Disclaimer: I do no own Beyblade or it's characters.
Warnings: Yaoi (boy/boy love), OOC, some vulgar language and there may be others later on.
'Thoughts...'
"Speaking..."
--Flashbacks--
More Then A Change
Can't help but thinkin' about you,
you're always on my mind.
Thought I could fight this feelin'.
Now I know there isn't enough time.
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
I know neither will work,
I know I can't say a word and I can't run.
My legs and mouth don't function
and I don't have the strength to go on.
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
Either way I'll end up hurt
it happens all the time.
Can't tell you a thing,
can't tell a soul.
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
I'll just stay here wanting while you go away
then I'll be able to live again
but then again
I probably won't
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
Either way,
I'll lose you in the end.
Kai sent down his pencil on his desk and frowned. He had been given a journal from his Grandfather for his birthday, that happened to be eight days to early, that clearly said that his Grandfather didn't care about it. Kai rolled his eyes and mumbled 'so what else is new?' before getting up from his desk. He crossed his room, grabbed his bit beast and launcher from his side table by the door and placed them in his cargo pocket on his blue jeans.
He walked out of the room and down the hall. Taking a left, he walked down the main stairway and out of the house. He took in a deep breathe and nodded to himself. It was the perfect temperature out here, cold. He began to walk, anywhere out of the house and away from his Grandfather. He really didn't care. Getting away from that place was more of a blessing then anything he could remember while in custody of his Grandfather.
'Hn. Bastard.' Kai thought as he entered the park. He stopped in his tracks and glanced around. This was the place where he first met Tyson and Kenny. 'It's not really a park, just a walkway and areas to practice beyblading.' He scoffed and turned around, figuring he'd find a better spot to train.
A half an hour later, he was in the woods behind the city. Taking out his blade and launcher, he hooked them together and held them out at arms length. 'Let's do it Dranzer.' He pulled the rip cord and the blade flew.
The blue blade smashed against the ground, leaving a hole in the ground before peeling away. It swerved in and out of trees, looping back around stumps, plowing throw fallen branches and even dodging falling leaves. He went straight for a tree and bounced off the stump, twirling in air and them back at the tree. It continually targeted the tree three more times until it spun off, just a few feet in front of Kai. The blade spun in the same spot, waiting. In a blink of an eye it shot off toward the tree once again and smashed into it. There was an audible 'CRACK' and Kai smiled while reaching out to his blade. The blade flew into his hand.
'Good work Dranzer.' He went to the tree and knelt down. Running his hand along the stump, he tore away the bark and a smirk came to his cold face. The tree was split from the middle to the right side and was barely standing up. Kai then glanced at his blade and sighed. The blade wasn't damaged badly but enough that training like that wouldn't be good for it.
'You know, I thought you said you weren't going to do this to me again.' A high pitched squawk pounded in Kai's head.
"No, I said I'd wait a while until we trained like that again. I didn't say never again." Kai rolled his eyes and stood up. He made sure to stay clear of the tree in case it happened to fall.
'Well, PPPHHHH, to you too Kai!' The voice screeched.
"Whatever." Kai shrugged and walked a few feet away, to another tree and leaned against it. He slid down the side and drew his knees to his chest. He wrapped his arms around his legs and placed his head atop his knees.
'Kai?'
"Yeah?"
'Will you let me change you? Please? Just for a bit?' The voice pleaded.
"Dranzer..." Kai growled.
'Oh please Kai? You haven't let me for two months! I need to feel comfortable sometime don't I? Why not today? You're outside AND alone! Why not today?'
"Because you like to keep me like that for twenty-four hours, in which I do not have. I have practice with the others tomorrow." Kai hissed. He hated the change Dranzer imposed upon him. Only once had he ever let the phoenix ever change him and he hated it. Most of the time though, the phoenix did it anyways and it was the most unmemorable experience he had. The first time, he had to evade his Grandfather for a whole day, causing an instant beating the next day and a verbal lashing. Another time, he barely missed being spotted by some of his house butlers and a maid. The last time though, he was discovered, and by the worst possible person too: Ray.
