*I do not own DBZ*
"In the end I let it go because I wanted it too much."
*Vegeta P.O.V*
Beautiful. There are so many words to describe you yet I am at a lost to even think of one. A lost angel from heaven who has come to save my damned soul White skin so soft and sweet. Your beautiful blue hair, gleaming like silk in the moonlight.
Love me. Let your purity cleanse me clean of the filth that I have collected from Freeza. Let your love heal my soul and let me live again for the first time in my life. Let me simply be me, no questions, no demands, and no pain.
Help me forget the torture that I've been through, help me forget the millions of helpless lives I have destroyed and maybe will destroy. I did not say innocent because I really think that no one is innocent expect for you but you are an exception. Your love is so new to me, never have I felt anything before. I'm sinking in this feeling and I don't know how to get out or let go, and sometimes I think that I don't want to. I feel like a little lost boy again and so afraid of the dark. I'm afraid if I let go, you'll be everything to me and I never had anything before. If I lost you or if you leave me, I'm afraid of how I'll be like. I'm so afraid of how I'll be like if your gone. I'm coward really. Nothing more and nothing less.
I wish for so more yet always afraid to reach for it. If you don't reach for anything, you won't be burned. A child's reasoning yet I'm nothing but a child. I've never grown and maybe with you I will but what if this childish reasoning is all I've got? What if when I grow from that reasoning, I'll never be able to go back. Maybe there are things worst because you don't know of them. Everybody is afraid of the unknown; maybe if you don't go out you wouldn't know what's there. Another childish reasoning, but as I said I'm still a child. Although I've been through hell and burned there, I'm still a child. I look through the world with my child's eye and who says a child can't see hell? Even with my child's eye I can see the horrors that I would have become and might still be. I'm child but I'm a child who used his own bare hands to build an ice wall around himself. A child that didn't account for the darkness inside the ice wall, that didn't know there would be no heat inside the ice. If that is how I am as a child, what will I be like when I'm grown? Will you love me still when you see all that I am? Will you love me still when you figure out that I still feel through a heart of a child? Look at my hands; do you not see the frostbites?
But looking at you now I have to admit, you will save me.
"In the end I let it go because I wanted it too much."
*Vegeta P.O.V*
Beautiful. There are so many words to describe you yet I am at a lost to even think of one. A lost angel from heaven who has come to save my damned soul White skin so soft and sweet. Your beautiful blue hair, gleaming like silk in the moonlight.
Love me. Let your purity cleanse me clean of the filth that I have collected from Freeza. Let your love heal my soul and let me live again for the first time in my life. Let me simply be me, no questions, no demands, and no pain.
Help me forget the torture that I've been through, help me forget the millions of helpless lives I have destroyed and maybe will destroy. I did not say innocent because I really think that no one is innocent expect for you but you are an exception. Your love is so new to me, never have I felt anything before. I'm sinking in this feeling and I don't know how to get out or let go, and sometimes I think that I don't want to. I feel like a little lost boy again and so afraid of the dark. I'm afraid if I let go, you'll be everything to me and I never had anything before. If I lost you or if you leave me, I'm afraid of how I'll be like. I'm so afraid of how I'll be like if your gone. I'm coward really. Nothing more and nothing less.
I wish for so more yet always afraid to reach for it. If you don't reach for anything, you won't be burned. A child's reasoning yet I'm nothing but a child. I've never grown and maybe with you I will but what if this childish reasoning is all I've got? What if when I grow from that reasoning, I'll never be able to go back. Maybe there are things worst because you don't know of them. Everybody is afraid of the unknown; maybe if you don't go out you wouldn't know what's there. Another childish reasoning, but as I said I'm still a child. Although I've been through hell and burned there, I'm still a child. I look through the world with my child's eye and who says a child can't see hell? Even with my child's eye I can see the horrors that I would have become and might still be. I'm child but I'm a child who used his own bare hands to build an ice wall around himself. A child that didn't account for the darkness inside the ice wall, that didn't know there would be no heat inside the ice. If that is how I am as a child, what will I be like when I'm grown? Will you love me still when you see all that I am? Will you love me still when you figure out that I still feel through a heart of a child? Look at my hands; do you not see the frostbites?
But looking at you now I have to admit, you will save me.