NANKURUNAISA.

It's Okinawan dialect.

It means things will work out...somehow.

& he's so funny in his bright red shirt

We were all in love,

and we all got hurt...

It was all too sweet to last.

WhatHurtsTheMostWasBeingSoCloseHavingSoMuchToSayWatchingYouWalkAwayAndNeverKnowingWhatCouldHaveBeenNotSeeingThatLovingYouWasWhatIWasTryingToDo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55-XPd7jglU Best thing ever. Made it in the course of about 3 and a half hours. I'm cheshire Kaoru, all the way to the right. From MangaNEXT 2007

WANT TO HEAR THE VOICE OF THIS LOVELY AUTHORESS? Click on the following link and simply press the play button from my old LJ:

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"Colonel Mustang is dead sexy! In a miniskirt!" "And this guy here voices Leo, the red-eyed Ishbalan kid!"-Vic Mignogna, voice of Edward Elric, AnimeNEXT '06

"There is no christmas without Maes Hughes!" "Yeah, I'll just use my, PHILOSOPHER'S PHONE to call and get my body back!""Press 1 to bring your mother back to life; press 2 to see the Gate!"- random FMA panel from MangaNEXT '06

ATTENTION to any and all of my readers attending MangaNEXT 2008:

I will be there all three days, and if you let me know in advance that you're coming, I'll gladly meet up with you and I'll be happy to sell you a handmade anime patch/bookmark that I've made. I have many different designs, from Maes Hughes to Kyo Sohma to Sesshomaru to Ichigo Kurosaki to Winry Rockbell, the Host Club, and many, many more! Several bookmark designs are also available! And if you're a fan of Ouran and Nekozawa-sempai, I have Berezenoff puppets that I've made! For Fruits Basket fans, my mom's made tons of Kyo purses and cell phone holders, as well as Heartless cell phone holders! If you'd like a list of patch/bookmark designs that are available (so I can have one for you ready ahead of time, sorta like layaway, because they go fast!), IM me at InuRoyTohru or friend me on LiveJournal (my old LJ was edokuns_lover but I can't update that one anymore, so instead, look up xsayaotanashix ), e-mail me at AlchemicHitachiinSaya@ or even PM me! Even if you don't want a patch just let me know if you're coming; it'd be cool to meet up with someone who's read my fics! However if you DO want a patch/bookmark, we'll have to meet up somewhere anyway since I may not have an artist alley table. Don't know what AnimeNEXT is? Go to for details.

This account was made for Clash of T3h Animes, but other than that the stories will be written by me, Rhianna (Rhi), or the "R" in BakaKonekoRKL. The K and L are Keri (my sister) or Kelly (my cousin who has no internet at home and can usually only update during the summer and long breaks) and Lindsay and we wrote Clash of T3h Animes together! However, they have accounts here, and Keri's is momoxtoshiro (effing read her stories. NOW. They're amazing, and I'm not kidding!). My cousin, Kelly-chan has an account, sasukez and her friend's is lunadance506 so please check them out! Kelly especially is an excelent writer, especially for her age...AND KERI DOES AWESOME OURAN/BLEACH SHAT!

"Your misery and hate will kill us all! So PAINT IT BLACK AND TAKE IT BACK! Let's shout it loud and clear! Defiant to the end we hear the call to carry on, and though you're dead and gone believe me, your memory will carry on!" MCR, "Welcome to the Black Parade"

So, since this is basically (totally) my account, that makes this my profile. And a little FYI, this profile is rated T. I'm a HUUUUGE romance freak (you can see my pairings farther down) and if you wanna know about my everyday life, my LiveJournal is now xsayaotanashix and InuRoyTohru is my screename on AIM. I'd love to chat sometime since I have no life and that's all I do Uo.o Also, my YouTube account is xKaoruHitachiinx and on PhotoBucket it's xSayaOtanashix and my AnimeNEXT forum account is CheshireHikaruAndKaoru and meh DeviantArt ish KibaInuzuka314