--Flashback--
Kai had stayed in the motel room all day. He refused to come out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner and his teammates were getting kind of worried, especially Ray. Why, Kai didn't know or understand, but Ray was. Ray had numerously came to the room and warned Kai that if he didn't come out, he was going to get in there and drag him out by his scarf. Numerous times Ray called and began giving him lectures about eating right, but Kai just hung up.
Ray was now at Kai's door with a grin on his face. He had asked the manager at the front desk to give him a keycard for room 203 because the room occupant had lost theirs. Ray knocked on the door and waited for an answer. Nothing came. He knocked again, this time harder and longer. An annoyed grunt was heard and then a yell.
"What do you want now Ray?" A higher pitched voice screamed from behind the door.
Ray scrunched his nose in question. Kai's voice sure did change when he yelled. It was a lot higher, almost squeaky sounding. Ray gave an uneasy shrug to himself and answered. "I thought I'd give you one last warning before I came in there to get you."
"Go away and stay away!" Kai growled.
"I think not." Ray smirked and slid the card in the slot. He saw the red light flash to green and pushed down the handle. He waltzed into the room and held up the card. "I told you Kai!" He smiled and locked eyes with crimson.
"Ray!"
"......" Ray's smiled faded and he stood there, hand in the air still with the card on the floor and mouth open. His color faded from his face and he gulped. "Kai... is that you? Am I dreaming?"
"Ray... I.... um..." Kai stammered and backed away from the surprised struck boy. Kai's face went deathly pale as he bumped against his bed and fell on the mattress. Kai yelped in surprise, causing Ray to come out of his shocked state.
"Kai... how can you be... I mean... how is it possible for you to be a girl?"
--End Flashback--
Kai shivered at his thoughts. After a few hours of calming Ray down and then telling him his story, Ray had finally accepted the fact that yes, Kai was a girl. Well, at the time he was.
'Kai please? Just a little bit? Please? I'm sure Ray wouldn't mind, and Tyson, Max, and Kenny wouldn't either... well with an explanation that is. Come on, what do you say?'
"No." Kai snapped.
'Fine, then you leave me with no choice!' Dranzer screeched.
"Don't you dare!" Kai screamed, but it was too late. A warm feeling washed over Kai and Kai went limp. His body feel to the ground and laid still. A blue light began to fill the area.
Kai could feel the change in his body, although he had no control. He could feel his legs become shorter, his waist slimming down, his chest growing where a man shouldn't be growing. He even felt his hair growing out, and his defined muscles leaving. His face felt slimmer and his body weight went lighter.
'There you go Kaiko!' Dranzer chirped happily.
"Ugh..." The smaller body, weakly pushed itself up on elbows. "I'll never forgive this Dee. You weren't supposed to do that." A high toned voiced grumbled.
'You know you love me!'
"No, not really." Kaiko moaned and sat on her knees. She slowly picked herself off the ground and began walking back to the mansion. On her way, she stopped and gazed into a shop window. She sighed. Her dark blue hair swayed down to her hips, silver streaks flowing through out. Her usually hard edged face was now full of delicate curves, higher cheek bones and cherry red eyes. The blue triangles on her face were now two claw marks, pointing down, from the bottom of one eye to the bottom of her cheek. Her clothes that usually fit her body perfectly, her blue baggy pants with the black tank top, now was bagging on of her. Her shirt was tighter in the chest area but it sagged in the waist. Her pants refused to stay on her hips while she walked and her belt didn't go any tighter. Her arm guards kept sliding off too and her scarf was so long now, that she had to take it off or she's step on it and choke herself. She lost a good 5 inches from her regular height and lost a good amount of weight.
"Damn it Dee." Kaiko glared at her reflection. She pulled off her arm guards and pushed them into her leg pockets. She grabbed the top of her pants and pulled up. Keeping a hold of her pants and scarf, she began her walk back to the mansion once again.
TBC...
**~~**Author's Note**~~** Okay, that was my first Beyblade fanfic ever so please go easy on me, but I would like some constructive criticism if anyone has any for me. No flames please. Reviews are appreciated!
