7/17/20: I'm alive, really, I am. That Strep Throat thing nearly killed me. ugh, worst seven days of my life (between the 7th to the 14th) not only did I lose my ability to speak for a while, but I didn't know what was worse: the fever, the 72 hour headache I had or the feeling of swallowing glass in my throat. I hate it, because I rarely get sick but when I do, I get VERY sick. The aftermath was just as bad, I literally had no energy to get out of bed or eat. All I wanted to do was sleep. Lucky for me I took a week off to recover but hate the fact I wasted it in bed. What stinks even more is that I felt like the fever fried my brain because I couldn't write anything for four days straight. (sigh) anyhoo, so notes:

Note one: I'm glad everyone like Part IV of "Gentle Waves" and from the looks of it Methuselah once again stole the show. Plus everyone is digging him having a scottish accent. I'm like dammit, I wish I can write I can actually write out scottish slang and make it sound more real but alas, can't seem to do it.

Note Two: I'm super happy to say that some of my old work are getting reviews once again. The first three parts of the "Fire Series" are getting new readers and the reviews are very positive so far. I'm quite touch that I have been going back to them to fix a few writing errors to polish them up a bit for the new comers. So much love. (sigh)

Note Three: Speaking of reviews, to the one who review my story "Let It Burn" yes, I do read them. Every time a review is posted I get an e-mail in my account so I can read them personally. So yes, I did read about you calling my Stories "Trash" and that's fine, I can't please everyone. Still glad you'd read them no less.

Note Four: I'm sad to say, I am suffering not only a fried brain, but writer's block as well. Part V of "Gentle Waves", dear Lord, I haven't even started on the first page. I'm conflicted over something I'm not sure if I want to do or not which is preventing me from writing. (not sure if I should write an adult scene or not since I think it will be a little too much but still pondering over it.) Also I'm working on another one-shot due to some inspiration over that whole Rodan/Muto thing. Trust me, you will be surprise. Not giving anything away.

Be safe Dear Readers, peace for now.

7/10/20: Hey there Dear Readers, how's everything going? Well I've been better to say the least. Had a little scared when I started to get sick, but I'm happy to say it was only Strep Throat. Still I ended up missing about three days of work because of it. Which was fine, Hubby said maybe that's nature way of saying you need to take a break since I've been working non-stop with my job and taking care of the house and kids. In other news, town is on another some sort of Lockdown as things in Texas are getting worse and worse. Hubby is sent back to work at home again and doing his 12 hours a day work shift again so everything is fall back on me again. I'm surprise where I work at hasn't shut down again either but who knows. As much as I hate hubby working long hours the pay is good. so Yay? I hope everyone else is doing better as this second wave hits us harder than the first one. Anyway Notes:

Note one: To the Reader named Shamus: I have to say thank you for the apology over those Rodan/muto reviews I was getting in my stories. I wasn't expecting that and for that I'm truly grateful and have no hard feelings towards you or your friends. I'm just glad this ended in a mature matter and we can move on from it gracefully. I don't hold grudges and a very forgiving lady to say the least. So again I appreciate it very very much

Note Two: I finally finished part IV and after some editing I'm hoping to it posted by tomorrow. I do have some time to spare since I'm taking a week off from work to recover and have a stay-cation to relax my aching bones. lol.

Note Three: Thank you so much for letting "Gentle Waves" reach over 500 reviews. Goodness, at this rate it might pass my other story "Let it Burn" as the second most reviewed story in my Godzilla fics. What make this so special is that fact that it's getting all these reviews from the emotions the readers are feeling. Like I didn't have to use sex and violence to draw attention to my story. Everyone is just feeling the emotions these characters are feeling and that right there shows me I'm doing something right. I just love the fact that this mellow drama story can bring out so much feeling. I'm going to cry and I don't care if the Hubby sees it or not. thank you once again.

Stay safe readers.

Peace.

7/5/20: Hi Dear Readers, I hope everyone is doing well. A few notes since I haven't updated in a while:

Note One: I'm laughing because when I was writing Methuselah scene in Part IV of Gentle Waves, I keep thinking of him with that Scottish ascent (Billy Connolly? I actually looked him up and laugh my ass off at his comedy shows. So now I can't get his voice out of my head when I make Methuselah talk. Thank you to FrostyTeddyBear5 for this! that really give Methuselah a boost with it comes to his personality.)

