WARNING: Adult Content!

Rusted Metal

By: Liv-x-Case-Benson & dcmasters

3. Relief

They next few weeks seemed to pass in a blur for the CSI. The funeral arrangements and then the funeral came all too quickly for Catherine. Then weeks turned to a month and she was still at Sara's place, not daring to go home, and she hadn't been back to work.

Catherine spent most of her day in some little world of her own that most people couldn't touch. The only person who seemed capable of breaking that barrier was her Sara.

Sara walked in with groceries in her arms. She kicked the door closed, putting the items away before searching for Catherine, finding her in the spare room, lying on the bed. Slowly, she walked over. lying beside her, hugging her tightly and kissing her cheek. "I'm back," she whispered.

Catherine seemed to come back from wherever she'd been and turned in the brunette's arms, placing a gentle kiss on her lips.

Sara laid shocked for a bit before slowly and gently kissing back.

Catherine pulled Sara closer, deepening the kiss.

Sara moaned softly, her hands going through Catherine's hair. "I'll never leave you," she whispered.

"Help me feel something again," Catherine whispered back.

Sara nodded slowly. "But before I do, I have a confession."

"Ok..."

"I'm not only doing this because you need me. Cath...I-I love you, sweetie. I have for the longest time, but everything got in the way before I could say anything," Sara said, caressing her face.

"I... love you too. Lindsay knew. Said I should tell you. Then, I didn't get the chance."

Sara shook her head. "You just did. Because you knew she would want you to be happy, sweetie. It's never going to be easy, but I promise to do what I can. And I love you so much!" she said, kissing her passionately.

Catherine released the softest moan, her hands ducking under the back of Sara's top to lightly run over the small of her back.

Sara moaned softly, her hands rubbing Catherine's back under her shirt. "You are so beautiful and just amazing," she said, kissing her neck.

Catherine's breath hitched as Sara's lips made contact with her neck before she moaned loudly.

Sara smirked. "Mmm, you like that? How about this?" she asked, sucking on the spot.

"Oh, Sara... I love you..." Catherine moaned.

Sara smiled, looking into her eyes. "I love you so much, Catherine. Are you sure about this?"

Catherine's hand moved to touch Sara's cheek gently. "It's the only thing I'm sure of."

Sara smiled wider, sitting up to shed her shirt.

Catherine watched her intently, her hands slowly brushing over the skin on Sara's stomach.

Sara moaned softly, shedding her bra to the floor. "I love it when you do that..."

"Why?" Catherine asked, leaning up pull her nightgown over her head, her lips moving to kiss Sara's stomach.

Sara breath hitched. "So soft..."

"So beautiful," Catherine whispered, pulling Sara back down with her.

Sara moaned, wrapping her arms around Catherine. "Mmmm..."

Catherine ran a hand along Sara's spine as she kissed her passionately

Sara moaned into Catherine's mouth, mimicking her movements, before she gently rested a hand one of Catherine's breasts.

Catherine gasped a little, slipping her tongue into Sara's mouth, moaning deeply.

Sara smirked, squeezing a little harder, groaning. Catherine was amazingly beautiful. Her skin was so soft and her breasts were just right for eliciting moans. They weren't too big (though men could argue there wasn't such a thing), they weren't too small. A size or two too big to fully rest in the brunette's palm, yes, but she would never complain. Never about this beautiful woman with soft skin and velvet lips.

"Mmm, Sara..." Catherine moaned into their kiss, her nails raking the younger woman's back.

Sara moaned a little louder, feeling Catherine's nails scraping her back as she used both hands to squeeze, one each.

Catherine pulled back a little, kissing along the brunette's collarbone lightly, somewhat hungrily.

"Ohh...mmm..."

Catherine kissed back up to Sara's ear. "Make love to me, Sara," she whispered.

Sara smiled. "God, I've waited so long for you to say those words," she moaned, kissing her passionately again, pinching her pert nipples.

Catherine moaned loudly as she returned Sara's kiss.

Sara twisted them slightly, moaning. "Mmm, I love you so much!" she said, going down to suck on her neck.

Catherine's hands ran over Sara's back once more. "I love you too," she moaned.

Sara sucked harder, biting gently as she massaged Catherine's breasts.

