Hey there my beloved fans!
This is Split_Chaos,or as my new name is,Chaos Heartless.
I hope my sudden name changing hasn't caused any trouble for you guys.
Okay-Here's an update-Im retiring from Yugi-Oh fanfiction.
Im giving it up,but don't worry,Im finishing my stories.
I will be deleting Bachelors in Antarctica,
but I will wrap up Unhappy Anniversary and Puppy Dogs Don't Write Love
Letters.
Im so sorry I haven't updated in like,a year. Ive just been busy,and
with writers block and all.
But not updating and you guys constant review's has made this nag at
my mind.
I can totally understand when you really like a story and the
goddamned author just wont update!
Anyway,please review and tell me what you think about the chapter and
my little note here.
Thanks-
Chapter 2-
This is hell
------
I was up in Heaven,
Looking at you,
who was down on earth,
on a lazy afternoon.
Yugi Moto awoke in the morning,to something most unpleasant.
The sun glaring in his eyes.
Yugi made a sort of sound in between a shriek and a "Ack!".
He tumbled out of bed,hitting the floor with a loud thunk.
Yugi took a quick glance at the clock and groaned.
7:37 AM
He had been awake to at least 3:30 AM last night,or this morning.
He couldn't sleep. He was filled with thought.
About Yami.
Yugi started to get serious headed at the thought,but quickly went back to
irresponsible cutie when he remembered he had to meet his friends at
the arcade in a half an hour.
He groaned,and pulled himself up,going downstairs to eat,on the way
glancing at a mirror to see
exactly how large his dark sleep-deprived eye circles were.
---
I decided to fly down,
Just to meet you.
For it was love that I sought,
We were in Love,
Or Least I thought,
--
As for Yami,his awakening was twice,no,many times worse than Yugi's
rude awakening. He glanced around,from his spot on the floor of his
soulroom,slightly confused. His back ached like hell,he wasn't in the
best position,and his face was sticky and salty from dry.. tears?Yami
felt a ache in his chest. An ache like a large black hole in his heart. Aching and throbbing,seeming to grow bigger with each passing second. Consuming his soul.
He wondered for a split second,with sick and unpromising hope-no more
like a demented sort of denial,
If it was a dream. Had it been?
when you told me,
your love for that other guy,
My heart just sort of stopped.
Back to heaven,I will fly,
'Cause our friendship dropped.
Yami had had many dreams about rejection from a Yugi. He stopped at
that word. Rejection. Such a pain filled horrible sick word. Yugi
didn't reject him. He didn't return his feelings. Rejection was not a
word that fit with Yugi. Yami slowly stood up,as he did,his eyes
burned,begging for him to blink,his back ached,screaming out part of
his feelings,but most of all-
That void, reminded him it was there.
Yami almost immediately began to cry right then and there,but he
stopped himself. He couldn't cry again. He had to be strong.
How was he to protect Yugi,and duel if he was this mess?
He had to be stong. For himself. Yami stopped a minute,
sitting on the bed in his soul room,his eyes wide. Duel?
Yami frowned,something was...wrong. Inside him,something was missing.
Like a piece of himself. He knew it was the work of that horrible void
,but-..different somehow. It was a different feeling,a feeling of sadness,
but sadness that broke something in his confidence,his ego,his soul...
He-Didn't feel as if he could duel. Not just not duel today,but..
Forever.
Im back in heaven,
Listening to bells,
Im thinking of that ring on your finger,
Its not making me feel well,
And as sadness hits me,
Im just an empty eggshell,
Even though Im in heaven,
It feels like Im in hell.
Yugi felt something as he was walking to the arcade. Something from the
puzzle. Threw his mind link with Yami. He didn't know what it was,but
he could tell it was bad. Yugi filled with worry. Yami... He still had what had happened last night in his mind. He knew he hadn't said something good. Afterwards he had thought of a million good things to say to what Yami had told him,but well,it was too late. Why did you always think of something good to say when its too late?
Yugi sighed. He hadn't known how to react. It was just out of the blue,
he wasn't expecting his Yami to confess hidden feelings for him.
He thought Yami had something to tell him about Dueling or his friends,
or how much of a friend Yugi was to him.
"Yugi!"
The soft clouds around me,
Seem allot darker,
Sadness surrounds me,
As I look at you and him,
so does anger.