"All alone in the darkness, I learned the meaning of your tears. I've stepped forward to the place I wish for, Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone...Even today, the wind that crosses over the sea Faces tomorrow without hesitating. Yet why can't my heart begin to move? I wonder what kind of fate awaits me. I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth. Within sorrow, courage exists, And I grasp it's radiance while believing. The perpetual downpour of the tears of the blue sky Will someday change into a smile..." Tears of the Blue Sky (Aozora no Namida, English)

Basic info on me:

Name: R_i_n_a// _h_a_n_ (if you put the other letters where the blanks are, you'll get my name. That was only done for security purposes, so sorry if you're confused. And once you do get it... no, not like the singer, but you can still stand under Gaara's umbrella or play next to Haji's cello. Haha inside jokes...I was actually named after a Fairy Queen from literature...so don't mix up the "h" and the "i". Or Haji will throw his cello at you and crush joo lol)

Age: 17 (Birthday is June 28, 1991)

Hair: Long, the color of Hikaru and Kaoru's (my mom doesn't let me dye it, except with natural stuff, so it was dirty blonde, but I made it kinda reddish, so it's like reddish brownish, like the Hitachiins', and sometimes I'll streak it with purple and blue xD confused?), almost kinda layered (I got it layered, but it doesn't look like it anymore), blonde "bangs" (the front of my hair looks like the twins' too lol), parted on the left side (WHICH ONE IS HIKARU GAME!)

Gender: Please don't tell me you haven't realized that I'm a girl by now...

Height: ...I AM NOT A MIDGET SO PUNY AND SMALL THAT YOU NEED TO--

Stuff Style: Goth (Gothic-Lolita? If I could afford it lol). And Hello Kitty. Anime, too (obviously).

Orientation: Bisexual. Currently completely unloved. Everyone hates me. I don't really have a crush on anyone right now, but I'm the kind of person who like NEEDS to be in a relationship. Because I'm lonely and no one cares about me =D MOVING ON :D

What Else I Look Like: I may wear glasses, but I now have contacts! Yay! I wear tons of jewelry and black nail polish most of the time (I write on my nails, so they're always looking rad xD ), I guess I'm pretty thin (everyone tells me I am, but I don't think so), my eyes are blue-green, and my ears are double pierced. I also like to wear lots of eye liner and oftentimes other makeup, too. I don't think I'm attractive at all, but on rare occasions, people tell me otherwise...Some of this may be null and void if I'm cosplaying.

Fave Stores: Borders and Hot Topic (do anime convention dealer's rooms count? lol)

Idols: Winry Rockbell, Haruhi Fujioka, Saya Otanashi, Yuki Cross (notice they're all from anime and they're all girls)

Top 10 Anime Guys: 10. Dominic Eureka 7(I just love this man so much...he's hot and dedicated! Squee-ness!) 9. Hanatarou Bleach(Hana-chan! Cuz he's oh-so cute and I love his songs/dances!) 8. Tamaki Suoh OHSHC(Milord! Baka tono xD He's just so cool and funny!)7. Kai Miyagusuku Blood+(Sexy in a trenchcoat...and really cool...and him + Riku = AWWW!) 6. Alphonse Elric FMA(He's adorable and he likes cats!) 5. Ichigo Kurosaki Bleach(He can be sweet if he wants to, and he's very dedicated to his friends, and really cool!) 4. Majik Orphan(What can I say? He's just too cute for words!) 3. Edward Elric FMA(Cuz he's ED!) 2. Haji Blood+(Quiet, mysterious, handsome...sigh...) 1. Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachiin OHSHC(They're freaking TWINS! Sexy twins! Twincest! Funny! Devilish! They sleep in my bed! xD ) Note- The top 3 tend to switch around a LOT, but I'll just leave them like this : )

Things I like to do in my spare time online: Besides fangirling over hot anime guys? (this means squealing loud enough to wake my mom up) Reading fanfiction, playing computer games (mostly solitare Uo.o ), watching AMVs, reading peoples' profiles

