Oh hey guys. Today is July 12th 2012 and my last visit was July 7th 2011. I'm ditching this account to make a new one because I want a fresh start. I'm not gonna be writing in the same fandoms or anything so don't even think you're gonna find me. Not that you'll want to.

Sorry bros! I'm pretty ashamed of this account now that I'm looking at it. Have fun reading my shitty old ass fanfics!

Between the stacks in the library

Not like anyone stopped to see

We came, they went, our bodies spent

Among the dust and the microfiche

Hello, world. I'm a 15-year old girl who used to enjoy writing and posting here regularly, but since the summer of 2009, I've decided that I'm going to focus on drawing (my deviantART is down there somewhere). I still write here sometimes just for my own enjoyment or if I found a new fandom to fangasm over. Unfortunately, in the future anything I write will be a one-shot. Anything on my profile other than Campfire Headphase and Telephasic Workshop is discontinued and will not be finished. I'm sorry for any inconvenience.

Dark winters wear you down

Up again to see the dawn

In your worn sweatshirt

And your mother's old skirt

It's enough to turn my studies down

Other places I creep around in:

DeviantART: http:///

YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=numbuh53

Gaia Online: http:///profiles/14413680

Doujinshis and such that I make:

Bliss On My Fingertips (Stolovan): http:///art/SP-Doujin-BOMF-Cover-245024731

I never thought I would come of age

Let alone on a moldy page

You put your back to the spines

And you said it was fine

If there's nothing really left to say

Manga/anime worth mentioning: Death Note, Bokurano, Tenshi ni Narumon, Gunslinger Girl, Serial Experiments Lain, Paprika, Paranoia Agent, Claymore, Franken Fran

You're taking toffee with your vicodin

Something sweet to forget about him

Bands/musicians worth mentioning: deadmau5, Gorillaz, System of a Down, Mindless Self Indulgence, Skrillex, Susumu Hirasawa, Boards of Canada, Bullet for my Valentine, The Pains of Being Pure at Heart, The Airborne Toxic Event

If you go your own way

I will go my own way

And we'll never speak of it again

Even when you can't see Him, GOD IS THERE!! If you believe in God, then put this in your profile. If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile and don't just ignore this; because in the Bible, it says that if you deny me, then I shall deny you before my Father in the gates of Heaven.

Don't check me out

Don't check me out

Don't check me out

Birthday: November 2nd, 1995

Hair: Black; Asian and proud :P. Naturally straight but also naturally frizzy, so I have to straighten it from time to time.

Eyes: Cadbury milk chocolate shade of brown.

Height: 5’5; I'm hella short.

Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

What is your Chinese astrological sign?: Boar (or PIG, if you wanna be blunt about it)

Sexual Orientation: Pretty straight, but I've had a fling with a girl before. That didn't end well; I don't think I'm cut out for girls. Sorry ladies :P.

Status: Single but not really. Feelings are mutual with a guy, but we're not official.

Graduation Year: Still in school, but it'll be 2013 I believe.

Heritage: 100% Chinese blood. I have to say I act more white than anything though LOL.

Piercings: None, and I don't think I ever will get any. I don't see the appeal in having chunks of metal stuck in my body.

Tattoos: None, and I think they look cool but I don't think I'll ever be able to decide on what to get tattoo'd. So never will I get one I guess. Ahaha.

Genre of Music: Dubstep and metal are the best. Mmm Skrillex and KoRn. But I like rock and classical from time to time.

Shoe Brand: I sound like a stupid hipster but I like Converse. Usually I'll just wear regular ol' sneakers though, 'cause it takes me a long time to get my Converse on. In the winter time I wear UGGs, but only 'cause my mom makes me, ahaha. I don't like UGGs, to be honest.

Pizza topping: Anything but pineapple. Honestly, where did people even get the idea to put that on pizza? It's revolting.

Month: I'm not biased towards any specific month. I'll just say July and August though. Summer break!

Holiday: Hummm... Christmas. I'm Christian, what can I say? It's kinda shallow, I know.