Yoink Daydurfurits
Warnings: Yaoi (boy/boy love), OOC, some vulgar language and there may be others later on.
'Thoughts...'
"Speaking..."
--Flashbacks--
More Then A Change
Can't help but thinkin' about you,
you're always on my mind.
Thought I could fight this feelin'.
Now I know there isn't enough time.
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
I know neither will work,
I know I can't say a word and I can't run.
My legs and mouth don't function
and I don't have the strength to go on.
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
Either way I'll end up hurt
it happens all the time.
Can't tell you a thing,
can't tell a soul.
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
I'll just stay here wanting while you go away
then I'll be able to live again
but then again
I probably won't
Been thinkin' about tellin' you.
Been thinkin' about runnin' away.
Either way,
I'll lose you in the end.
Kai sent down his pencil on his desk and frowned. He had been given a journal from his Grandfather for his birthday, that happened to be eight days to early, that clearly said that his Grandfather didn't care about it. Kai rolled his eyes and mumbled 'so what else is new?' before getting up from his desk. He crossed his room, grabbed his bit beast and launcher from his side table by the door and placed them in his cargo pocket on his blue jeans.
He walked out of the room and down the hall. Taking a left, he walked down the main stairway and out of the house. He took in a deep breathe and nodded to himself. It was the perfect temperature out here, cold. He began to walk, anywhere out of the house and away from his Grandfather. He really didn't care. Getting away from that place was more of a blessing then anything he could remember while in custody of his Grandfather.
'Hn. Bastard.' Kai thought as he entered the park. He stopped in his tracks and glanced around. This was the place where he first met Tyson and Kenny. 'It's not really a park, just a walkway and areas to practice beyblading.' He scoffed and turned around, figuring he'd find a better spot to train.
A half an hour later, he was in the woods behind the city. Taking out his blade and launcher, he hooked them together and held them out at arms length. 'Let's do it Dranzer.' He pulled the rip cord and the blade flew.
The blue blade smashed against the ground, leaving a hole in the ground before peeling away. It swerved in and out of trees, looping back around stumps, plowing throw fallen branches and even dodging falling leaves. He went straight for a tree and bounced off the stump, twirling in air and them back at the tree. It continually targeted the tree three more times until it spun off, just a few feet in front of Kai. The blade spun in the same spot, waiting. In a blink of an eye it shot off toward the tree once again and smashed into it. There was an audible 'CRACK' and Kai smiled while reaching out to his blade. The blade flew into his hand.
'Good work Dranzer.' He went to the tree and knelt down. Running his hand along the stump, he tore away the bark and a smirk came to his cold face. The tree was split from the middle to the right side and was barely standing up. Kai then glanced at his blade and sighed. The blade wasn't damaged badly but enough that training like that wouldn't be good for it.
'You know, I thought you said you weren't going to do this to me again.' A high pitched squawk pounded in Kai's head.
"No, I said I'd wait a while until we trained like that again. I didn't say never again." Kai rolled his eyes and stood up. He made sure to stay clear of the tree in case it happened to fall.
'Well, PPPHHHH, to you too Kai!' The voice screeched.
"Whatever." Kai shrugged and walked a few feet away, to another tree and leaned against it. He slid down the side and drew his knees to his chest. He wrapped his arms around his legs and placed his head atop his knees.
'Kai?'
"Yeah?"
'Will you let me change you? Please? Just for a bit?' The voice pleaded.
"Dranzer..." Kai growled.
'Oh please Kai? You haven't let me for two months! I need to feel comfortable sometime don't I? Why not today? You're outside AND alone! Why not today?'
"Because you like to keep me like that for twenty-four hours, in which I do not have. I have practice with the others tomorrow." Kai hissed. He hated the change Dranzer imposed upon him. Only once had he ever let the phoenix ever change him and he hated it. Most of the time though, the phoenix did it anyways and it was the most unmemorable experience he had. The first time, he had to evade his Grandfather for a whole day, causing an instant beating the next day and a verbal lashing. Another time, he barely missed being spotted by some of his house butlers and a maid. The last time though, he was discovered, and by the worst possible person too: Ray.
