Four pov

I walk through the door of the apartment Tris and I share. I walk in and I see her sitting on the couch twiddling her fingers nervously, she hesitantly looks at me and I sigh. After the 5 years we have been together. (3 dating and 2 married) I have always told her to not be nervous around me, I love her and she shouldn't be scared to tell me anything. When she is nervous, I don't like it. I walk up to her and pull her onto my lap and hug her tightly.

"Whats wrong." I say softly. "You know you can tell me anything. Right?" She turns to me nodding.

"I know I just..." She takes a deep breath. She stands and grabs my hand, she leads me to the chasm which we have visited many times. We sit down and I squeeze her hand softly.

"Ok, we have to talk about it eventually so I should go ahead and say it." I nod

"And what you have to say is..." I say waiting.

"I want to have kids." She says bringing her mouth to mine to stop me from saying anything. I pull away.

"Tris..." I start.

" TOBIAS listen to me. I really want this, cant you imagine a little me and you running around the apartment. Have you ever even thought about having kids?" She asks me. She stands.

"Tris... I... I have but I really don't want to, um, we are kind of young to have kids." I say hoping she doesn't find out im lying. She crosses her arms in a sassy way.

"Because we are too young? Ok, I get it we are from abnegation so we aren't exactly like the other dauntless who don't care about age but we are 21 and 23, I think we are old enough. Now what is this about?" She says her voice rising. I would never admit it but Tris scares me a little.

"Um..." I look everywhere but at her.

"TOBIAS!" She yells. I snap my head up at the anger and urgency in her voice that I have never heard directed at me before. He eyes remind me of a storm. If it weren't for the noise coming from the chasm I bet all of dauntless would have heard her.

"OK!" I yell throwing my hands in the air and standing to meet her.

"I'M SCARED!" I yell. Her face softens.

"I'm scared." I say look at the water crashing against the rocks.

"Scared to be a parent?" She asks.

"No, Scared to be like, him." I say hoping she understands who him is. (If you don't know he means Marcus)

"Tobais, you are nothing like him. Your father didn't know how to love, you do. You love me and you will love our kids too much to hurt them in anyway." She says calmly stroking my arm. I wrap my arms around her and rest my head on top of hers. I start to cry a little, I don't want to be like that man who I have to call a father.

Tris whispers soothing things in my ear. After I calm down she asks

"So are we having kids?" I love Tris and if this is what she wants then that's what I will give her.

"Yes." I grip her around the waist and swing her above my head and she laughs. We go home and get started.

ok first chapter done I wrote these before I posted them so I will have the next one up soon if I get like 2 reviews or some followers or favorites or something, I just need to know that people are out there before I post again because I don't want to be doing all this work for none. read my other stories and enjoy!

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