I'm done. I'm finished with this.
What do I mean? I mean I'm not going to continue Obsession.
It's... I'm sorry, but I do not mean to offend any of you in any possible way (if such a way existed), and I am not trying to insult Love Live or any of its characters in any way (if such a way existed), but I am not continuing this crappy story. I'm sorry, but this story is just plain horrible. It's just terrible. It just is, I'm sorry. Some of you might have liked it, or even loved it, but it's just... a fucking piece of shit. I'm sorry.
I can't keep writing stories with the scared feeling that I also have to update these other stories that I haven't updated in a long time. And I don't want to go back to writing these, it's horrible.
And it's just... really rushed. Like, what the fuck was I thinking, adding all this "Tsubasa's family is bad" drama to the story? This is complete bullshit. And it just feels so... fucking cliched! Like, what the hell, Tri? And all these omakes, and that AnjuMaki side story.. oh my fucking God. I like AnjuMaki, but that sidestory, and this story, they're crap.
I just... oh my fucking God. I still have so much to improve.
I cannot believe I had the guts to try to base this on Ooshima-sensei's work.
I am fucking horrible.
This story is fucking terrible.
I'm sorry.
It just is.
But I don't want to just close this whole thing like this. So here's what I planned as the ending. Or something like that. I probably forgot some crap along the way, but still. I'm sorry.
.: (Planned Final Chapter) :.
'I am ordering you to stop being with that girl immediately'. His words echoed in her mind, bringing forth an almost uncontrollable rage. It surged through her entire body, making her shiver with nothing but pure angst, wanting to raise a fist. Her father stood there with his angry glare, directed towards her lover, with scorn and hatred. "...you... you..." she tried to start, but couldn't even reach the next word.
"I will not accept any excuses, Tsubasa." He shook his head in disappointment. "Homosexuality is disgusting."
"...you..." she mouthed again, repeatedly trying to say something.
He then glanced one more time at the ginger standing near his daughter. "And you, disgust me."
Tsubasa's eyes widened, her fury unleashed. She looked at her father with the most intense hatred ever known. "You-"
And then.
A punch was thrown.
At a person.
And Tsubasa gasped, frozen in her spot, with everyone else watching in shock. Her friends and her lover's friends, watching the entire ordeal around them, gasped as well. Nozomi was the only one smiling as if she had predicted this, but her eyes were wider than before, so it was safe to say she was slightly surprised as well. "H-Honoka!" Umi, Kotori and Tsubasa exclaimed.
That's right. The father fell to the floor, a few drops of red spilling from his nose, as Honoka drew back. She glared down at him. "...you're the worst parent ever."
Grunting, the brunette's father stared up at the ginger's figure. "W-what did you say!?"
"I said," Honoka started with a disgusted tone, "you're the worst parent ever."
Tsubasa stared at her girlfriend in amazement. "H... Honoka..." she whispered.
"You, you have the nerve to talk to an adult like this!?" Enraged, the girl's father got up and walked over to the ginger. "I'll teach you a lesson to-"
Honoka threw another punch at the man, sending him quite a distance away from the group. Everyone gasped again.
"H-Honoka!" Eri shouted this time. She rushed over to the ginger and held her by the arms. "C-calm down, Honoka!"
"I'm cool, I'm cool." She sighed as Eri nodded nervously, feeling the blonde let go.
"N-no!" the father shouted. He got up again, stumbling a bit, before standing upright. "This... is not over." He panted, and tossed his scarf aside, wiping the blood off his nose. "You, you think you're tough enough to fight me?" he asked. Tsubasa bit her lip nervously, worried for her girlfriend. "All you did was make it more clear that my daughter shouldn't be with you!"
"Oh, really?" Honoka spat back, surprising him. "Well, guess what? I don't care!" she exclaimed.
