Im a HUGE harry potter fan...no, im not.
im obsessed with harry potter. its a sick obsession. and i love the idea of harry and draco! and harry and remus...and harry and siru--*breaks down in tears* HOW COULD SHE!!!! *reads*
*re reads*
*burns page 806 of OotP*
They said no one could escape Azkaban.
He did.
They said no one could defy the dementors.
He did.
They say he's dead... We'll see.
PUT OUT THE TORCHES, HIDE THE STARS...
UNTIL THE LOST ONE IS FOUND.

im in SIRIUS denial* its bitter outside
life is the same, inside and out
cold, unwanting,
waiting to finish the already begun
taking away from my insides, bit by bit
when you say itll all get better
how do you know? why do i feel?
you bleed just to know youre alive dead on the inside
almost there on the out
wont let you in
cant stand to see you cry
its enough that the tears flow silently every night
not a soul can look into my own without the despair
preceeding into their heads
i dont want the pity
i dont want the whispered comfoting words
i just want it all to be okay again
because i cant remember
i cant remember any of it
i cant remember
i cant remember what it was like Please dont judge me by my face,
by my religion or my race.
Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper,
way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it,
I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie,
behind my smile, I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper, a
nd maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl,
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her,
she'll show that she is insecure
Please try to be a friend to her,
and show her that you care.
Please just get to know her,
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll find the real me.
-XXX