Personality: I tend to be nice to people, unless they're total assholes. I'm kind of anti-social (I'd rather be like L on a spinny chair than play truth or dare with friends at a party), but I do love anime conventions, and would rather hang out with them than most of the people I know. I'm also very cynical, especially of myself (does that make sense? lol), but that doesn't mean that I don't like to have fun : )

Talents/Hobbies: Writing (poems and fanfiction. That's why I'm here. I also won a contest and got my poem "Sacrificed" published in "Celebrate! Young Poets Speak Out (New Jersey- Spring 2007)" On page 44, so please check it out!), crosstiching/designing crosstiches, painting, drawing, cleaning (unless it's my stuff; I'll happily sweep the basement for 5 hours, but my room is a mess lol), TaeKwonDo

Stuff I Suck At: To put it lightly. Singing, even though I do it anyway to the dismay of everyone around me, and cooking. I can make toast, ramen...cereal, sandwiches...yeah. I'm also pretty bad with computers, just ask my guy friends. I hate and am bad at most sports (minus TKD, swimming and horseback riding, among a few others), as well as math.

Places I'd like to Visit and Why: Japan, because I love pretty much everything Japanese and I wish I was Japanese myself (no, I'm not Gwen Stefani lol). I can speak a tiny bit, too. Actually...I wish I lived there lmao. Korea, since I do TKD, and it'd be kinda cool to go there. And -just ask Yura- they've got the most beautiful clothes! And I can also say some random stuff. And then just like every anime con in the U.S. so I can make random friends lol.

Things I Hate (oh boy, here we go): Cleaning something of mine, eating (unless it's Japanese/Asian or Mexican food...yes, I rarely enjoy eating. My friends say that I'll die because of becoming anorexic for the purpose that I don't like to eat. I'm wierd, leave me alone lol), getting tired and being forced to sleep when I have stuff I wanna do, preppy people, vain people, people who are assholes for no reason, my dad and my grandma (on my dad's side), people who are OVERLY nice in a freaky way, washing my face/taking showers (because I usually have to stop doing something in order to do it. But I do it anyway! I'm not gross! lol), people who I don't like (and they KNOW I don't like them and most of them don't like me) talking to me, "that time of the month" (what girl doesn't?), people talking to me and trying to "make me feel better" when I'm in an OBVIOUS bad mood (if I'm easy to piss off, I really hate talking to people face to face, especially Liz, no offense to her, but she won't take the hint and she'll just keep going on, and I hate snapping at people, and if you get me annoyed and I snap at you, I'll be in an even WORSE mood, so the best way to avoid this is probably to not speak to me at the time. I'll feel better much faster if people don't talk to me lol. Not that any of you online people have to deal with this lol actually, at times like that, speaking to my online friends usually helps make me feel better), people trying to force their religion on me (no offense to christains, but NOT EVERYONE BELIEVES IN YOUR RELIGION SO STOP TRYING TO MAKE EVERYONE! Sorry, but everyone keeps doing that to me. But as long as you don't get all religious and stuff on me, then I'm sure we could be friends ( : ), homework, abusive guys (ESPECIALLY that. Don't even talk to me about it; bad memories), Hannah Montana, super pink and girly things (I will get headaches from the last two things), spiders (I've been known to hysterically cry because of them), ants in mass numbers (I literally mentally break down and shake for hours), close-minded people

Things I love: Anything anime, manga, and Japanese, my hobbies, my mom and her side of the family (and a few people on my dad's side), swimming, cats, horses, horseback riding, nature, black gothy outfits (gothic lolita), Evanescence, music, animals, my friends, love (yes, I love love xD), yaoi (sorry, but it can either be cute or sexy. Both of which are awesome), running, Faeries, the Moon, the Sun, the stars, poetry, Emily Dickinson, reading, music, dancing in the rain (with my "wife", Lindsay, and even without), magick, AnimeNEXT and MangaNEXT!

