Chapter 1 -Departure

They are all around her. Lisanna has been the center of attention since she came back from Edolas two months ago. Everybody forgot about me. Even Erza, Gray, Wendy and Natsu. Like I don't exist anymore. Only Levy and Master. Only they still remember me.

I've been going to solo missions from quite some time. I grew in power, learned some new spells, but there is no one from my team who I can show my power to. After all Lisanna had taken my place in the team.

All this ignoring started with her return, but I don't blame her. I don't blame the others either. After all they all got their friend back. Mira and Elfman got their sister back. But why did they have to forget me. Was I just her replacement? I hope not.

"Here you go, Lucy. You have to eat something" Levy placed a meal in front of me but the second I looked at it I had to run for the toilet and threw up my lunch and maybe my breakfast along with it. It happened a lot lately. I got out of the toiled and washed myself. When I got back to Levy she looked concerned about me.

"I'm all right. Don't worry so much."

"Are you sick? You're throwing up a lot lately."

"I told you right. Totally fine." I smiled at her.

I was already suspecting what was wrong with me, but I was scared to find out if I was right. But I decided it was time for me to find out. I bought one like a week ago and decided it was finally time to use it. I grabbed my bag and told Levy that I will be back in twenty minutes at most, while I was walking to the toilet.

Five minutes later I had the pregnancy test in my hand and I was in the middle of a crisis. It was positive. I had another life in me. And I knew exactly who was the father. There just wasn't anyone else. He was my first and my last, I guess. It all happened the night before we were transported to Edolas.

Flashback:

Everyone was wasted. Gray was dancing on a table while striping as always, Cana was sleeping in the toilets, Natsu was sleeping on another table, Elfman was singing with Gajeel, While Levy was staring in Gajeel and having a little nosebleed. Even Erza was wasted. She was yelling at a wall about her strawberry cake.

" Lucy please let him sleep at your place. I can't get him to his house, I have to take care of everyone else" Mira was dragging Natsu to me.

"Don't worry so much Mira. I will let him sleep at my place. But good luck with the others." I smiled at my friend and got Natsu back to his feet. "Come on Natsu."

When we got at my place I putted him on my bed and got myself ready for bed. I was next to Natsu who was awake and was looking at me.

"Lucy...?" Natsu placed his hands around me and pulled me to him, hugging me tightly.

"Y-Yes?" I said while my heart was trying to get out of my chest.

"I love you, Luce…" He whispered in my ear.

I was so happy, even started crying a little "Love you to, Natsu. So, so much." He moved my face and kissed me. First gently, as if I was gonna disappear, then he deepened the kiss.

Present:

And then we had continued, which leads to me, being pregnant. The next morning I got up first and made breakfast but when Natsu got up he was his normal self, like nothing had happened. We never talked about it. So I was left thinking I was just a one night stand. I cried the first couple of days, but I got over it, even though I never stopped loving Natsu. The last two monts I cried often because everyone had forgotten about me. And this didn't help me at all. I cried, still in the bathroom and then I finally decided. It was the best I could think of. It was better than troubling Natsu, even though he was at fault. And I couldn't live here anymore with all the pain everyone had caused me in these two months.

So I washed myself and went to Levy.

"Hey will you come with me to Master's office? I have something to tell him and I want you to know too."

She smiled at me " Of course. Let's go."

We Went in Master's office and all three of us sat down.

"I decided to leave the guild." Is what I told them while I was trying to keep my tears from spilling.

"Are you sure?" Master looked really sad asking me that and Levy seemed like she can't process what I was telling them.

"Yes." I had decided already.

Levy finally seemed to be able to talk "But why?"

I couldn't help my tears anymore, so I let them fall. "I can't take it anymore. Everyone forgot me. Even Natsu. I can't watch him glued to Lisanna anymore. I don't hate her, in fact I like her. But it's too much. It hurts too much."

I took a break from talking so I can calm myself. Both Master and Levy were holding my hands and Levy was crying together with me. "I have been thinking about it from a while. Actually most of my stuff are already packed. I even wrote letters for everyone. It's not forever. I think I may return to the guild after a couple of years."

"Of course. And we will wait for you." Master was so sad while he was removing my Fairy Tail mark.

"Also I want you to keep quiet about my leaving. Let them remember me themselves, okay?" They both agreed with me.

I went home with Levy, who helped me pack my tings. We were talking the entire time about stupid stuff. When I was ready I gave her the letters for everyone." Give them these only when they start asking where I am, okay? And we all decided already that you will be the one to tell them, right?" "Of course." She said.

She send me to the train while crying from time to time, while I did the same. Then we said our goodbyes and I left, thinking about how I'll miss everyone, and how I'll have a child.

Around five weeks later it was time for everyone to finally notice that someone was missing.

So how was it? I forgot to say, Only Lucy knows she's pregnant. She didn't tell Levy or Master.

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