Note Two: Speaking of "Gentle Waves" I'm still working on Part IV, though it taking me a while to sit down and write since work has been slammed with the Fourth of July weekend and whatnot. but nevertheless, it's getting done and I can't wait to post it since I am bringing back Methuselah and Scylla will be meeting the Little Prince for the first time. so Yay? I do appreciate your patience, love and surport, it keeps this tired lady going.

Note Three: Ok...ok...I don't want to sound mean or provoke people or lose readers to my stories...but in respond to all the crazy Rodan/Muto reviews I've been reading in "Raindrops," "Embers," and "Smoke"...

Please stop...

I get, I really do so please...enough is enough.

Look I'm truly flattered you want this pair to happen, and don't get me wrong I actually had a story idea and wrote a rough draft about it, but these reviews are getting out of control and extremely graphic and has nothing to do with the stories whatsoever that it's making me not want to write it anymore. Now, I probably don't have a leg to stand on when it comes to dirty stuff since I write scenes like that, but I don't like reading smut on the reviews since i know readers tend to look at them first before reading the stories and I don't want them to get the wrong impression. Yes, I do write sex scene, but like I said before I don't do smut, I do love scenes. You can't feel the raw passion in smut hence why I don't write it. I actually feel a bit insulted because it just look like readers are just leaving comments without even reading my fics and kind of feels like all the time I spent writing is just thrown out the window.

So I have a story I'm currently writing here and there over this subject and I'll be glad to finish it, but these smutty reviews need to stop. Please and thank you.

I hope everyone understand and I hope I don't lose readers over this situation. Love you all.

Peace.

Miss Queen B:

So a little bit about me..

Name: I'm a very private person due to my SAD (social anxiety disorder) so not revealing my real name, but you can call me B or Bumble Bee.

Age: 32 (I've been off and on this site since I was sixteen.)

Status: Wife and mother of two (girl and boy)

Fun fact: Both me and the hubby are cartoon/movie fanatics: Anime, horror films, Marvel and DC, Star Wars, Monster movies and so on. I'm into horror films, Team Ironman, crime documentary and Godzilla movies. He's into the anime, Stars wars, Team Captain America and video games.

Why fanfiction: It helps me cope with my anxiety I had since I was a teen. I don't like to draw attention to myself so I tend to stay in the dark and quiet. Writing helps me release all that build up emotions so it won't consume me. Plus it just fun to sit back and let your imagination run wild. Hubby never judge since he loves Warcraft and Dungeon and Dragons. Yup, he is my lovable geek.

Fun fact 2: When I was younger, I wrote a lot of horror stories (inspired by the great Stephen King), some humor and the dark side of romance: forbidden love, tragedies, and love triangles. I don't do sappy, love fest that much.

Fun fact 3: yes, my grammar sucks so don't need to be reminded all the time. I have to say I am getting better after reading some of my old work. I wish I can go back and redo some of them, but sadly, some of the files were on floppy disk or gotten lost during moving time. Math was my strong point growing up where writing was my weak one.

Anyway, these are my stories. I hope you like them. Enjoy

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I'm currently writing a lot of Godzilla stories at the moment. After watching KOTM, it really threw me back into my writing after a three years dry spell. I've been a fan of this franchise for more than twenty years (Second generation after my dad and my little girl is becoming the third one) and never thought I would write fanfiction about it (or it would get this popular). If this is your first time reading them here's the timeline:

The Fire Series:

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A friendship between the fire demon and the Queen turns into a forbidden love triangle.

Part I: Playing with Fire

Part II: Fanning the Flames

Part III: Let It Burn

Part IV: Embers (one-shot)

Part V: Ashes (one-shot)

Part VI: Smoke (two-shot)

The Water Series:

The time of healing and learning from their past mistakes between the Royal couple with a little surprise on its way.

Part I: Deep Blue Sea

Part II: Steam

Part III:Raindrops

Part IV: Gentle Waves

Part V: Tsunami (coming soon)

Part VI: Mist (Coming soon)

Stories currently working on...

(Godzilla) Gentle Waves: Part V: Scylla hates it when the Muto is right...

(Godzilla) Tsunami: They hated each other and there's nothing in the world that can change that, however they both have one thing in common.( Coming soon...) A Gojira one-shot.

(Godzilla) Mist: Could Titans really show human's emotions? Madison truly believe so especially witnessing all the strange behavior between Godzilla, Mothra and Rodan...As if things weren't strange enough, Monarch is trying to figure out where exactly did this baby titan come from? (Coming Soon...) A human one-shot