Most Childish Desires: To live in an anime and/or manga like it was real life (yes, this is what I day dream about, constantly, just because I can pretend that someone loves me that way), to be afraid of thunder (like Haruhi)

The worst things I've ever seen: A cat in the road who'd been hit by a car but was still alive (he looked into my eyes!...don't let Al know), and this was on a truck, it said "Hughes Env."

Quotes: (I'll be adding to this more and more...especially with Mr. Jackson and Mr. Smith lol)(different font types=different speaker)

"So can animals become Hollows, too? Like if a cat was depressed when it died and it's house was demolished, would it go around clawing peoples' souls out?" "(laughs) Uh...I guess. Go for it"-Me and Keri

"STOP MOVING THE ICE TRAYS!"-Me again

"Like I said, let's take care of those kids first. It's been a while since I've killed anyone. I kinda miss it...wanna watch?"-Edo (omg so psycotic, gotta love him )

(I was just waking up, so I can't remember much of it, but...) "I don't like girls!" "Then you're gay!" "No, I don't like guys, either!"-my cuz Joey and Keri

"Gay, John!" "Hey Ja-wait, what did you say?"-James and John (this was James' theory to see if someone was gay. Instead of saying "Hey, 'whoever'" to them, say "Gay, 'whoever'". If they say "gay" instead of "hey" back, then they're gay. And that is why orange soda is BAD for you.)

(this is actually something I typed) "Hang on, guys, I'll be back in a sex"-Me

"So we just have to sex up-GAH! I MEAN SET UP!"-Me

"Yeah, it was probably something like...'I to the store with candy...fish by my hat'"-Me

"How would you like it if I went to Mexico and found a red Mexican tarantula with super long legs?" "How would you like it if I went to Mexico and found Chad!"-Keri and Me

"You have the eye-drops in your hand, aren't you?"- 1st Naruto movie sub (DUBbed as "I can't cry; you have my eyedrops" lmfao)

"I don't have a good idea yet..."-1st Naruto movie sub

"Maybe if we back away slowly..." "But what if they follow us?" "...Maybe if we run really fast..." "That just might work!"- My mom and Me (can you believe we were talking about getting away from some ducks? lol long story!)

"Do you know how to make hot chocolate?" "...It's July." "...I guess I'll have to use soy milk." "...What's wrong with you?" "MANY, MANY THINGS =)"-Me and Keri (Yes, I made hot chocolate in the middle of July...)

"And with Naruto it's all like...'Bleeeehhh, I'm wierd...and hyper...and I need some nicotine!'"-Me

"-From the redwood forest, to the gulf stream waters, this land was made for you and me- AND CHAD!"- Me and Keri

"SHIKAMARU HAS TWO PARENTS!"-Me, Keri and Mom

"Wait, wait, wait, wait! HE'S THE GAY GUY!"-Me...talking about Renji's voice actor (look who he does in Blood!)

"Aren't they special little homo twins?"--xKuroHinotex- in "Separately Together"

(My cat's name is Shinta and my sister's is Keri. He hissed at her...) "Shinta: The anti-Keri"-Me

"'Scuse me, I need to fangirl now"-Me

"Hold on, I'm talking to this fossil right now. It's telling me about the old days"-Pokemon guy (drugs much?)

(My mom's using my sister's laptop, so I send her an IM to prank her) "InuRoyTohru: hey" "Who's...InuRoyTohru?" "Hm? Oh, that's Rhianna."-Me, mom and Keri

(with my laptop on my lap, my cat, Sasuke comes over) "Hey Sasuke..No, you can't occupy my lap...But you're going to try to, aren't you?"-Me

"GRR Do you eat children or something?"-Me (when my computer's slow)

"'Crabs...crabs...Dude, you're gay! That's why you ran away, you were running away from your gay-ness!' 'What about the lighting?' 'Ligh-That empasizes the gay! If there's lightning around the crab, you're super-gay, that's what it says! He wasn't wearing loafers, was he? Oh, no! 'Cause that would mean you were mega-ultron gay, like a superhero gay!'"-Dane Cook (saw it in "Tamaki's Crab Dream" lmao)

