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Joined 10-15-08, id: 1717335, Profile Updated: 06-01-10
Author has written 14 stories for Twilight, Misc. Movies, RENT, Firefly, and Gilmore Girls.

Okay, so--here's me.

I'm Kerstyn Desjardin, nineteen, married. Yes yes, I know I'm young. But I'm in love, and I know without a doubt that God brought us together. That's what counts, right? Majoring in English at Rhode Isalnd College, and then planning to go on to get my MLS at URI. Whoo, libraries!

I believe that the Twilight series has one redeeming feature, and I believe that feature is Jacob Black. Under most circumstances, I refuse to admit that Breaking Dawn exists. I ship Jacob/Bella 100 percent. If you feel the same and happen to be on livejournal, head over to the community sortofbeautiful. I promise, they will make your Twilight experience better in every way.

I write mostly Twilight fic, because the second best part of that particular fandom is the fiction. However, I'm trying to expand my borders beyond the realm of Twilight. I used to write some Alias, and lots of RFR. But that was a different time, a different username. I write mostly drabbles where fanfic is concerned, but I've been working on some longer pieces, and on some of my own stuff, too.

I'm working on finishing/editing my NaNoWriMo novel, which is the longest work of fiction that I've ever produced (50,000 words and counting). That's kind of taken priority over fanfiction (gotta have it finished by July if I want that free paperback copy!), so this will only be updated when an idea begins to beat me up and won't leave me alone.

That's it! Read on, lovelies.

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Parent Talk by rainypromise reviews
A series of Charlie and Renee's one shots, talking about their daughter and what happens in her life.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,821 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/29/2010 - Published: 7/26/2010 - Charlie S., Renée
In the Oppressive Darkness by n00b-masta2112 reviews
"There were two mattresses shoved into opposite corners, but when the nightmares came to haunt, one somehow found their way across the room to the other." Max/Liesel.
Book Thief - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 21 - Published: 7/27/2010 - Max V., Liesel M.
Letters on the Kitchen Table by Girl Who Writes reviews
I found the note on the kitchen table this morning. Would you like to explain it, you git? RLNT
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 509 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/17/2006 - N. Tonks, Remus L. - Complete
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More Paths Her Life Would Have Taken reviews
Five MORE 100-word Jake/Bella drabbles based on the first five songs to come up on shuffle.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 714 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/2/2010 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
The Significance of Insignificance reviews
There's always been something mysterious to Angela. Edward gets to explore that when he stumbles upon her in the woods one night. One-shot.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/29/2010 - Angela, Edward - Complete
Just To Know You're Alive reviews
Jessica makes Jasper feel alive. One-shot.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/29/2010 - Jasper, Jessica - Complete
Working Title: A Twist In My Story reviews
Okay, I suck at summaries. Bella's in a coma after her cliff-diving "adventure," Jake's her protector, Edward comes back, there's tension and angst and everything fun. Check it out.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,602 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/29/2010 - Published: 6/7/2010 - Bella, Jacob
She Works Hard for the money reviews
Luke and Lorelai are working on round two of their relationship, but this time Lorelai's the one keeping secrets. Not quite as dramatic as it sounds.
Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,151 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/4/2010 - Lorelai G., Luke D. - Complete
The Paths Her Life Would Have Taken reviews
Five 100-word Jake/Bella drabbles based on the first five songs to come up on shuffle.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 728 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2010 - Jacob, Bella
Confusion with a 'K' reviews
When Simon spends a rare night off with Kaylee and her Mamma, confusion isn't the only thing that he gets tangled up in.
Firefly - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,278 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/1/2010 - Kaylee, Simon
The Boy Feels Strange reviews
One-Shot. Joanne does her best to apologize to Mark for being Maureen's latest "Pookie."
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,157 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2010 - Joanne J., Mark C. - Complete
Lloyd Ex Machina
This is a SAY ANYTHING... fic. My take on Corey's pre-movie suicide attempt.
Misc. Movies - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 653 - Published: 3/16/2010 - Complete
Goodness Knows reviews
What is there to do when the one you've imprinted on wants nothing further to do with you?
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,487 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/15/2010 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
Goodbye, Love reviews
He had always warned her that vampires were dangerous.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,357 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2009 - Bella
Better in the Morning reviews
Edward never came back. When Bella wakes from a hellish nightmare far more familiar to us than to her , it's Jake who is there to comfort her.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/8/2009 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
Maybe Next Time reviews
Jake dropped his eyes from hers. "I just want you, honey, and I don’t want the rest if I can’t have it all. We’ve been playing that game for too long, and now I’m playing for keeps. You need to make up your mind. I’ve made up mine.”
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 579 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/8/2009 - Jacob, Bella - Complete
Ache reviews
"I just want to hurt a little bit tonight, Jacob. Just..." her voice caught in her throat. "Just in case I don't have a soul to ache in tomorrow."
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 488 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Published: 12/10/2008 - Jacob, Bella - Complete