Flower: I don't see the appeal in flowers. I guess I'll say dandelions. They're weeds, but I have fond memories of playing in fields of them with my friends in elementary school.

Best physical feature: Ahaha, oh man. I'm not the most attractive person. My fingers I guess. Everyone says I have piano fingers (but I detest playing the piano in reality).

First thought waking up: "What time is it...?"

Can you whistle: I can! It was a gradual process, the learning I mean. Took me over a year, ahaha. It's a bit pathetic.

Right or left handed: Righty.

Biggest fear: Oh so many things. I guess...people I trust betraying me.

3 things you can't live without: Food, water, and oxygen. Ahaha, kidding. Definitely drawing, music, and the Internet. I'm such a tool.

Were you ever a bridesmaid or a groomsman?
Nope!

Can you sing well?
Ahaha! Never. I'm extremely tone deaf.

Do you play an instrument? If so, which one?
Piano and flute. I hate hate hate playing them though. I'm really not cut out for playing music.

Have you ever been to Niagara Falls?
Yep, a bunch of times! Canadian and proud.

What is or was your favorite Amusement Park?
Cliched, but...Disneyworld. The one in Florida.

Can you swim?
Amazingly well, even if I do say so myself.

Do you trust anyone with your life? If so, who?
Immediate family. A select few of my best friends, and my unofficial boyfriend (I know, so cliched, but honestly he's the most dedicated, clean, and loyal person I know, even more so than my family members).

Have you ever been robbed or mugged?
No, thank god. And I hope the day never comes.

Who is your favorite relative besides Parents and Spouse?
My one brother, of course. But other than that, honestly, I don't have one. Any relative outside of my immediate family is pretty shallow and I don't really know them.

If you work, do you like your job? Why or Why not?
I work as a secretary-type person for one of the Members of Parliament of the Liberal Party of Canada. It's just for community service hours. Sounds like a posh job, but it really isn't.

Have you ever been to a Counselor?
Well like, a school counselor? Of course.

What is your favorite Shakespeare Play?
I'm not familiar to the Shakespeare scene, but I like Macbeth. I'm probably offending a whole lot of people when I say this, but Romeo and Juliet is such a load of bull.

Do you believe in Heaven and Hell?
Totally.

What is your idea of the ideal temperature outside?
Slightly warm but with a breeze.

Do you have any Phobias? If so what are they?
I'm terrified of spirals. Specifically the snail shell kind. When I see a spiral, I feel sick to my stomach, and quite frankly, scared. Wild mushrooms are also creepy.

If you are married where did you go on your Honeymoon?
Not married, I'm 15. And I don't want to get married, ever.

Were you popular in school?
Ahaha, definitely not.

Do you eat healthy or unhealthy or in between?
Quite in between. My parents will cook up the healthiest stuff for me that's tasty too, but then another day they'll buy me McDonalds.

What is your worst bad habit?
Pulling out my eyelashes. I have trichotillomania (it's like Tourettes except for pulling out hair, but for me just my eyelashes).

Do you sleep on the right or left side of the bed?
The middle.

What do you do when you are nervous?
I bite myself and pick at my nails.

What is your proudest moment?
When I draw a picture that doesn't look like absolute shit.

What music star would you want to sing a duet with?
I can't sing! So let's say Skrillex, because then I can tinker with his soundboard and sound distortion things instead :D.

What Actor/Actress would you like to do a love scene with?
OMG! So many! But most of all Jake Gyllenhaal :D.

Do you like video games?
Yes. To the point that it's unhealthy.

Have you ever played PONG?
The old school game with the two paddles bouncing the ball around? Of course I have.

Have you ever needed stitches?
Nope, and I hope it stays that way.

What is your favorite charity?
To Write Love On Her Arms, I think. I'm kind of a stranger to the charity scene.

What is your favorite animal?
Narwhal, or pine martin.

Have you ever rode a mechanical bull?
Nope, but I'd give it a try.

Are you wearing a hat?
Never! I don't look good in any kind of hat.