(Me and Lindz were talking about the Bleach casts' favorite ice cream flavors on AIM) "'Rhi: Toshiro would have watermelon' 'Lindz: Aww! Lindz: Aizen's would be 'Stab My Lieutenant'!'"-Me and Lindz

"Pokemon + Ouran = ...OURANMON!"- Lindz (on AIM)

"So this is a commoner's song!"- Tamaki (Mata Ashita)

"You two are obviously the homo side characters!"- Tamaki (to the twins)

(On the ending "HappyPeoples" for Bleach, the picture with Renji, Kenpachi and the others smiling and it looks like theyr'e skipping) "What I wanna know is why they're so happy!" "Can't you tell? They're having a sexy dance party!" "They don't ever dance!" "Then they're skipping! Skipping down Soul Reaper Lane!"-Mom and Me

"Chikara ni naru yo!"-HappyPeoples

(On AIM...Note: Lindz is Hikaru and I'm Kaoru. We pretend to be them heehee) "'Lindz: Food Network is making me hungryyy!' 'Rhi: Which is why I'm eating peanuts lol Rhi: ACK! ONE JUST FELL DOWN MY SHIRT! Rhi: Peanut molestation!' 'Lindz: You want me to get it, my brother?' 'Rhi: Sure thing ; )'"-Lindz and Me (just imagine it as the twins...omg...plot bunny!)

"(cough cough) Everything's going black...I think I'm dying..." "Shigure! Shigure, are you alright? Shigure?" "I'm dead." "Shigu-" "(hangs up)"-Shigure and Mii (Fruits Basket)

"Just call her friggin' cell phone"- OHSHC fandub

"My daughter! My daughter's gone missing! I can't get a hold of her! I tell you, she's been kidnapped! Go get the police!"- OHSHC fandub

"...Did she say 'Club' or 'Crab'?" "...Why is she on a walrus? ...Well, crab does go with the seafood theme, so I guess it is White Crab!"- Cleao and Majik

(Sasuke is the name of our cat) "Sasuke's playing hockey with a bug downstairs ..." "(laughter)" "He's swishing it across the floor with his paws, trying to eat it in between..." "Is it dead already?" "...I don't think so" "That's...terrible (laughter)"- Mom, Me and Keri

(thunders sounds) "Hey...it's thundering!" "Wow, really?" "YES...REALLY!"- Me and Keri

"There was no bread left, so I had an urge to devour this rabbit"- Me (it was a chocolate rabbit lol I'd never eat my little usagi-chan!)

"Because in our case, one and one didn't make two. It still made one"-Hikaru in "Love's Rhythems" by Uchiha Yumi (cute...but funny out of context lmao)

(this is between my new history teacher and several students. The actual student she was talking to didn't actually talk till the end) "What's your name?" "Ron Weasley." "No, ok, really." "No, really! He can do magic!" "Well...it's close to Ron." "Um...Dave?" "Yeah, cuz 'Dave' sounds SO much like 'Ron'!"-Miss. P, Matt, Katie and Rob

"A clean screen is a happy screen!" -himurabattousai (AIM)

"What is accuracy?" "Um...being accurate?" "...WITHOUT using the word in the definition?" "My eyes hurt!"-Mr. Smith, Scott and Justine

"I didn't want to let a week go by without randomly burning something."- Mr. Smith

"He wants porn for breakfast!"- Me (this was about Hideki lol don't ask...)

"Ok, you have mental problems...no guns for you! ...You'd be lucky to get a milkshake."- Mr. Jackson

"You do the bills, I'm going to sit here like a blob of nothing"- Mr. Jackson

"But if you're a Mac genius like me, you basically talk to the computer with your mind"- Mr Jackson again lol

"This is just an example to help you understand the whole "yards and inches" conversion thing, but (goes into long example-explanation about "googilies" and "moogilies") ...Making 14 square moogilies and 12 googilies!" "...And how many square yards would that be?"- Mr. Smith and Scott

"Woah, woah, woah, wait. Mr. Mime is pregnant?"- Me

Iro: ...but in the end...FIRE IS THE BEST ELEMENT! Sokka: (eats fish) Me: SOKKA HAS A FISH!