Yugi looked up from the ground to see Anzu waving and yelling and
jumping around all happy-like from across the street at him. Yugi sweat
dropped and waved back. Anzu was always one for a big-public scene.
Im back in heaven,
Listening to bells,
Im thinking of that ring on your finger,
Its not making me feel well,
And as sadness hits me,
Im just an empty eggshell,
Even though Im in heaven,
It feels like Im in hell.
"So how's it going ?" Yugi looked up at his girlfriend,who apparently
was happy to see him. Yugi looked back down. How was it going? It was
going bad. Yugi replied with a sort of hmm sound. Anzu looked at him
confusedly. "Yugi?What's wrong?You don't seem yourself today." Could
he tell Anzu? Yugi blinked. Had he just had doubt?Anzu was who he loved
,of course he should tell her. She was his girlfriend,and you shouldn't
have to keep these things from your girlfriend.
--
Ivery:Note he asked himself if he COULD tell her, Ioax:And he tells himself of course he SHOULD tell her... Ioax&Ivery:Hmmm........?
--
I cant do anything right anymore,
What's wrong with me?
Nothing coming right,
nothing happy is my way,
Im wish to hold you tonight,
But that's only in my dreams,
"Anzu..." Yugi muttered slowly,still not completely sure. But he
couldn't keep this all to himself, he couldn't take it. "Yeah Yugi?""
...""Yugi?""Im not fine." Anzu stopped walking and looked at Yugi. "I need to tell you something Anzu,but you got to keep it to yourself,Ok?" Anzu looked calm enough."Sure Yugi,About what?" Yugi looked at Anzu,worry on his face and unsurness in his eyes."Its About Yami."
Deep in the darkest of corners,
My heart still aches and swells,
Looking and thinking about,doesn't make me feel well,
I try to force thoughts out,
But I cant succeed,
--
YAMI sighed as he walked around his soul room. He definitely didn't
want to be isolated in this dark gloomy tomb-look alike "home inside
the puzzle." of his. He looked towards his rusted iron door,and stepped
up to it,looking at the door handle.
Im back in Heaven
He opened the door and stepped out into the hallway of Yugi's mind.
He looked at Yugi's soul door,open wide,inviting anyone in,just like
innocent-friendly Yugi.
Listening to bells,
Yami walked into the room of Yugi,looking around at the toys and such,
smiling a smile, while that void ate away. He sighed slightly, glad
that it seemed he wasn't going to cry any time soon.
Im thinking of that ring on your finger,
He noticed something out of the corner of his eye. It was a shelf,low
on the wall,with a line of........plush dolls on it? Yami walked over
to the shelf, confused,to examine them.
Its not making me feel well
He scanned them and saw that there was at least 6 . He saw a Jou doll,
a Tristan doll, a.....Yami gritted his teeth. A Anzu doll, a doll of
Yugi,dark magician doll and.....one of himself?
And as sadness hits me,
Yami blinked,and picked up the Yami-doll. It was of him wearing the
regular school uniform that Yugi usually wore,with the blue jacket
buttoned though,and on the jacket in big,yellow letters it read: "YAMI".
Im just an empty eggshell,
Yami smiled slightly. Yugi. At the mental mention of Yugi,Yami felt
that pain again. He felt as if he shouldn't be in here.
Even though Im in heaven,
He put down the Yami doll and stared at it for a minute. Smiling lightly,
he moved the Anzu so she was next to Jou, and put the Yami doll next to the
Yugi doll in Anzu's place.
It feels like Im in hell.
Yami walked out of Yugis room,closing the door slowly,thinking of the
dolls. There had been one of him.
But even though Im in heaven,
Something about that one fact made Yami feel a bit of happiness inside
him.
It feels like Im in hell
Yami grimaced,remembering what had happened. He knew he had said
something stupid.
And even though its heaven
He remembered him saying "Haha Im just kidding Yugi,"
Why couldn't he think of anything else?
Its hellfire in my heart
He could think of a thousand things he could of said that were
allot better than what he had said.
To
Yami sighed.
Why did you always think of something good to say when it's too late?
Night
Le dosnt de Coeur Brisé meurt facilement-
Fin___
--
Ivery: Well?
Ioax: That was a short mix of the song.
Ivery: There's going to be either one..
Ioax: Or two more chapters
Ivery & Ioax: PLEASE R&R!!!!!!!!!!!
PS- Le dosnt de Coeur Bris'e meurt facilement means
"The Broken Heart doesn't die easily."in French.
