A/N: My inspiration for this story came from a Tumblr post that had said 'What if the reason why Jensen is so hesitant about Destiel becoming canon is that if he starts kissing Misha, he won't be able to stop?' And I really liked that theory, so this story was born! Be gentle with me, it's my first fanfic. If you guys like it, maybe I'll write more!

Today was the day. The day Destiel became canon. They had planned this for months. Misha's always been ok with this, but Jensen? Not so much. He's always been supportive of the ship, but he never thought it would make it off of the internet. But they were filming it today. It's happening.

Jensen woke up in his bed, Danneel at his side. He reluctantly got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After he was done, he stepped back into their room to get dressed. As he was getting dressed it dawned on him. He was filming the scene. The scene he was trying to avoid. The scene he had to kiss Misha. He knew it was coming, but he still pushed it off. He didn't know why he was so nervous. He had a beautiful wife, and a gorgeous kid. He was happy. But as he thought about it the pit in his stomach grew. He shook it off, blaming the nervousness on if this season was his last. He continued to dress, kissed a sleeping Danneel and JJ and headed off to set.

He pulled up to the set and was greeted by a very excited Jared, eyes sparkling and grinning from ear to ear

'Hey, man! Today's the day! This is gonna make so many people happy!' He said, bringing Jensen into a big moose hug.

'Yeah, I know. I hope it all goes according to plan.' Jensen mumbled. 'I'm headed off to makeup, I'll see you on set.'

'Sure thing! See you then!' Jared said, laying a big smack on his ass, normally a whatever thing, but today it startled him. Jensen gasped, eyes widening. He cocked his head at Jensen in slight confusion just before he walked quickly away. He headed off to his trailer first.

'What's wrong with me?' He thought when he sat in his trailer. He took a deep breath.

'I'm overreacting. I've kissed so many girls on this show, why is Misha any different? He's like a brother to me.'

A knock at his trailer door startled him out of his thoughts.

'Mr. Ackles? You're needed in makeup.'

'Jensen. Call me Jensen.' He said, it coming out rougher than he meant. He smiled for good measure.

The makeup's assistant looked flustered, and gave a sort of half smile.

'Come on out when you're ready. You've got alot to put on for this scene.' She winked, smiled and left.

He grabbed a water bottle and drained it. He tossed it into the recycling bin (Both Jared and Gen would kill him if he even thought of tossing it into the trash). He took a deep breath, smiled and left his trailer. It was going to be a long fucking day.