"Yes..." Catherine almost whispered, hands moving to trail Sara's sides.

Sara but into her harder.

"Mmm please..." Catherine moaned loudly.

Sara wrapped her arms around Catherine's neck, biting harder, stopping when she tasted a bit of blood. She pulled away, smiling at her, trying not to let her eyes be glued to Catherine's chest.

"You're so beautiful, Sara," Catherine whispered, watching her.

"So are you, Cath," she said, leaning down to gently take Catherine's right breast in her mouth and suck on it, maybe a little too eagerly.

"Mmm yes..." Catherine moaned loudly, running her hand through Sara's hair.

Sara moaned too, sucking harder.

"T-that feels amazing," Catherine moaned.

Sara smiled, hanging her angle a bit as she crawled from her clothes, lying beside her again, naked. "Mmm..."

Catherine rolled to her after removing her underwear, capturing Sara's lips once more, moving a hand to cup one of Sara's breasts, grazing the nipple with her thumb.

Sara moaned, sliding her tongue into Catherine's mouth.

Catherine moaned, her tongue playing with Sara's as her hand moved to brush Sara's thigh.

Sara moaned louder, knowing she was already more than worked up as her own hand trailed down to Catherine's thigh. "Mmm..."

Catherine moaned softly at Sara's touch, her legs instantly parting.

Sara smiled, lying on her side, as her hand carefully cupped her heat and she kissed her again.

Catherine returned Sara's kiss, as she moved her fingers to stroke Sara's clit lightly.

Sara gasped, stroking Catherine's clit.

"Oh..." Catherine moaned softly into their kiss, moaning louder when she felt Sara's true wetness, her fingers gliding almost effortlessly over the brunette's clit.

Sara moaned loudly, rubbing Catherine's slippery nerve bundle faster and faster.

Catherine's moans grew louder as her breathing quickened slightly, sliding three fingers inside the younger woman, moving them hard and fast.

Sara moaned loudly, grinding into her, her fingers slipping three easily inside Catherine as she laid on top of her.

"Oh, Sara..." Catherine moaned, moving against her, curling her fingers.

"Oh...yes..." Sara moaned as she moved her fingers faster. "Mmm... you feel so good... oh yeah... yes...oh..."

"Oh, so do you... Mmm, yes... God, Sara... Yes..." Catherine moaned, growing louder with each movement.

"Mmm, oh God...yes, yes... I want you to come on me, Cath... Please! I-I'm so hot..."

Catherine's hips began to buck as she listened to Sara's desperation and she seemed to almost gasp for air. "Yes... SARA!" she screamed, her body shaking hard as she came.

Sara ground her hips into Catherine's hand, cumming seconds later, with a scream of Catherine's name. She pulled her hand away, sucking on her fingers with a moan. "Oh Cath..."

Catherine moaned as she watched her. "That good or something?"

Sara smirked. "Maybe," she said, leaning down to kiss her.

Catherine kissed Sara deeply, moaning softly. It was a few moments later when Catherine pulled back, looking up at Sara with the first smile she'd given in over a month.

Sara smiled. "Aww! There's that one in a million smile."

Catherine's smiled widened. "Thank you," she whispered.

"Anytime. But...is it ok if I do anything else too?"

Catherine nodded, kissing her softly. "I meant for everything."

Sara moaned, kissing down Catherine's body to suck on her clit.

Catherine's breath hitched. "Sara..." she moaned softly.

Sara moaned, sucking harder. "Mmm..."

"Mmm, yes..." Catherine moaned louder, her fingers tangling in the brunette's hair as her hips bucked a little.

Sara nipped at her clit, slipping her tongue inside.

Catherine groaned. "Sara... Yes... Oh, yes..."

Sara's tongue darted in and out. "Mmm, so good..."

Catherine's hands gripped her sheet tightly as she screamed Sara's name several times, cumming hard.

Sara moaned, drinking all she had and crawling up over to her, kissing her. "Mmm, you taste so good, sweetie."

Catherine kissed her deeply. "I love you, Sara Sidle," she whispered, looking deep into her eyes.

"I love you, Catherine Willows," she said, hugging her tightly.

Catherine sighed softly against Sara's neck. "Sara, I... I haven't... Been with a woman before, and I... I want, no, it need to..." she said hesitantly.