This is Split_Chaos,or as my new name is,Chaos Heartless.
I hope my sudden name changing hasn't caused any trouble for you guys.
Okay-Here's an update-Im retiring from Yugi-Oh fanfiction.
Im giving it up,but don't worry,Im finishing my stories.
I will be deleting Bachelors in Antarctica,
but I will wrap up Unhappy Anniversary and Puppy Dogs Don't Write Love
Letters.
Im so sorry I haven't updated in like,a year. Ive just been busy,and
with writers block and all.
But not updating and you guys constant review's has made this nag at
my mind.
I can totally understand when you really like a story and the
goddamned author just wont update!
Anyway,please review and tell me what you think about the chapter and
my little note here.
Thanks-
Chapter 2-
This is hell
------
I was up in Heaven,
Looking at you,
who was down on earth,
on a lazy afternoon.
Yugi Moto awoke in the morning,to something most unpleasant.
The sun glaring in his eyes.
Yugi made a sort of sound in between a shriek and a "Ack!".
He tumbled out of bed,hitting the floor with a loud thunk.
Yugi took a quick glance at the clock and groaned.
7:37 AM
He had been awake to at least 3:30 AM last night,or this morning.
He couldn't sleep. He was filled with thought.
About Yami.
Yugi started to get serious headed at the thought,but quickly went back to
irresponsible cutie when he remembered he had to meet his friends at
the arcade in a half an hour.
He groaned,and pulled himself up,going downstairs to eat,on the way
glancing at a mirror to see
exactly how large his dark sleep-deprived eye circles were.
---
I decided to fly down,
Just to meet you.
For it was love that I sought,
We were in Love,
Or Least I thought,
--
As for Yami,his awakening was twice,no,many times worse than Yugi's
rude awakening. He glanced around,from his spot on the floor of his
soulroom,slightly confused. His back ached like hell,he wasn't in the
best position,and his face was sticky and salty from dry.. tears?Yami
felt a ache in his chest. An ache like a large black hole in his heart. Aching and throbbing,seeming to grow bigger with each passing second. Consuming his soul.
He wondered for a split second,with sick and unpromising hope-no more
like a demented sort of denial,
If it was a dream. Had it been?
when you told me,
your love for that other guy,
My heart just sort of stopped.
Back to heaven,I will fly,
'Cause our friendship dropped.
Yami had had many dreams about rejection from a Yugi. He stopped at
that word. Rejection. Such a pain filled horrible sick word. Yugi
didn't reject him. He didn't return his feelings. Rejection was not a
word that fit with Yugi. Yami slowly stood up,as he did,his eyes
burned,begging for him to blink,his back ached,screaming out part of
his feelings,but most of all-
That void, reminded him it was there.
Yami almost immediately began to cry right then and there,but he
stopped himself. He couldn't cry again. He had to be strong.
How was he to protect Yugi,and duel if he was this mess?
He had to be stong. For himself. Yami stopped a minute,
sitting on the bed in his soul room,his eyes wide. Duel?
Yami frowned,something was...wrong. Inside him,something was missing.
Like a piece of himself. He knew it was the work of that horrible void
,but-..different somehow. It was a different feeling,a feeling of sadness,
but sadness that broke something in his confidence,his ego,his soul...
He-Didn't feel as if he could duel. Not just not duel today,but..
Forever.
Im back in heaven,
Listening to bells,
Im thinking of that ring on your finger,
Its not making me feel well,
And as sadness hits me,
Im just an empty eggshell,
Even though Im in heaven,
It feels like Im in hell.
Yugi felt something as he was walking to the arcade. Something from the
puzzle. Threw his mind link with Yami. He didn't know what it was,but
he could tell it was bad. Yugi filled with worry. Yami... He still had what had happened last night in his mind. He knew he hadn't said something good. Afterwards he had thought of a million good things to say to what Yami had told him,but well,it was too late. Why did you always think of something good to say when its too late?
Yugi sighed. He hadn't known how to react. It was just out of the blue,
he wasn't expecting his Yami to confess hidden feelings for him.
He thought Yami had something to tell him about Dueling or his friends,
or how much of a friend Yugi was to him.
"Yugi!"
The soft clouds around me,
Seem allot darker,
Sadness surrounds me,
As I look at you and him,
so does anger.
Yugi looked up from the ground to see Anzu waving and yelling and
jumping around all happy-like from across the street at him. Yugi sweat
dropped and waved back. Anzu was always one for a big-public scene.
