I had to remake because I forgot my email and pass :( This time I wrote it down!

old one http://www.fanfiction.ws/u/4328613/TideFlash*

I'm only re-posting my two main stories Nobody Cares & Sister Control.

I'm that one girl no one knows about, no one cares about, I'm just that one invisible girl I'm that girl that sits in the corner at lunch and reads. I'm that one girl that wears the color pink everyday. I'm that one girl with the embarrassing parents. I'm that one girl that is addicted to Dance Central. I'm that girl who writes in her spare time. I'm that one shy girl that barely talks. But once you get to know me I'm actually quite crazy.

Do you?

Do you think no one cares?

That no one would miss you if you were gone?

That pushing people away would stop them caring?

Have you tried to convince yourself no one cares?

Or maybe hope that no one cares so that you can do what you want without hurting people?

Have you tried to tell yourself people would be ok if you died? Or that its better off if you are dead?

Let me tell you that people will care. That people will hurt. That people don't stop caring just because you haven't spoken for a day or a week or a month or a year. You're probably thinking 'not for me', or 'as if', but yeh, for you. It's true.

I know how wretched life can feel. It can feel completely intolerable. It can feel unbearable. It can feel full of pain. It can feel hopeless. It can feel lonely. It can feel isolating.

It can be so easy in those times to convince yourself or to hope no one cares or to just believe that no one cares and people would be better off without you.

That is wrong. Further wrong than you could ever imagine unless you have stood there.

When someone you love tries to kill themself, or succeeds, it hurts, and that's an understatement.

What happens to those people is that they are put on a merry go round of emotions.

They will feel guilt that they let you down.

They will feel guilt for not being there when you needed them.

They will get tearful or cry for no apparent reason.

They will get terrified of losing you, and/or others.

They will feel confused about what is happening.

They will feel very, very sad.

They may get hysterical.

They will question what they have done or what they haven't done.

They will blame themselves.

They will want to be strong for you, but crumble inside.

They will look and analyse any contact you did or didn't have.

They will be shocked at what's happened.

They won't want to believe it.

They will feel numb or nothing.

They will feel empty.

They will feel like their heart is breaking, and that's an actual physical feeling.

They will beg for you to come back, or to stay, or to fight.

They will feel overwhelming anger at anything and everything and anyone and everyone, including you and themselves.

They will be scared to let anyone in incase they too hurt them.

They will be scarred forever because of the pain that it causes.

Those things don't happen in order, its like a random selection, for a random amount of time, and then switching to something else, and it will switch over and over until the person is exhausted, and then continue to switch over and over, battering the person with a continuous barrage of emotions.

Even if you don't believe that people care, they do because you are important and you touch lives. Again, you may find this hard to believe but that doesn't stop it being true. Those people who you maybe once had friendships or relationships with, or who are relatives, those who maybe you have lost contact with, or tried to cut out, they will all care and they will all hurt. You know what? Even those you have argued with or are estranged from will care and feel it. Hate and love are very closely linked.

If you don't believe me, just ask them? Ask them if they would care.

Its very easy to believe that no one cares. Its really hard to believe that someone somewhere may care, even if you are not sure who.

Cutting people out or thinking no one cares or would be better off without you is no reason or excuse to try and kill yourself or to succeed and kill yourself because it quite simply is not true.

Next time you feel bad, feel suicidal, reach out to someone. Reach out to people in your life (or who haven't been in your life). Ask them if they care. Let them show you they care. Reach out to a stranger. Contact the Samaritans. People care whether you believe it or not. If you die or severely hurt yourself, people will care whether you believe it or not. Tell the truth. Let people help.

Turn it around. Think of those people who are in your life, or passed through your life, or who you have lost contact with. Would you care if they died? You are no different from any of them. You may feel it, but you are just the same. You are a human, a person, with a life and relationships.

When those thoughts creep in about no one caring, banish them, because they are lies.

People care, more than you will ever know.

www(dot)suicideforum(dot)com/showthread.php?79633-Do-You-Think-No-One-Cares

Don't like me that's fine, I don't live to please you.

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe

“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.”
― Mother Teresa

“Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect
-and I don't live to be-
but before you start pointing fingers...
make sure you hands are clean!”
― Bob Marley

“Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.”

