Rey has a problem. A big problem. She knows it's wrong, unhealthy, dangerous, but she can't stop. And he doesn't want her to stop. ON HIATUS - I was sort of stuck with where to go with this fic before TLJ, and now I'm even more stuck because the story has moved on, so I'm putting it on hiatus for now. Just know that, whatever happened in between, they would have ended up together.

Kylo Ren surprises Rey in order to commemorate a special occasion, and things go from there. Attraction has lead to something far more, and that leads to some dangerous, even desperate ideas as they try to find ways to be together. A little dark, a little light, a lot of connection. Reylo - be warned.

Other people's emotions infected him, so he closed himself off, shut them down. Until SHE found her way in. He has to find a way to end the pain, and he only knows one way. Destroy the thing that is causing it. Or is there another way?

A story about motherhood and the demons we so very unintentionally inflict on our children. Featuring well-meaning but out-of-their-element new parents Leia and Han, brand-new baby Ben's colic, Leia's nightmares about Daddy Dearest, and something sinister watching, waiting for a way in.