Bottled water: yes or no?
Very yes. I actually refuse to drink water from a cup. Even if it's poured into the cup from a bottle. I have to drink it from the bottle.

What kind of laptop do you have?
...I'm actually not sure, ahaha. Dell?

What’s your favorite season?
Summer break! But if I still had school during the summer, I'd probably choose autumn.

Favorite radio station?
The Classical one. I dunno what the station is...97.5 FM perhaps.

Coke or Pepsi?
Coke definitely.

Favorite subject in school?
Media Arts, or Computer Science. Anything with a computer involved, ahaha.

Last concert?
It was at my school. Some guy in the 11th grade and his band held a concert the whole school day. I left to watch TV in the principal's office.

Next concert?
Nothing planned. I'd like to go to a Skrillex or KoRn concert though.

Last magazine you bought?
I never read nor buy mags.

Is there someone you want to punch right now?
YES. A girl in my school who is constantly a bitch to everyone. We all want to punch her.

Favorite sports team?
I don't watch sports. Uh, whoever's winning. LOL

Are you a Facebook addict?
Sadly I think so [

What’s your dream job?
A comic book illustrator. I've wanted to be one ever since I was 6-years old. But I know the chances are slim, so I'll settle for being a freelancer artist.

Who was the most popular kid in 7th grade?
Ahaha, I remember this! A girl called Margo. She was short and slim and acted like a sweetheart. She was actually such a bitch though, and was pretty mean to me. I have her on Facebook; now looking at her profile, I can tell she's still the same short ass bitch.

Are you afraid of ghosts?
I shouldn't be, 'cause I'm Christian, but to be honest I am a little. My imagination will wander on its own accord at night. I hate it.

Is there something lacking in your life right now?
There technically isn't; I have friends, a family that's doing well financially, and in some kind of a relationship with a really nice guy. But I do feel like I'm lacking purpose, like I'm missing something big.

What do you miss most about childhood?
The innocence and naivety and the fun that came with it. When I didn't know about drugs or sex, and I thought it was the end of the world whenever my parents fought.

How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test?
I'm 15, I haven't taken it yet. But I get the sinking feeling I'll fail it a bunch of times.

Do you drink alcohol?
I have before of course, but not often. Lots of kids my age drink all the time, but I think it tastes like piss and it's not fun at all.

Do you do drugs?
Never ever, except Tylenol and Advil. Kids my age are always smoking weed and other shit I don't wanna think about. When I was really little my dad made me promise I'd never do drugs, and I intend to keep that promise until the day I die. That stuff might seem fun for a while, but it eats away at your body and you can never turn back. Don't do that shit.

Can you cook?
I've tried too many times to count. It all tastes pretty gross. Maybe not the instant ramen LOL.

Are you a cheapskate?
I am! And PROUD.

What would you do with a million dollars?
This is the stupidest answer, but I'd buy lots of paper and pencils and art supplies. And also lots of horror novels and comic books. And perhaps a new computer because this one is about 7 years old, and Adobe Flash.

How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Like around 7. I didn't buy any, my mom's just obsessed with buying me shoes. I've been trying to get her to stop but she'll just pop up with a new pair of shoes somedays. It's kinda frustrating actually.

Are you a shop-a-holic?
Nope, I hate spending money. If I ever buy anything it's either food or books.

Are you afraid of the dentist?
Not at all! They seem like such nice people. I feel bad that they have to take so much smack just because of their job.

Do you trust people?
I really don't. I'm quite paranoid. And I don't really like it because it's kinda socially inept, but I think it'll help me in the long run.

Be honest, do you generally like people?
Not most. I'm such an asshole; I'll only really respect and like you if you're streetwise and can do something amazingly well (ie. painting, acting, cooking, etc.).

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Cry over the truth. I hate being lied to.

Who was the last person you got into an argument with?
Ahaha, my dad. But it was about my computer disk space. Fights with my dad always end with one of us speaking casually all of a sudden.

Who is your favorite author?
H.P. Lovecraft for sure.