― Christian D. Larson, Your Forces And How To Use Them.

Riptide is my crew c: Flash4wrd is also one of my favorites. Thats why I put TideFlash... my favorite character is Emilia so expect me writing a lot of stories about her...

Just in case you wanna get to know more about me...

Name: Michella.

Nickname: Ding-A-Ling. ._.

Age: 12...

Fave Color: Anything Pink.

Fave Food: Any type of pasta, seriously. I LOVE pasta.

Idol(s): Beyonce, Alicia Keys, Nicki Minaj, Ellen Degenarres, and Glozell (From Youtube).

Fave Game(s): Dance Central of course, and Toontown.

My Crew: My favorite character is Emilia, but my crew is Flash4wrd. They are so my style!

Fave TV Show: Spongebob Squarepants, The Cleveland Show, Family Guy, The Voice, X Factor, and Ellen Degennares.

Fave Book: All The Lovely Bad Ones by Mary Downing Hahn

Fave Author: Mary Downing Hahn

Fave Youtuber: Glozell.

Pets: Well I share a hamster with a really good friend. We saved up for him together and we take turns keeping him each week. We named him Nibbles. He is the most cutest, fluffiest, thing ever.

Likes: Yuri, Yaoi, Food ._., I am way too lazy to list stuff right now...

Dislikes: This is hard... I really hate traveling. I am scared to death of going on a plane or a boat. I hate babysitting as well but it is a good way to make money so I can get stuff that I want and not having to ask my parents for it.

Hobbies: Writing, Drawing, Singing, Sleeping, Sleeping, Sleeping, Sleeping, Sleeping, Sleeping, Sleeping, Did I mention Sleeping?, Acting, Chilling, Googling Random sh-t, Doing funny stuff on Omegle, Ranting, Beating My Sister At Dance Central, Annoying The Living Crap Out Of My Sister, (Why Am I Typing Like This I Can't Stop?!), Scaring People, Being Weird And Stupid, Shopping!!, Daydreaming... more...

Fave Band(s): Coldplay, Linkin Park, The Wanted, Maroon 5, One Direction, Black Eyed Peas.

Fave Singer(s): Nicki Minaj, Beyonce, Alicia Keys, MISSY ELLIOT, Adele, Sophia Grace and Rosie (The most cutest things on Earth!!! :D), Carly Rae Jepsen, JUSTIN BIEBER, Jessica Sanchez, Jennifer Lopez, Kesha, Keri Hilson, Usher, Ciara, more but I am way too lazy to list them now.

Fave Song(s): Ice Ice Baby, Everybody's Back, I Am Best, Super Bass, Whip It, No One, Girl On Fire, Beauty And A Beat, As Long As You Love Me, Live While We're Young, What Makes You Beautiful, Turn Me On (Nicki), Halo, If I Were A Boy, Call Me Maybe, Boom Boom Pow, Love On Top, Princess Swagger, Moment 4 Life, Paradise, Viva La Vida, In The End, Breaking The Habit, Numb, Moves Like Jagger, Fireflies, Blow, Tik Tok, We R Who We R, Take It Off, Turn My Swag On, Turn Me On (Keri), Massive Attack, Glad You Came, Somebody To Love, Mistletoe, One Less Lonely Girl, There Goes My Baby, Love Sex And Magic, Sexy Back, 1 2 Step, Gangham Style, I have so much more but I don't have time to list them now.

Religion: Christian.

Fave Candy: 3 Musketeers!!

Fave School Subject: I HATE school mainly because I have to wake up at 6:30am every morning but I do love History!

Sometimes I can be mean, rude, and just plain selfish. I am usually like that when I am having a bad day. But other than that I am a nice person! (:

I was reccomended to this site by tayeXemiliaDC.

I honestly think I am Bi-Sexual not only have I had a crush on some guys before but some girls too, but I quickly get over them easily.

If you wanna know anything else about me just feel free to PM. I love meeting new people. I am not doing requests, I don't have the time. Do not ask me... lessthanthreeDC and tayeXemiliaDC... xD.

Oh yeah also if you wanna add me on Xbox Live PM me. All I play is Dance Central and Michael Jackson The Experience. Mostly Dance Central though.