Sara stroked her cheek. "You can tell me, Cath."

Catherine sighed again, still feeling awkward. "I need to be taken... so to speak..."

Sara smirked. "Oh...that kind of taken. Well, I think I can arrange that. I'll be right back," she said, leaving the room and going into her own bedroom. She returned ten minutes later, equipped with a strap-on toy. Though, to be honest, she rarely used it herself. "Something like this?"

Catherine gasped, a little shock and simply nodded.

Sara strutted over to Catherine, standing by the bed. She smirked at Catherine's expression. "See something you like?"

Catherine swallowed hard. "Yes..."

"Want to suck on me, honey? Or is that not your game?"

Catherine looked up at her for a moment then dropped to her knees on the floor taking the toy in her mouth with a soft moan.

Sara moaned, running her hand through Catherine's hair. "Mmm, sexy..."

"Oh, you like this?" Catherine asked, looking up again before taking more of the toy.

Sara stared at her in wonder. "God, you look so sexy!"

Catherine moaned loudly as she took the full length of the toy, unknowingly pressing it against Sara's clit with each movement.

Sara moaned, bucking into her mouth. "Ohh.."

"You like that more, huh?" Catherine said with a smirk before continuing faster.

The brunette moaned louder, bucking into Catherine's mouth.

Catherine gagged slightly, but continued, loving watching her as the toy grew slicker.

Sara watched her. "S-sorry," she moaned, going a little faster.

Catherine simply moaned in response, pressing the toy harder against her, almost grinding with each movement.

Sara's breath hitched.

Catherine took her hand gently, going faster.

Sara held her hand tightly, trying to remain upright.

Catherine felt her unsteadiness, pulling away for a moment to lay her down, straddling her knees as her head dipped, resuming her actions, faster than before.

Sara moaned louder, her hips bucking hard off the bed. "Oh...God..."

Catherine reached upwards to pinch her nipples, groaning against the toy.

Sara moaned. "Mmm, Cath...anything else?"

"What do you need?" Catherine asked, looking up at her, smirking as she straddled her hips, hovering over the toy.

The brunette moaned. "Please..."

Catherine leant down to kiss her hard as she took an inch of the toy.

Sara grabbed Catherine's hips, thrusting upwards.

Catherine gasped, moaning loudly as she began to ride the brunette.

Sara louder, sitting up against the headboard. "Mmm... so sexy!"

Catherine reached behind her, gripping the headboard as she rode faster, grinding against Sara. "Oh... Sara..."

"Oh? You like fucking me?"

"Yes! Oh... yes," Catherine cried.

Sara moaned. "Harder, sweetie! Don't hold back! Fuck me! Take everything out on me. Anger, frustration, sadness, depression. I can take it!"

Catherine rode harder with each movement, her cries growing more desperate as her pace quickened, grinding harder.

Sara's hips bucked up into her as she held her hands. "It's ok. Keep going," she groaned. "Oh fuck, C-Cath..." she moaned, cumming hard. "God, you feel amazing."

Catherine quickly began shaking when she felt Sara come, gripping her hands hard as she screamed, cumming hard, gasping for breath, her cheeks damp with tears.

Sara pulled Catherine close. "Shh. It's ok to be upsey, honey."

"I... I'm ok..." Catherine managed.

Sara shook her head. "Cath, it's really ok," she said, kissing her softly.

Catherine kissed back deeply. "No, really, I'm alright. I just... I did what you said. I let it all out, stopped bottling it up," she replied softly.

"And...do you feel any better? At all?"

Catherine nodded. "Thank you. For your patience, your sympathy, your kindness, your love," she said softly, "I never would have been able to even function without you this last month. I love you, Sara."

Sara held her tightly. "You're welcome. It hasn't been easy on either of us. The only realy real solace with what happened...is that she told you she loved you and you needed to hear that. I'm glad you did."

"She said something else when you turned away..."

"C-can I ask what she said?"

Catherine nodded. "She looked up at you and said "make sure you tell Sara you love her". I... I think she knew that s-she..."

"Oh Cath," Sara whispered. "Maybe she did. Her last wish was for you to be happy, honey."

"As long as you're here to help me, I think, someday, I'll be ok," she whispered in Sara's ear.

THE END