Im back in heaven,
Listening to bells,
Im thinking of that ring on your finger,
Its not making me feel well,
And as sadness hits me,
Im just an empty eggshell,
Even though Im in heaven,
It feels like Im in hell.
"So how's it going ?" Yugi looked up at his girlfriend,who apparently
was happy to see him. Yugi looked back down. How was it going? It was
going bad. Yugi replied with a sort of hmm sound. Anzu looked at him
confusedly. "Yugi?What's wrong?You don't seem yourself today." Could
he tell Anzu? Yugi blinked. Had he just had doubt?Anzu was who he loved
,of course he should tell her. She was his girlfriend,and you shouldn't
have to keep these things from your girlfriend.
--
Ivery:Note he asked himself if he COULD tell her, Ioax:And he tells himself of course he SHOULD tell her... Ioax&Ivery:Hmmm........?
--
I cant do anything right anymore,
What's wrong with me?
Nothing coming right,
nothing happy is my way,
Im wish to hold you tonight,
But that's only in my dreams,
"Anzu..." Yugi muttered slowly,still not completely sure. But he
couldn't keep this all to himself, he couldn't take it. "Yeah Yugi?""
...""Yugi?""Im not fine." Anzu stopped walking and looked at Yugi. "I need to tell you something Anzu,but you got to keep it to yourself,Ok?" Anzu looked calm enough."Sure Yugi,About what?" Yugi looked at Anzu,worry on his face and unsurness in his eyes."Its About Yami."
Deep in the darkest of corners,
My heart still aches and swells,
Looking and thinking about,doesn't make me feel well,
I try to force thoughts out,
But I cant succeed,
--
YAMI sighed as he walked around his soul room. He definitely didn't
want to be isolated in this dark gloomy tomb-look alike "home inside
the puzzle." of his. He looked towards his rusted iron door,and stepped
up to it,looking at the door handle.
Im back in Heaven
He opened the door and stepped out into the hallway of Yugi's mind.
He looked at Yugi's soul door,open wide,inviting anyone in,just like
innocent-friendly Yugi.
Listening to bells,
Yami walked into the room of Yugi,looking around at the toys and such,
smiling a smile, while that void ate away. He sighed slightly, glad
that it seemed he wasn't going to cry any time soon.
Im thinking of that ring on your finger,
He noticed something out of the corner of his eye. It was a shelf,low
on the wall,with a line of........plush dolls on it? Yami walked over
to the shelf, confused,to examine them.
Its not making me feel well
He scanned them and saw that there was at least 6 . He saw a Jou doll,
a Tristan doll, a.....Yami gritted his teeth. A Anzu doll, a doll of
Yugi,dark magician doll and.....one of himself?
And as sadness hits me,
Yami blinked,and picked up the Yami-doll. It was of him wearing the
regular school uniform that Yugi usually wore,with the blue jacket
buttoned though,and on the jacket in big,yellow letters it read: "YAMI".
Im just an empty eggshell,
Yami smiled slightly. Yugi. At the mental mention of Yugi,Yami felt
that pain again. He felt as if he shouldn't be in here.
Even though Im in heaven,
He put down the Yami doll and stared at it for a minute. Smiling lightly,
he moved the Anzu so she was next to Jou, and put the Yami doll next to the
Yugi doll in Anzu's place.
It feels like Im in hell.
Yami walked out of Yugis room,closing the door slowly,thinking of the
dolls. There had been one of him.
But even though Im in heaven,
Something about that one fact made Yami feel a bit of happiness inside
him.
It feels like Im in hell
Yami grimaced,remembering what had happened. He knew he had said
something stupid.
And even though its heaven
He remembered him saying "Haha Im just kidding Yugi,"
Why couldn't he think of anything else?
Its hellfire in my heart
He could think of a thousand things he could of said that were
allot better than what he had said.
To
Yami sighed.
Why did you always think of something good to say when it's too late?
Night
Le dosnt de Coeur Brisé meurt facilement-
Fin___
--
Ivery: Well?
Ioax: That was a short mix of the song.
Ivery: There's going to be either one..
Ioax: Or two more chapters
Ivery & Ioax: PLEASE R&R!!!!!!!!!!!
PS- Le dosnt de Coeur Bris'e meurt facilement means
"The Broken Heart doesn't die easily."in French.