"DO YOU WANT A PIECE OF GODDAMN GUM?" -Me

"...And your new book just makes me feel depressed." "...And how does that make you feel?" "...Depressed?"- Anna and patient (Freaky Friday)

"Ahh! It's stuck in my hair!" "Your mom's stuck in your hair!" "Your mom's face is stuck in your hair!" "Your mom's innards are stuck in your hair!" -Keri and Me

"'Am' is from the verb 'to be'...Like, 'they are men'...and then 'to be a man'...I hope that helped" -Me trying to explain the verb "to be" to Keri

"You wanna play truth or dare?" "That game makes me want to devour the innards of small children." "...Remind me never to ask Rhi to play truth or dare again." -Someone, me and John

"OMFG X SCOTT!" -Me (what does this even mean? lol. "x Scott" is from the FMA panel from AnimeNEXT 2006- Laura Bailey lol)

"Yeah, yeah, that's what I THOUGHT!" "That's what your mom thought!" "That's what Hikaru thought!" -Me and Keri. lmao Hikaru just came outta nowhere...xD

(I'm filing madre's nails since I'm dilusional with hunger lol. Her one nail is broken kinda bad) "Mom, your thumbnail is like...an avalanche!" "(laughing) I don't think you can compare a thumbnail with an avalance." "Well, it's as thick as a tomato!" -Me and mom

"Relax, we're twins." "Both of you?" -Cody and their manager (Suite Life of Zack and Cody)

(set up: Keri and me in the same room, Dan on speaker phone. You'll only fully get this if you're an Ouran fan) "Oh yah, they have the translation for 'Bokura no Love Style' online now!" "Yay! Cool!" "What's cool?" "...You wouldn't think it was cool, Dan. Since you're a guy and all. I think." -Me, Keri and Dan.

(We're watching a kids show in the doctor's waiting room with a bee and a turtle, and the bee is holding some celery) "...I don't think that bees eat celery, but what do I know? ...Ohhh, he gave it to the turtle!" -Mom

(it's raining in Death Note) "Oh, how nice!" "What, that it's raining? Ohhh, Light's home!" -Mrs. Yagami and Me (Death Note episode 1)

"And next time, I'm going to beat you!" "Wait, wait, I think I've heard this one before." -Kyo and Yuki (Furuba)

"What happens at the con stays at the con." -T-shirt

"I'd learn Alchemy, but it'd cost me an arm and a leg!" -T-shirt

"Rhi! Rhi!" "Whaaaaaaat?" "There's a GNOME outside our door!" -Lindz and Me (She woke up early & went into the hallway to call her mom. When she came back inside, she woke me up with this. Sure enough, Tamaki and Kyoya had left a gnome outside our door lmfao MangaNEXT '07!)

"I wonder if we're looking at the same moon..." "...Isn't there only one moon? How could they be looking at different moons?" -Tohru (Furuba) and Keri

"Uh...I took your clothes off." "Yeah, that's the first thing I wanna hear from a stranger after waking up in a wierd place." -Monique (Blood, ep 34) and Keri

"And Monique is the name of the girl that let you sleep in her bed." -Kai (Blood, ep 34)

"Let's go host some clubs, man!" -Me (Host Club for AnimeNEXT 2008? lol)

"It's 'Su', like, 'I'm going to sue you,' and 'oh' like, '...Oh crap.'" -Me explaining how to spell Tamaki's last name (Suoh) to Keri lol

"I'm gonna flame it." "No! Why would you do that!" "Well, everyone else is." "If everyone smoked, would you?" "...I'm not talking about drugs. That's totally different." "Not really!" "Fanfiction is not a drug!" "...YES IT IS!" -Keri and Me (why you shouldn't flame lol)

