This story came to me in a dream and I just had to write it. So tell me what you think. I might continue it. I don't know yet. Again I do not own the characters. I just play with them.

'Will you marry me Sookie?' he asked me while looking into my eyes. Pleading but there was something in me that just wouldn't answer. Did I want to marry this man? Sure he is a safe option. He loves me and cares about me. If he asked me few weeks ago I would say yes. Without a doubt yes but now. Is he my heart's desire? Is he the one guy I will be happy with? In the back of my mind I know I love him in a certain way but in that right moment I realize that I am not IN love with him. That I am in love with someone else. Someone I would never have thought it was possible to love. Someone I thought I hated.

Oh my sweet Jesus. I am in love with Eric Northman. Oh my lord. What do I do now? I told him that I prefer cancer over him. Oh god what do I do?

'I am sorry Bill but I can't marry you' I said and walked out of the restaurant very quickly. I left him there with his mouth hanging open. I took out my phone and called one person I could think of.

'Sookie to what do I owe the pleasure of your call?' he said and I think he was happy to be talking to me.

'Eric eh I am in Shreveport and could you... could you please come and get me?' I said with shaky voice

'Sookie are you ok? I felt some distress but I thought you are with Bill. Are you hurt? Tell me where you are and I will be there in few minutes'.

'I am fine I just… I need to… I need to get out of here, I am walking down away from the Olive Garden restaurant on the Preston Street '

'Ok Sookie, wait there I will be there in about 5 minutes ok? I am in my car already. I will see you in 5 minutes.' He said with worried voice. See I knew I could count on him. I can always count on him. Now to figure out what to tell him and more important how to tell him.

In less than 5 minutes Eric was on front of me opening car door for me. He had a worried smile on his lips. He looked amazing like always. Black leather pants and black t-shirt with Fangtasia on it. His hair shorter than the first time I met him but still beautiful. God, yes the man was a god.

'Thank you for coming Eric' I said looking at him from under my lashes. I did not know what to say or what to do but I was so thankful for him coming for me.

'That is never a problem. I always come to get you. Now do you want me to drop you home?' he said reaching for my hand and giving it a light squeeze

'NO' I said too fast and loud 'I mean can I stay with you for a little while? I really can't and don't want to go home yet' I said with plea in my voice.

'Of course do you want to go to Fangtasia?' he asked

'Yeah that would be fine' I said feeling better knowing I could spend some time in his presence. For some reason I feel so safe around him.

'Do you want to tell me what happened tonight? Where is Bill?'

'Can we talk about it in your office?' we were almost at Fangtasia and if I am to tell him the story of tonight I don't want to be interrupted.

'Of course' two minutes later we were outside Fangtasia. It was still early only before 10 so the line outside was still long and Pam was at the door. We walked in through the back entrance of the club and Eric led me to his office.

'Would you like a drink Sookie?' I nodded 'Gin and Tonic?' I nodded again. I felt so shy and weird being with him knowing that I am no longer Bill's that I want to be Eric's and that is the thing with Bill I hated the whole 'mine' idea. But with Eric I want him to call me his. I want him to be possessive of me just like I am of him already. I want him, simple.

A few minutes later I had a drink on front of me and Eric was calling Pam into the office. When she walked in she smirked at me and faced Eric

'I don't want to be disturbed tonight and I don't care who wants to come it stop them. Do you understand Pam?' he said in firm voice.

'Of course Master'

'That would be all Pamela.' And with nod of her head she walked out. I faced him. I looked him in the eyes and there was an emotion I couldn't quite put my finger on it.

'Tonight when you came to get me I walked out of the restaurant where Bill proposed tome Eric' His face fell and he dropped his eyes looking at my fingers and not seeing a ring.

'I see' He said his face emotionless.

'I said no Eric. I told him I couldn't. I left him Eric.' He was on front of me in seconds. His face so close to mine.

'Why Sookie?' he asked with emotion in his voice. Hope?

'Because I love him but I am not in love with him anymore. God if he asked me weeks ago I would say yes and I wouldn't think about it for a second but after everything that happened. In Dallas, with you. I know I should hate for tricking me to drinking your blood but I don't. I can't stand the thought of hating you Eric. Not anymore.' I said very quietly but I know he heard me. And the next minute he was kissing me. Kissing me like I have never been kissed before. Like there was nothing else but me and him. Pure passion. My heart melted. I wanted more. I put my hands around his neck and he lifted me and out me on his lap. We were kissing like that until I needed air.

'Sookie do you want to be mine? Is that what you are saying? I need you to put in straight forward for me. I need you to say it. I want to hear you say it.' I looked up at him.

'Yes Eric. I want to be yours.' His eyes lit up and he was kidding me again. His hands traveling up and down my body. One hand on my leg traveling up under my dress. When he reached my panties he broke the kiss and looked at me again looking for permission. I just nodded my head. Oh my lord I am doing this with Eric Northman. A sex god. Oh god what if I am not good? But in that very moment he ripped my panties to shreds and I parted my legs. He pushed one finger into me and gasped and moaned. Oh dear this feels soo good. He pushed another finger and pumped in and out of me. His other hand travelled to my breasts. He ripped the dress and my bra and put my right breast into his mouth. He sucked the nipple and bit it slightly and I came. It was so strong I have never experienced anything like that.

He took out his hand from between my legs and ripped the rest of the dress away and then quickly got rid of his own clothes. He lay me on the couch of his office and positioned himself between my legs. In one swift movement he pushed inside me. He was so big. It took a while to get all of him in

'God Sookie you are so tight. And so wet.' He pushed more into me and started moving in and out in slow motion and then, all of a sudden he pushed deep and hard into me I cried out.

'You are mine now Sookie!' another hart thrust 'Forever' another thrust 'say it Sookie, tell me you are mine'

'Oh god Eric I am yours!' he sped up. He wasn't making love no he was claiming me. Fucking me so hard I didn't know if I could keep up. It was amazing. In that moment I knew no other man could ever possibly satisfy me. He was so big and long and it felt good.

'Fuck Eric harder, I need more' and with that I bit into his shoulder hard and drew blood it pushed us both over the edge. But I couldn't stop drinking his blood. It was so good. It wasn't anything like Bill's Blood. It was sweet and spicy at the same time.

'That's right Sookie, drink my blood my sweet. Take me all in.' I came again. God this man was impossible to resist.