Disclaimer: I do not own anything of Transformers! Transformers belong to Hasbro and to its rightful creators, and owners. All I own are my OCS and the plot line for this story.

Story is rated M. Due to strong language, cartoon violence, and the fact I really want to be careful.

Summary: A girl from our world dies, gets a second chance at a new life in the world of Transformers Prime as a cybertronian. However she is haunted by bitter memories of her human life. Can team Prime help her or will the decepticons make her regret her choice at this new life?

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I use to be a five foot seven, caucasian, American, human being. I had a slender looking form, natural messy copper red hair that reached slightly below my shoulders, and natural bright golden amber color eyes. Born in South Carolina but grew up mostly all over the east coast since my father was in the Navy at the time. When he retired we moved to Vermont, where I finished growing up there, and lived there. Anyways the reason, why I'm saying I use to be a human being once. Is rather simple.

You see...I was killed in a terrible car accident, on my twenty seventh birthday. Only to be reborn in another dimension as a Transformer Femme. Another dimension where Transformers were as real as we are. Sounds like a FanFiction story doesn't it? Well sadly, it ends up being real for me. Even though I was a transformers fan girl, I really wasn't looking foreward to my new life. I also didn't even want it, yet I accepted it. Go figure.

I believe any Transformers fan, would be totally excited, and happy to have a chance to be with their favorite transformer. Me however...I can't help but feel this intense sadness, guilt, anger and bitterness. These emotions, were lurking deep inside the darkness, that has occupied my heart for a very long time. It's true, I was a transformers fan girl, which I have already mention. I was someone who had her favorite autobots, and favorite decepticons like any normal transformers fan would have. But I never actually pictured myself actually being a cybertronian, let alone raised by one of them as their own sparkling, or even meeting them in person if they were real. Yet here, I am living most transformers fans dream, and yet I was wishing I never accepted this deal with Primus.

Why you ask? Well...its because of my human life. My human life was not...at all a happy one. You see I came from a broken family, and I also suffered from a broken heart as well. I wont bore you with my entire life story, so I'll just highlight a few parts of my past. That way you can see what I mean by a broken family, and a broken heart. Okay?

My parents were seperated at one point in time, when I was younger, even though they were still technically married. I was living with my mother at the time. Anyways the point is that mother walked out on me, when I was in the fourth grade, leaving me in my father's custody. Yet he was the one still paying her child support, when he had custody of me, and she was the one, who was techically supoose to have me.

That bitch owed my father and me roughly $45,000 dollars in back child support! I still kick myself in the ass every day, for not taking her into court to get what she owed me. Only reason why I didn't was because I was afraid, that she would have commited suicide on me, and that I would have been the one responisble for her death.

Anyways my Parents officially devorced when I was either seventeen or eightteen years old near my senior year of Highschool. Over the years of living with my father, I developed a very strong hatred for my mother, then again maybe I always had these feeling of hatred for her. I don't know, its a confusing situation for me. Anyways I was practically raised my kind, loving father, and I loved him with all of my heart, sadly...he died from a sudden heart attack, when I was twenty four. However he had died, right in front of me. He was dead, before the paramedics could get to him. I wasn't able to help him or even save him.

That will forever haunt me, and it doesn't help that I blame myself for his death every single day. It's funny, how life turns out sometimes. I die roughly three or four years after my dad dies. Ironic isn't it, or just plain sad? I never really recovered from loosing my father. The depression was over powering at times, and felt like my heart was so shattered beyond anyone's repair. In a way...I truely welcomed death, with open arms, and at the same time...I wish that I had more time.

My world...is slowly going black. Just as death is very slowly pulling me, away from the land of the living. I had lost control of my vechichle, when I hit a patch of black ice on a sharp corner, and my vechichle had went tumbling violently down the rocky embankment. My injuries were fatal, even though I had a seat belt on, and I wasn't even going that fast. I eventually loose consciousness, just as I release my final breath upon the world of the living.

I don't know much after that. Except for this sudden flash of blinding white light, before I found myself suddenly standing in the middle of this endless white room. I was awake, and uninjured. I take a few steps foreward. I look around in confusion, and even in wonder at my surroundings. I was still wearing the same clothes, that I had on when I died. A blue jean jacket over a white shirt, blue jeans and black shoes. Soon the sound of foot steps catches my attention, and I swiftly turn around. That is when I'm greeted by the sight, that has me in tears. My father is standing there with a sad smile on his face.

"Squeaker, you shouldn't be here so soon...You still had your whole life in front of you." He tells me, before I fully burst into tears. I then ran over to him, and hugged him tightly as I was crying into his chest. My body is shaking as I cling tightly to him. Words are frozen in my throat preventing me from talking at that very moment.