"What's so wrong about protecting the one you love!" -Renton (Eureka 7; manga)

"If I told you that I was in love with you...Would you ever believe me?" -Solomon (Blood+ episode 38)

(I drew a picture of a woman to represent "temptation") "Did she get breast implants or something?" -Mr. Jackson (upon seeing my drawing lol)

"Speaking of watermelon, do we have any peaches?" -Keri

"Joel shimmers every time I see him. I'm telling you he's like a magical fairy of beautiful." -Sum1 on the adult swim forums (about Joel from Blood+ )

"...But it's SO HARD to write for Haji, because he never speaks! All he ever says is, 'Saya...'" "...Like a Pokemon. Except he says 'Saya' instead of 'Haji'..." "...'Saya! Saya, Saya!'" "'Sayaaaaaaaa! Saya, Saya!'" "'Saya, Saya, Saya!'" -Me and Keri (I was asking her for a Blood+ plot...and we end up with Haji as a Pokemon XD )

"OMG THE TUBERCULOSIS KID?" -Me (About Alfons Heiderich XD )

"...What is wrong with that elephant?" "I don't know, but it's REALLY distracting me!" -Keri and Me

"(opens up old-ish gummie) ...Do you think this is lethal?" "...Is is a pretzal?" "...No? (eats)" -Me and Keri

"Hitorikiri, kurayami no naka, Kimi no namida no imi wo shitta!- Negau basho, fumi dashi takedo, Daremo kizutsukitaku nakute! Umi wo wataru kaze wa kyou mo! Mayowazu ni ashita ni mukau, no ni! Kokoro wa doushite, ugoki dase nai!-- Donna unmei ga matte irun darou! Kuya mitaku nai yo umareta koto! Kanashimi no naka ni yuuki ga aru, Kagayaki tsukamu to shinjite iru! Furi shikiru, aozora no namida! Itsu no hi ka, egao ni kaeru yo..." -Aozora no Namida (Japanese), 1st Blood+ opening

Now, here's a list of my favorite anime and manga. If there's a - next to it, I just like/have only read the manga. If there's a + next to it, it means I just like/have only seen the anime, and = means I've seen it in Japanese, even if just a few episodes (and if it's been dubbed, then I've seen both versions. Anything I've seen in Japanese that's been dubbed in English, I've seen the English. Get it?). Otherwise, I like, have watched and have seen them both (no = means in English) CONFUSED:D :

A.I. Love You -

Ah! My Goddess +

Black Cat

Bleach (and the musical) =

Blood+ (Tied for first as a fave!)

Buso RenKin -

CardCaptor Sakura

Chibi Vampire/Karin

Chobits -

Code Geass + (Tied for first as fave!)

Comic Party Revolution+

D.N.Angel

Death Note

Eureka 7

Evangelion +

FLCL -

Fruits Basket

FullMetal Alchemist (Tied for first as a fave!)

Hana-Kimi -

InuYasha

Kage Kara Mamoru=

Kaleido Star+

Loveless=

Maison Ikkoku -

Moon Phase

Naruto=

Noein+

Orphan

Ouran High School Host Club = (Tied for first as a fave!)

Rurouni Kenshin

School Rumble -

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya +

Thousand Years of Snow -

Tokko +

Tokyo Mew Mew/Mew Mew Power

Vampire Knight - (Tied for first as a fave!)

You're My Girlfriend-

I also read Anime Insider :3

"We're the chemists who found the formula to make your heart SWELL AND BURST!...We've traveled like Gypsies only with worse luck, and far less gold," "I know you dressed up-Hey, kid! you'll never live this down; you're just the girl all the boys wanna dance with, and I'm just the boy losing too many chances," "I comb the crowd and pick you out, my mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out," "Oh, yeah, ya caught me. But I'VE CAUGHT YOU ON WORSE!" "Douse yourself in cheap perfume, it's so fitting of the way you are- Can't Cover It Up!"- Assorted Fall Out Boy Songs

