Hello! My name is Jessica, I am a stay at home Mommy. I have a beautiful daughter named Zoey and a Husband I love very much named Andrew. More can be found at either /jessismyspace or http:/// I can also be contacted on AIM at good byee lover. I would love to hear from you!

It was suggested to me that I create a Twitter, so that my readers could 'follow' me, and while I had not had a use for it before now, I have finally joined the masses and made one. It's only purpose will be to inform you guys on what is going on with me, so if you want, here is the link: Twitter!

I'd like to think of myself as a nice person. I'm the type to tell you to have a 'good night' no matter what time of day it is. I have very strong emotions, and I show them. I don't really censer anything that comes out of my mouth, it's all real and raw, and sometimes really funny. My whole world revolves around my family. I owe everything to my husband and I love him more then I could ever express. Our little girl is the light in our world. She is the most amazing and beautiful and smart little thing I've ever seen. I will sing a long with pretty much any Disney movie, and I'll probably cry at the end. I don't think there is such a thing as a 'same difference.' (If the difference is the same, then nothing is different.) My husband has officially turned me into his own Frag Doll, and I can't really complain since we have so much fun. I would rather stay up all night and sleep all day. 'Hand in My Pocket' is probably the one song that I can relate to the most. If I had to pick a favorite singer I'd say Conor Oberst just because he is so freaking awesome. I am fascinated with Freddie Mercury. Alan Rickman in my leading fantasy man. I'd rather read the book then see the movie. If I can think of any more random and useless trivia I'll add it later.

Oh, and I have news! Some of you know that my house was broken into and they stole my pretty laptop, thus making it harder for me to update. Well my Mom surprised me with an early Christmas present and it's a laptop! Yay! I am so excited and I looove it and I can not wait to write some awesome new chapters on it! So yeah, happiness! Moving on now...

I read all the time. I've been reading since I was 6, and I haven't stopped yet. I loved reading then and I love reading still. I will read anything, no matter what it is about as long as it is well written. Some of my favorite authors are J.K. Rowling, Dean Koontz, Jane Austen, Shelly Stoehr... To just name a few..

I love the Twilight books, but not as much as I love Harry Potter. When I first read Twilight I immediately had to read the others, and I really enjoyed them. Then I re-read them form a POV of someone who didn't like them, and I could see why. I guess I have a love/hate relationship with them... I love the Harry Potter books completely. I have some ideas for fanfic for HP but to me it's so perfect, I just can't think of a way to make it better.

But I decided to write my own fanfaction. I want to be a writer, and I think this is a good way to sort of hone my skills, if you will... But since I have yet to create anything of genius like SM and JKR I will be playing in their sand boxes, and would like to say, for the record, I own NOTHING and am just a humble reader messing with someone else's universe. I sometimes wonder if these amazing authors ever read their fanfiction. I would if I was a famous writer, but then again I can see why they might feel a little possessive and all... I wish I knew what SM thought of my adaptation. She would probably rip me a new one... But I would love to hear what she might say, anyways.

Head Over Feet / My Love or My Lover?

A/N: I have recently decided I needed to change the name of this. The way things have developed, I just feel like the title does not do it justice. I've been looking for a song to remind me of Bella and I think I finally found the right one. This has been a favorite of mine for many years and I think it will fit better! (If you've never heard it, I recommend it!)

“You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault”

-Alanis Morissette

In New Moon, Edward leaves Bella heartbroken and a shell of her real self. Just when things seem to be at their worst, something happens. Enter Jacob, Bella's best friend. Jacob loves Bella, wants to be with Bella, but Bella does not feel the same. She loves Jacob, yes, but knows that her heart will always belong to Edward. What would have happened if Jacob would have convinced Bella to move on? What if Jacob could give her the one thing Edward couldn't? What if she let things go to far when all she was trying to do was be happy? What If Edward returned and she found herself even more torn then ever before? How can she chose? Or will her decision be made for her?

So that was the original summary I wrote, but had to shorten it. Well, this is really the first fic that I have really put any effort into. I think I have about 5 or so in my head but I never seem to make the time to get them typed out. All but this one. I guess it came form the not being able to find what I was looking for, so I wrote my own. And it seems to just pour out of me. It's a little strange, but awesome all the same. I guess you could call this my Literary Baby, because I am trying really hard to make something worth reading!

But as far as My Love or My Lover?... I (originally) named it that because I can just hear Bella in my head trying to pick between Edward, the love of her life, and Jacob, her lover. I write Jacob as sweet boy that just wants to make Bella happy, which is something she really needs. I always thought Jacob should have had his chance, but apparently SM was not willing to cheat on Edward, but I am. Jacob shows Bella the physical side of love. The one thing she wants the most was the one thing Edward couldn't give her, and now she finds her self in a situation where she can have that, with a little twist of Edward mixed in, and of course, it could only ever lead to disaster.

I would very much love any and all feedback, and promise to respond to every review. Thanks.

This is Bella's Ring

I have to give the wonderful and awesome puppiescute a.k.a. Mic Mic props for the video she made for HOF! She is my number one fan, and I thank you again, Mic Mic, you are so sweet! Thank you for reviewing and replying. I'm glad I found someone to talk to about all this stuff! Go check the video out!! And this is the newer updated one, and this one is my favorite! Thanks a million Mic Mic!!

I decided when I first started My Love or My Lover that I was going to re-do it in Jacob's POV. I always wanted to know more of what he was thinking, and I think I can pull off thinking like a guy. I have a few little bits done already, but I am mainly waiting until HOF is done then I will devote all my time to this.

Update!

I do still plan on eventually doing the Jpov, but I came across another fic with a similar title to the one I had originally picked, so I went on the hunt for a new song, and I FINALLY found one that I am pretty sure will be the one.

"I had a beautiful, beautiful time
The drives and the talks were amazing
The kind of friend I thought I'd never find
I had a beautiful, beautiful time

You have a beautiful, beautiful smile
The way it curls and collapses on your lips
When you touch me I shake like a child
It's late, I'm afraid you might leave

'Cause sometimes it seems like you still don't believe me
There's nothing I can do to concentrate
It's so distracting, always thinking of you

So I expose and explain and I meant everything I said
And it's moments like this that repeat and replay in my head
When I'm laying in bed

It's a beautiful, beautiful time
As you laugh and roll onto your stomach
The carpet embraces your design
My heart pounds as I lay by your side

And I find that I am unable to hide all these feelings that flow
In this basement, and in this dim light, you look so beautiful
I'm unsure and unclear with the words that I say
I'm happy when you're near and I wish that forever could stay
Just like today

You have beautiful, beautiful eyes
So bright and alive and enchanting
I want to be with you all of the time
It's hopeless but I have to try"

The song is "Puella Quam Amo Est Pulchra" (Which is Latin and translates to "The girl whom I love is beautiful.") By Bright Eyes. I have been in love with him since I was like thirteen, and I still am, very much in love with Conor Oberst. I recently went through all my old cd's and it was on a mixed one from my best friend, and I remember putting in a mixed cd I made my husband back when we first started dating, (you know, a new age mix tape) to show him how he made me feel... And upon hearing it again, it touched me and at the same time I heard a part of my brain sighing for poor Jacob. I think it fits. I'm not gonna name it yet, but I will when I get around to posting it.

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