--Flashback--
Kai had stayed in the motel room all day. He refused to come out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner and his teammates were getting kind of worried, especially Ray. Why, Kai didn't know or understand, but Ray was. Ray had numerously came to the room and warned Kai that if he didn't come out, he was going to get in there and drag him out by his scarf. Numerous times Ray called and began giving him lectures about eating right, but Kai just hung up.
Ray was now at Kai's door with a grin on his face. He had asked the manager at the front desk to give him a keycard for room 203 because the room occupant had lost theirs. Ray knocked on the door and waited for an answer. Nothing came. He knocked again, this time harder and longer. An annoyed grunt was heard and then a yell.
"What do you want now Ray?" A higher pitched voice screamed from behind the door.
Ray scrunched his nose in question. Kai's voice sure did change when he yelled. It was a lot higher, almost squeaky sounding. Ray gave an uneasy shrug to himself and answered. "I thought I'd give you one last warning before I came in there to get you."
"Go away and stay away!" Kai growled.
"I think not." Ray smirked and slid the card in the slot. He saw the red light flash to green and pushed down the handle. He waltzed into the room and held up the card. "I told you Kai!" He smiled and locked eyes with crimson.
"Ray!"
"......" Ray's smiled faded and he stood there, hand in the air still with the card on the floor and mouth open. His color faded from his face and he gulped. "Kai... is that you? Am I dreaming?"
"Ray... I.... um..." Kai stammered and backed away from the surprised struck boy. Kai's face went deathly pale as he bumped against his bed and fell on the mattress. Kai yelped in surprise, causing Ray to come out of his shocked state.
"Kai... how can you be... I mean... how is it possible for you to be a girl?"
--End Flashback--
Kai shivered at his thoughts. After a few hours of calming Ray down and then telling him his story, Ray had finally accepted the fact that yes, Kai was a girl. Well, at the time he was.
'Kai please? Just a little bit? Please? I'm sure Ray wouldn't mind, and Tyson, Max, and Kenny wouldn't either... well with an explanation that is. Come on, what do you say?'
"No." Kai snapped.
'Fine, then you leave me with no choice!' Dranzer screeched.
"Don't you dare!" Kai screamed, but it was too late. A warm feeling washed over Kai and Kai went limp. His body feel to the ground and laid still. A blue light began to fill the area.
Kai could feel the change in his body, although he had no control. He could feel his legs become shorter, his waist slimming down, his chest growing where a man shouldn't be growing. He even felt his hair growing out, and his defined muscles leaving. His face felt slimmer and his body weight went lighter.
'There you go Kaiko!' Dranzer chirped happily.
"Ugh..." The smaller body, weakly pushed itself up on elbows. "I'll never forgive this Dee. You weren't supposed to do that." A high toned voiced grumbled.
'You know you love me!'
"No, not really." Kaiko moaned and sat on her knees. She slowly picked herself off the ground and began walking back to the mansion. On her way, she stopped and gazed into a shop window. She sighed. Her dark blue hair swayed down to her hips, silver streaks flowing through out. Her usually hard edged face was now full of delicate curves, higher cheek bones and cherry red eyes. The blue triangles on her face were now two claw marks, pointing down, from the bottom of one eye to the bottom of her cheek. Her clothes that usually fit her body perfectly, her blue baggy pants with the black tank top, now was bagging on of her. Her shirt was tighter in the chest area but it sagged in the waist. Her pants refused to stay on her hips while she walked and her belt didn't go any tighter. Her arm guards kept sliding off too and her scarf was so long now, that she had to take it off or she's step on it and choke herself. She lost a good 5 inches from her regular height and lost a good amount of weight.
"Damn it Dee." Kaiko glared at her reflection. She pulled off her arm guards and pushed them into her leg pockets. She grabbed the top of her pants and pulled up. Keeping a hold of her pants and scarf, she began her walk back to the mansion once again.
TBC...
**~~**Author's Note**~~** Okay, that was my first Beyblade fanfic ever so please go easy on me, but I would like some constructive criticism if anyone has any for me. No flames please. Reviews are appreciated!
Yoink Daydurfurits