AN: so this is inspired by Skillet´s (NOT Skrillex) song Comatose. I fell like it´s made for GONE, hope you think it fits too. And while I´m at it, I do NOT own the amazing GONE-series, nor the song: Comatose. Hope u like it! P.S. This is set between GONE and HUNGER.
Comatose
Caine POV:
I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
The Gaiaphage. The word he has been saying, mumbling and screaming so many times these past months. Hunting him while he is like this. He fights back, but it doesn´t seem to help, maybe it never will.
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
And he is. Deep down in his consciousness, where the old Caine is, and when he is not having a nightmare, he is dreaming of her. Diana. To wake up (for real), and be with her, not that she wants.
Quinn POV:
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
"I have feelings too!" he thinks, miserable. Somebody needs to listen to him. But it isn´t that that´s bugging him, it´s the fact that she won't listen. He misses her touch too. But he can't just hurt himself just to get to see The Healer.
And the more I hide I realize
I'm slowly losing you
But maybe it´s that he needs to finally move on. To see her again and maybe she needs it to? Maybe she likes him, like he likes her. And hanging around, hiding will not make it better for any of them.
Caine POV:
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
She has a way of making him feel, feel that he can´t think of a world when she doesn´t stand by his side. No one has ever, EVER made him feel that way before, and no one else will.
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
She doesn´t feel the same way trough. He have big plans for her and their relationship, but now it´s just a far dream.
Quinn POV:
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Eyes closed, but sleep doesn´t come. An imaging of her popping into his mind. If he goes to sleep, she will be in his dreams, and he does not want that, because he is sure he never will get it. Lana is in a far higher league.
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
And he really does hate to live without her even knowing what he feels! All he needs to do, is to go up to Clifftopp, and talk to her. But no, because he is a wimp.
Caine POV:
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
They could have been closer, but it has always been a ting holding them back. Power. They bought want power. But she means that it´s only HIM who want power (in the wrong way, too much). She is always dissing him and his "big" ego.
Quinn POV:
Oh, how I adore you
Lana is a person to look up to. She saved a lot of kids after The Big Thanksgiving Battle, and she stayed true to herself. He betrayed his best friend. He couldn´t save the kid.
Caine POV:
Oh, how I thirst for you
She is unique, one of a kind. She can be stubborn, but she is, after all, Diana.
Bought POV:
Oh, how I need you
They do. Maybe by different reasons, but they do.
Caine POV:
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Quinn POV:
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Bought POV:
Breathing life, waking up
My eyes open up
And Caine did. He woke up a half month later, and there she was, outside his door. After taking care of him for so long, she still stood by him. And he was revealed.
For Quinn, it was a different kind of waking. He saw Lana, working hard on healing a kid. And then he understood. She looked so tired and sad, but also irritable.
She didn´t talk to people, just to Patrick, and he is a dog! It didn´t seem like she needed love-trouble in her life too, but a friend. He understood that she needed someone to REALLY talk to, and that it´s more than one step to end as boy- and girlfriend. One of these steps being friendship, but that was not important now.
Caine POV:
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
If he could just see a few days and hours in to the future, he would just see how serious the thought was.
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Quinn POV:
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
He cared for her, but was it more than just because of the old her and the fact that she is The Healer?
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Oh, how I adore you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Caine POV:
Oh, how I thirst for you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Bought POV:
Oh, how I adore you
The way you make me feel
It could not be described with words. But most of the time, it was a good feeling.
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
One of them would have a little time in this dream, but the other would revise another ting he has been tracing for.
Hope u liked it! This was originally my first "FanFic", but I was too lazy to check the grammar- and spelling fails… I would love to hear from u, and just say things that can make future songfic´s better! Remember to review!