Do you like shopping at Old Navy?
I don't like shopping for clothes in general.

What is your favorite boy name?
Xaviar. And ending with an 'ar', not an 'er'. It was the name of this cartoon character from this French kids site I liked when I was really little. And I like to pronounce it "zavier", not like "ec-zavier" like how they say it in X-Men.

What is your favorite girl name?
Mere. It's not really a real name, but I came up with it to name one of my OCs when I was in 8th grade. It's derived from the character Miata from Claymore, I just really love her for some reason.

What time do wake up every morning?
On school days, 7:30AM. On weekends and holidays, 2PM.

Coke or Sprite: Coke, in my opinion, is the god of soda pops. Sprite pales in comparison to Coke.

Take Out or Home Cooked:
Take out from an awesome restaurant like Swiss Chalet. My dad's a great cook but...Swiss Chalet's routisserie chicken!!

Internet or Phone:
Internet defs. Who would choose phone!?

Shop Online or At The Store
At the store. There's something about online shopping that makes me feel shady.

One Tree Hill or The O.C:
I'm gonna be so honest right now; I have never seen One Tree Hill or The OC. I don't even know what they're about. It's always the same though. Teens playing around and then drama happens sooner or later.

Car or Plane:
Both have their pros and cons. Planes are much much safer, says statistics, and I like seeing everything all tiny, but cars are obviously comfier and you and stuff. This isn't fair, ahaha. Okay I'll say plane. Sorry, cars!

Odds or Evens:
...What? As in numbers? I like even numbers then. Divisible numbers make me feel safe.

Go Fish or Poker:
Go Fish. Poker always seems so shifty to me.

McDonalds or Burger King:
I'm a fatass; McDonalds. Burger King's way tastier, but I've been with Mickey D's for too long.

How much does a coin have to be before you pick it up from the floor ? (penny, nickel, dime, quarter, etc...)
I probably have about $5 worth of pennies in my wallet, all from the floor.

I offer you an ice cream do you accept?
Sure. But I have to watch you go to the store and buy it, so you don't try any funny business. Also, it has to be cookies and creme.

Do you have a favorite painting or piece of art ?
That's not fair! That's like asking a parent to choose their favorite child! But I like most of M.C. Escher's works.

...shower as you wake up or before going to bed?
Before bed, always. I don't like sleeping unbathed.

...keep the toilet seat up or down after using the bathroom?
Down forever. Seeing a toilet seat up in my house is very very uncommon.

...hang your toilet paper so it hangs from the front or the back?
I don't give a shit. I doubt anyone in their right mind does.

...put on your left shoe or your right shoe first?
Right shoe first always.

...drink while or after a eating a meal?
While, of course!

...use a spoon or a knife to spread jam?
Knife, defs. If you use a spoon, jam will get stuck in the dip and then it's troublesome to try to get it out.

...wear your shoes around the house or take them off as you enter?
Take them off of course!

...leave the water run when washing dishes or fill the sink?
Turn the water on to wet the plate and cloth, then turn it off. Turn it on to rinse. That, my friends, is how you wash dishes the conservative way.

...cut your nails or bite them?
I pick at them all the time, it's a bad habit of mine. But I never have to cut because of it.

...sleep barefoot or with your socks on?
Barefoot! I hate sleeping with socks on. It feels so weird.

...keep bottles and cans for refund or throw them out?
Neither, I recycle.

...pace while talking on the phone or stay still?
It really depends on the situation. I just do what I was in the middle of before the person called.

...keep change in your pockets or in your purse/wallet?
In my wallet. It's hard to get it out of your pockets later.

...cut with your left or right hand while using a fork and knife?
Fork in left, knife in right.

...flick with your index or middle finger?
Index. Or just slap with my entire hand.

...wake up with an alarm clock or with the radio?
Neither. My parents always wake me up on time. If it's for something super early though, I'll use the alarm clock on my Nintendo DS.

...use TAB or click to switch line & answer the next question?
Click of course. We all know that nobody uses tab.