ever-dimming-spn
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Joined 08-25-17, id: 9655080, Profile Updated: 03-08-19
Author has written 7 stories for Supernatural.

What you'll find here: Supernatural fanfic. Gen, hurt/comfort.

Type of h/c: The fics focus on emotional consequences, i.e., Sam, Dean and their extended family do not bounce back quite as well from their respective traumas as they do in TV Land. So it's the usual crop of vulnerable, often broken Winchesters trying to piece themselves and each other back together.

Other fic accounts of mine: I'm ever_dimming on AO3, and same on LJ.

Boring notes: Sam & Dean tend to be quite dissociative in my fics, probably due to my own experience (both as an observer and as someone with both C-PTSD and severe dissociation). I try to give them more comfort than the average person with those type of wounds usually gets.
So, yeah, definitely working some stuff out through writing, but hopefully in a way that's not too self-indulgent.

Also, I'm not a native English speaker, and have never lived in the States -- so please excuse the occasional dated/inaccurate reference or weird phrasing. Hopefully there won't be too many of those. These? Dammit.

ETA: have severe problems with reading in recent years, which is why I rarely get to read other people's fics. That truly sucks and I wanted to say I'm sorry about that. I'd love to be giving back feedback :(

Disclaimer: it's woefully clear to me that Supernatural's existing characters, plot lines, dialogues and general canon do not belong to me. None of them. *iz sad*

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Away from These Shores reviews
A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it proves harder than expected, especially since Dean is already struggling with the effects of his own trauma. This fic delves far into dissociation, and somewhat into ptsd. *Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 70,771 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/30/2019 - Published: 3/18/2018 - Sam W., Dean W.
Like an Echo Down a Canyon reviews
ALL the spoilers for 14X13, "Lebanon". The aftermath of the unexpected visit, particularly for Sam. Because you KNOW the brothers will just be good as new come Thursday night, and I'm having none of that. Nope. Title is from Bob Seger's "Till It Shines", which was used in the episode. Felt appropriate for Sam's experience here. / Disclaimer: I clearly don't own Supernatural :(
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,956 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/7/2019 - Sam W., Castiel
Bearing Gifts reviews
MAJOR SPOILER WARNING for 13X21, "Beat the Devil". DO NOT read before you watch! Missing Scene one-shot about that emotionally explosive part of the episode, because man, that left me unhinged. Disclaimer: Well aware that I do not own Supernatural.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,733 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/5/2018 - Sam W., Lucifer - Complete
Untitled - Dean nightmare fic reviews
Gen. Post-1.09, "Home". The week after they solve the case in their childhood home is hard, and one night Dean suffers a massive nightmare. Sam tries to help - not like he hasn't been through this with Dean before - but this one hurts in whole new ways. Written for a friend's traumatized Dean prompt.*Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their creators
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,236 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/10/2018 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Untitled Drunk Dean fic reviews
Gen, post-hell, post-Alastair. Dean has been back a while, but that doesn't mean those years don't catch up with him sometimes. Sam and Cas deal as best they can. Written for a friend who asked for a falling-down-drunk Dean being cared for by protective!Sam, and/or a certain dynamic with Cas. Alcohol, elements of ptsd, wings. *Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to its creators, obvy.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,534 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/10/2018 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Pillows of Rocks reviews
Gen, one-shot that picks up where 12X19 ("The Future") left off. Something about the way Sam just DROPPED made me think of this, I don't even know. Angst, protective Dean, unconsciousness.* Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,121 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/10/2018 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Submerged reviews
Gen. I wrote this a few years ago, for hoodie time's "Dean-centric h/c comment fic & art meme". The prompt asked for the following elements, in short: Dean, catatonia, outsider POV. Set somewhere around season 4, after Dean's return from hell. * Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,679 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/10/2018 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete