"I don't…"

"It's okay, she's dying to meet her mommy!" He said and lay the baby down across her chest, the sleeping child curling into a ball and cuddling close to Olivia's naked shoulder.

"Ohhh…" She covered her mouth and cried harder looking down at her daughter. "She's here; and she's okay; that's all I really wanted!"

"No more fears about if you can take care of her?"

"I had them until I thought I might lose her..." she said as she held her daughter's tiny hand. "Then I knew." She kissed the baby on her tiny head and lingered there for a moment, inhaling her scent.

"Four children" she smiled. "You ready?"

"I'm ready for anything as long as you're by my side. I love you!" He said and kissed her sweetly on the lips. He wiped her tears as she reached to wipe his.

"I love you too!" and she lingered in his arms for a moment, laying her head against his chest and listening to his heartbeat, smiling at the promise it held while she cried.

"You know, our daughter needs a name." He said piercing the silence.

"Casey...it's all I've wanted since I found out we were having a girl and Patricia."

"You wanna name her after my mom?"

"Well, we named Chloe after mine...and it fits"

"Casey… I think it's beautiful; I think Travis will love it." They looked down at their daughter and smiled. "Welcome to the world, Casey Patricia!"


In Switzerland, the nurse was coming into the man's room to check on him when she noticed that he wasn't in his bedroom. Thinking nothing of it, she went to his bathroom and knocked and upon getting no answer, she proceeded to make her way inside.

"Sir, I'm coming in!" She said, only to open the door and find that he was nowhere in sight. Panicking, she quickly ran from the room.

"Elin, what is it?" The Elder nurse, Sylvie asked as Elin collided with her while running from the room.

"I can't find him. I went in to check his vitals and he's gone!"

"Calm down, I'm sure he's just in one of the common areas. I'll check the gymnasium and the cafeteria, you go and check the spa and the library and we'll meet back here in 20 minutes.

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20 minutes later…

"Dr. Ahlberg is going to kill us!" Elin said.

"He cannot hold this against us...can he?"

"Well, here's our chance; he's coming this way!"

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"Yeah, just have everything ready for me. I'll be landing in 6 hours… Not if I see you first! Alright." He laughed and ended the call. He turned his seat on the private plane and looked out of the window as the flight attendant came by in her skintight short skirt to serve him champagne.

"Dom Perignon '99!" She said as she handed him the glass and bent over to pour, sure to flaunt her assets in his face and he couldn't help but look and felt himself getting excited. Who the hell knew that it would still work after waking from a five year coma just 9 months ago?

"Tell you what, why don't you put that down, and put on a show for me." He said, she was all too happy to comply.

"As you wish Mr. Stabler." She said, undoing her blouse.

"Please, call me Elliot."


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Okay, thanks for reading and this is goodbye for real this time. Love you guys. =)