Eulogy for the Boy King
When the Boy King stood
on his Judgment Day
before a jury packed
with those he had lost
or, rather,
those who had died for him,
he choked on his tongue.
"Forgive me, Father,
for I have sinned."
The silence screamed
and the air grew thick.
The King thought
of the poison
that once pulsed
through his veins
like acid.
He thought of how
he had yielded to power
and to temptation.
He thought of how
he could not wash
away his guilt,
how he could not wash
his hands of the bloodshed
and destruction he had caused.
Then, a voice:
"Be at peace, my child.
You've bore your crown
of thorns bravely.
But the Boy King protested.
He pleaded for one day more.
He asked this in the names
of all the people
he could have saved
if he had one more day.
He asked this in the name
of his brother.
He asked of his grief
that Earthly words
could not articulate.
"Give me one day more
to save him."
The voice again spoke:
"You've done enough.
You've saved enough."
Had he? And if so,
and it was his time
to release his grip
on the world,
he thought
he should go
to the fires
and face his old foe.
for after all,
he was always the boy
with the demon blood-
an abomination
even from the tongues
of his friends.
No one ever told him otherwise.
He was frayed around the edges,
ragged fibers full
of patches and holes.
he was a lover
raised as a fighter,
held together
with duct tape
and safety pins.
"Sleep now, my child."
So he stepped down
from his martyr's block
and for the first time
in his short, tumultuous life,
there was no more sacrifice
and no more pain.
The circle was finally broken.