He hugs me back, and makes soft sounds as he tries to calm me down. I'm too obvious, and upset to notice that a giant being made of metal, had approached us. How I managed not to notice this or even hear this, I will never know. That is when warm gentle voice speaks out to my father. "It's time." The male voice speaks softly. My dad sighs softly to this.

"I know...believe me I know." My dad responds.

I force myself to calm down, to look at the being who is talking to my dad. I had to blink my watery eyes, a few minutes in order to clear my vision. Once my vision clears, I almost scream at what I see standing before my father and me. The being is none other than a Cybertronian, that is well known as Primus, himself. My dad chuckles at my reaction as Primus smiles at me sadly. My mouth is moving, but no sound is coming out. I sort of look like i'm imitating a fish out of water, as my mouth is moving without any sounds.

"Liz, sweetie...this is Primus...he has an offer for you...and I want you to take it." My dad says slowly as well as softly to me.

"W-what kind of offer?" I asked hesitantly as I managed to find my voice. My dad releases me, as I reluctanty release him as well.

"A new life." Primus answers my question in the same soft voice. His glowing blue optics are watching me with soft look. A look I can't really describe very well, same with the emotions that I can see in his eyes.

I just been reuinted with my dad, and now I had to leave him again!? I stiffen at that, and I guess the look on my face, must have spoken louder than words. Since Primus gave me a understanding look as he sees my emotions being reflected in my eyes, and face.

"Sparkling...I understand how you feel seeing your sire again...However you died before you were suppose too. I can't send you back to your human life, since your human body can no longer support life anymore...That is why, I'm offering you a chance at a new life...a new begining. Your father has informed me, that you know of my kind, and I wish to give you a life, that will help heal your broken heart. You will be aloud to keep all your memories of your human life, and of this meeting between us. However you can not tell anyone about your former life as a human being or about this discussion between the three of us." Primus spoke softly.

My dad then sighs, and I turn to face my dad. "Liz...do it for me, and accept his offer. I will always love you, and you will always be my little girl. However I know within my heart...they need you to give them a strong sense of a hope." My dad tells me as his hand gently squeezes my shoulder.

I close my eyes, and slowly open them. I then swallow my fears, and look up at Primus. "I...I will accept your offer." I said softly. Even though I really didn't want too, but I wanted to make my dad happy. Besides making a cybertronian god happy as well. Primus smiles at me as does my dad. Well damn there goes my pride.

"Liz, I don't want too see you back here, until it's actually your time to be one with the matrix. Is that understood?" My dad asks me as he is grinning. I force myself to smile.

"Understood. I love you, dad...and I always will." I said softly.

"Love you too...and I will always love you as well. Never forget that. Also don't keep blaming yourself, for what happened to me okay? That was never ever your fault. It was my own dumb fault, for not listening to my doctors, and for not taking care of myself like I should have been doing." My dad tells me, before we share one last hug before we pull away. I just slowly nod to all this, since I don't trust my own words at the moment. Reguardless of what my dad just told me, it would always be my fault that I wasn't able to save him.

Primus then reaches down for me. I then hesitantly climb up into his hand, and Primus carefully lifts me up off the floor before he carries me away. I look back to where my dad, had been standing only too see that he had vanished as though he had never been there. I feel tears sting my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. Since I refuse to cry. Eventually we reach a pair of very fancy looking, large, double doors lightly trimmed in gold. The doors then open on their own, as we entered the room.

This room was solid black with glowing gold cybertronian symbols, that were consteatly dancing around on the walls, always shifting and changing in appearance. As far as the eyes can see there was billions of bright glowing blue spheres that were actually sparks of cybertronians seemed to be dancing and moving around in the room. Decepticons and Autobots alike, old, and new sparks were moving around peacefully. The sight was absoulty bueatiful, and breath taking. It was actually a lot harder to describe due to the sheer bueaty of this place.

Eventually we reached our destination. In the very center of the room, was this very large glowing blue vortex that was on the floor. This vortex was swirling around violently as white, and gold flashes swirled around inside the vortex. It looks like a storm or something within the votex. "So what happens now?" I asked nervously to Primus. Primus simply gives me a warm friendly smile. All I can say is never trust Primus, if he smiles at you, or any cybertroinian for that matter. Believe me, you're a lot safer if you just don't.

"Your new life." Primus said before he suddenly drops me out of his hands, over the top of this glowing vortex on the floor. I scream loudly as I fell twisting and turning in mid air. I was soon falling through the glowing blue vortex. While falling through this glowing vortex, it gives me the feeling of Alice, when she fell down the rabbit whole in the story of Alice In Wonderland. Eventually I loose consciousness just as blinding gold light engulfs me. In the far back of my mind, I can hear Primus, as he wishes me luck in my new life.

What did I honestly get myself into?!

To Be Continued...