"W-what!?" almost everyone exclaimed. Usually, Honoka was a lot more polite and gentle and calmer than this, but as of now she seemed to be pushed over the edge. "How dare you-"
"I like Tsubasa!" the ginger exclaimed, causing her girlfriend to turn slightly red and earning giggles from Nozomi and Anju. "I like her, I like her a lot! I like everything about her, I like being her girlfriend, I like her looks, I like her hair!" She frowned more. "You, as a father, should have provided Tsubasa with more love, should have supported her decisions, should have paid more attention!" Honoka then turned to Tsubasa. "I, no... don't just like her, I love her!"
"H-Honoka!?" Tsubasa squeaked, her cheeks getting hotter. "W-what are you trying to s-say!?" she almost screamed, but managed to ask normally.
Honoka smiled and grabbed the brunette by her shoulders. "In fact, Tsubasa, I'd like to stop being your girlfriend."
"...what...?"
Everyone stared. A few were flabbergasted; what did Honoka just say? Didn't she just said... wait, why is Nozomi and Anju smiling like tha- ohhhhh, Maki suddenly found herself joining the smiling train. She knew what the ginger was going to say next.
Tsubasa fought the urge to frown. "...I... uh... okay..." she whispered weakly.
Then Honoka pulled the brunette to her and, in front of everyone, passionately shared her second kiss with the girl. Tsubasa widened her eyes in shock, as red as she could get, trying to struggle her way out of this odd and surprising turn of events- but the brunette found herself wrapping her arms around Honoka's head and, mentally swooning, pressed her lips against the ginger even tighter. Her father dropped his jaw, almost literally, staring in shock and disbelief at the kissing couple.
Most of their friends were shocked as well, most of them staring in awe, with the two (plus one) smiling girls smiling even wider.
It was a long passionate kiss, with nothing but snow falling around, making the sight seem like the joining of two angels.
They moaned quietly at the feeling of each other's lips, not bothered by the environment anymore. Soon Honoka broke the kiss and panted. "I want to be your wife, Tsubasa," she finally said.
The brunette, hearing the words from her girlfri- no, from her lover's mouth, smiled brightly. Then she hugged her lover tightly. "Of course! Of course, Honoka!"
"..." her father didn't say anything. He was still in shock.
"O-of course, Honoka, of course I'll let you be my wife!" the brunette shrieked happily. The two embraced under the snow, tears coming from the brunette, joy running through the chilly breeze. "I, I really love you, god damn it Honoka..."
"Hehe..." Honoka chuckled with a slight blush. "I love you too, Tsubasa."
The two stared into each other's eyes eternally, as if communicating through looks and love itself.
As the father slowly bent his back and stared at the ground, thinking about the girl's words, he felt two hands on each shoulder. "Don't you think that's enough already?" Nozomi asked.
"True love is true love no matter what, even if it is between two people of the same gender," Anju added.
He looked back at the two girls, then at his daughter in love, before sighing. "...she's right," he whispered. "I'll... just leave you girls... to your own businesses now." The others nodded, making space for him as he began heading away, walking aimlessly. Sadly, he looked back at his daughter. "...Tsubasa."
The brunette yelped and looked back at her father, a bit embarrassed. "W-what?"
"...es," he grumbled under his breath. He knew the others couldn't hear him at his current location, so he scratched his head and coughed. "...at least visit us sometimes. Your mother... may not act like it," he said, "but she misses you."
"...alright." The others stared at the brunette worriedly, but Tsubasa flashed them a grin. "Hey, it's alright. I'll make up with them."
"Aww, what a sweet girl!" Honoka grinned. Her lover blushed, and they embraced again, their shared warmth keeping them happy under the cold.
There was nothing that could tear their love apart. Definitely nothing at all.
And that's that. That's the final chapter I had planned.
I'm sorry for quitting this, but I'm getting tired of many things. Keeping this story unupdated, getting new ideas that I don't have time to remember, scumbags, everything. Heck, I could just take my own life right here, right now. But I'm living for a reason. I'm living to make hell for the scumbags of the world. I'm sorry.
For anymore questions, I will answer by PM.
(But that doesn't mean I'll answer honestly or completely or at all.)