"I could not be more wrong. I thought that I could smile and not merry thru it, pretend it would all be ok. I had a plan I wanted to change who I was, create a life of someone new. Someone without the past, without the pain. Someone alive. But it is not that easy. The bad things stay with you, they follow you. You can't escape them, as much as you want to. All you can do is be ready for the good. So when it comes you invinte it in, because you need it.. I need it"- Vampire diaries