Scratching at my eyes, I can't see you anymore, but that's alright.
Bleeding from my ears, I can't hear. But it's not like I was ever listening.
Holding onto misery, never letting go of my regrets.
Telling myself lies that will hold me up but then push me right back down again.
What to say? staring at the truth.
What to give? show me the scars you live with.
What to feel? knowing that I'm wrong.
Let me breathe. Why can't I breathe?

I'm not sure if I'll ever begin again on fanfiction.
Thank you all for being there, thank you so much.
I'm going to try to get what I want done first.
My original music, from which those lyrics came.
It's hard to concentrate on more than one thing for me.
And music is my life.
No..
I won't give up writing.
I don't want to.
It'll be such a long time until I get back on track with it, so please forgive me.
I hate myself for doing this.
I love you all that still want more of my writing.
But let's face it, I'm not even good.
I'll try and begin again later, I really will.
thank you all, for everything.