Hello everyone!

So you want to know something about me?

I like to write and I am currently writing my own novel on my spare time. That being said, I work on it maybe once a month if that. I don't plan on ever getting it published but it is fun to do. My family has no clue about my novel and I refuse to tell them about it, mainly because I hate my own writing. That's right! I love to write and I hate my writing. My english teachers and even my own mother (who has read my essays for school) tells me that I am a good writer and I hear it on here quite often. I'm not looking for sympathy from anyone either, much like great actors and singers who don't like to hear themselves on the radio or television, I don't like to read my writing. Once my story is posted, I will never read it again.

-Please note- I am a science major NOT an english major. That being said, I don't do well with grammar. I stink at it. I have to read my writings at least ten times (as much as I don't want to) before I consider putting them up here and no, I am not looking for a beta or whatever you call them. I am also a very analytical person, so a lot of the time with my endings, they may be something that can be construed in two different ways at the end. Those are not an accident, I love to have people think after I am done writing!

-About Profile Picture- Those are my three miniature ponies! The one closest is Daisy, the one second away is Scooter and the one farthest is Misty. I have a joke that Misty is my ditsy blond that everyone loves, Scooter is my emo boy who is always after Misty, and Daisy is the 'girl next door.' I love them all! Although Scooter is taking the lead because when I first got them I had to work a lot with Scooter in order to get him used to people because he was left alone in a field for nine years and was never handled by a person. So I have spent most of my time with my emo boy, trying to get him used to people and building trust with him. He has come a long way considering where he was. He will test me sometimes and I have to put him back in his place. He is seeing me more and more as a good person though. When I first got him, he wouldn't come near me, now he comes over all the time and allows me to clean his front hooves! The two girls came to me loving people and are great as they are.

-Age- I am not going to tell you my real age...but I will say that I am older than twenty.

-Favorite 'This is My Life' quote-
Me: "Scientists have a sense of humor when they name things. If you take two letters out of the word organisms, you get a completely different word."
Coworker: "That's not funny, it's a plea for help."
Me: "No, it's hilarious!"
Another Coworker: *Starts Laughing* "I just got it! You take the n out and you get orgasm!"

-Favorite show- LOST!!!! I can't get enough of it. Lost comes before almost anything else in my life, except God. I have Lost T-shirts, Lost Posters, all of the DVDs, I have a Daniel Faraday bobble head! I am crazy with Lost. I freak at the word "Lost" I can guarantee that I would be the first person in line for the midnight release if they ever had a Lost movie!

-Music that I like: I love Christian Rock! If you ever have a chance, listen to Air1 on Air1.com- they play 'positive alternative' and it is amazing! I also love 80's music! Billy Joel is the best singer ever- My favorite songs from him would be- "Liningrad" "Lullabye""UPtown girl" and the list goes on and on for his songs! Then there is Meatloaf! "Life is a lemon" is my favorite! and "All Revved up" I love music so much! but I am stuck in the 80's. I also know a lot of songs from the oldies stations cuz I live with my grandparents and thats what they listen too. It's kinda embarrassing when I know a song that none of my friends have even heard of...

-I am a follower of Jesus Christ (aka Born Again Christian) and I really was born again- I wasn't a great person before I met Jesus but now i have a personal relationship with him. I know some of you guys are like, great I am reading about a freak but trust me until you have met Jesus don't judge me! He really does change your life! If you don't want to talk to me about it go onto and listen to the music there (they also have pastors who will talk to you) or write to me and I can talk to you!

-Pets!- I have a snake named George, a cat named Moemoe, two bettas named Spike and Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (they are with me in college), three miniature ponies named Daisy, Misty and Scooter, and one duck named Bunsin. I used to have a rabbit, a chicken, a dog, and other random animals. I love animals! I have a mega soft spot for rabbits. I am a rabbit fanatic. I don't know what it is about them but whenever I see one, I get wicked pumped and refuse to let anyone else near it.

-more randomness- I love scars. I know that is really weird but I love to ask about scars and talk about them! I find them amazing because they are something that you can never get rid of (unless if you use that laser surgery which I don't know why you would) I have no shame in asking people about their scars because sometimes it really gives insight into a person's past plus at first they think you are weird but once you start to talk to the person, you would find that it was a great conversational starter! I have an amazing scar going from my neck down to my hip and one off to the side and another where my appendix once was and quite a few others! I admit this is unusual to like but I love them! DON'T JUDGE ME! ;)

Relationship status- I have been seeing my first boyfriend and hopefully only for four years now! We love each other a lot and would do anything for each other! He is almost everything I would want in a boyfriend! He is sweet, caring, writes poetry for me, and always has a surprise for me (actually that last one isn't what I want, I hate surprises). The only reason I say almost is really hard to explain and I wont get into it with complete creepers who decide to read this (No offense).

Also- I analyze everything in far more depth than I should! Sorry, that's the science geek in me.

Thanks if you have used up ten minutes to read all this and please note I do love you all!! I love to get reviews when I do write stories and I really hope to get a lot of feedback from you all.

Also don't expect much from me right now please- I am a full time student with two part time jobs. If you have any questions please leave them with my secretary (AKA- the PM button up top) and I will get back to you when convenient for me ;)

I normally don't repost things on my profile but this was so sad and it made me cry! I know we all have different opinions but my heart breaks every time I hear someone talk about abortion, It's not right to take another's life just because you were stupid for one night or because it will have a disability. Did you know the whole spinal cord is already made before the mother's body even knows it's pregnant? You can say that your body is your own thing and you can do whatever you want with it (and this is true) but there's another body inside. And that body should have a right to choose what happens to it. My favorite quote is, "I notice that everyone who's for abortion has already been born." How would you feel if you found out that your parents were thinking of aborting you? Or better yet, how would you feel knowing that you could have had a younger/older sibling IF they hadn't had an abortion?

No one, five years later, sits on their couch thinking, "Man, I'm glad I got that abortion five years ago." NO! They sit there thinking of if they hadn't had that abortion, they would be able to throw a party for that five year old right now. THINK ABOUT IT! Even giving it for adoption is better than killing it. There are many unfortunate people out there who can't have kids and have to either go their whole life not having a child at all or adopting. Sorry long tangent about something that I'm passionate about. May Jesus guide you if you are thinking that abortions are still right.

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this