My pairings are as follows (Note: If a character for an anime/manga hasn't been stated in a pairing prior to it, then it's one of my OTPs. If the name has been repeated in a pairing before it, then I like it, but not as much. They're pretty much in the order in which I like them, even though I like them all...just on different levels) :

A.I. Love You: SaatixHitoshi, CindyxHitoshi

Bleach: RukiaxIchigo, RukiaxRenji, MomoxHitsugaya, TatsukixIchigo, OrohimexIchigo, RukiaxHanatarou, IchigoxRenji, OrohimexUryuu, YoruichixKisuke, OrohimexTatsuki, OrohimexChad, UruruxJinta, AizenxDeath (Sorry, but I just desest him. So he can die =) )

Blood: SayaxHaji, SayaxKai, SayaxSolomon, JuliaxDavid, IrenexKai, RikuxKai, IrenexKarmen, LuluxMoses, MosesxKarmen, DivaxRiku

Buso RenKin: TokikoxKazuki, TokikoxGouta

CardCaptor Sakura: SakuraxSaoyran, YukitoxToya, TomoyoxEriol

Chibi Vampire: KarinxKenta

Chobits: ChixHideki, YumixMr.Ueda

Code Geass: SuzuLulu X3 (aka, SuzakuxLelouch), LelouchxKallen

D.N. Angel: RisaxDark, RikuxDaisuke

Death Note: MisaxLight, LxLight, MattxMello

Eureka 7: EurekaxRenton, AnemonexDominic, TalhoxHolland, GidgetxMoondoggie

Fruits Basket: TohruxKyo, MachixYuki, KisaxHiro, RinxHatsuharu, MomijixYuki (please don't ask...), AkitoxShigure, HatsuHaruxYuki, AkitoxKureno (by the way, the first two actually happen in the manga! Haha sorry to TohruxYuki fans not really : P xD And yes, Akito is a girl)

FullMetal Alchemist: WinryxEd, MartaxAl, RizaxRoy, EdxRoy, EdxAl, EdxEnvy

InuYasha: KagomexInuYasha, SangoxMiroku, RinxKohaku

Kage Kara Mamoru: YunaxMamoru

Loveless: RitsukaxSoubi (if you support this couple, watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtKIDDGDP6c, a video from AnimeNEXT '07) YuikoxRitsuka, YuikoxYayoi, KouyaxYamato

Naruto: SakuraxNaruto, SakuraxSasuke, InoxShikamaru, HinataxNaruto, TentenxRock Lee, HinataxKiba, TentenxNeiji, NarutoxSasuke, SasukexKakashi, SasukexItachi (thanks to Kelly...)

Noein: HarukixYuu

Orphan: CleaoxOrphan, ErisxMajik, AzaliexKrylancelo

Ouran: HaruhixTamaki, KaoruxHikaru, HaruhixHitachiins (I think it's cute that they like her, but THEY BELONG TO ONE ANOTHER, and therefore shouldn't have a SERIOUS relationship with her. I also read a fanfic where they both had to kiss her at the same time...damn, that was sexy!) HunnyxMori (no sex, please), HaruhixMori, KaoruxKyoya, TamakixKyoya (only cuz of an AMV I saw of them to "How To Save a Life; it was just too damn good!)

Rurouni Kenshin: KarouxKenshin, MegumixSanosuke, MisaoxAoshi

Millenium Snow: ChiyukixToya, ChiyukixSatsuki

Moon Phase: HazukixKouhei

Tokko: SakuraxRenmaru

Tokyo Mew Mew: IchigoxMasaya, IchigoxKish

Vampire Knight: YukixZero, YukixKaname

You're My Girlfriend: HatsunexKirie

I also like the pairing of SpringerxStraw in the book "Morality Play". Seriously. I may just have to fanfic/fanart it lol. They're so damn cute~! Same goes for SamxEric and RalphxJack in "Lord Of The Flies"~~

"Itsumo no shisen ni kimi ga ite, kokyuu ga dekiru, boku ni totte nara, sore daka de, Mou juubun na hazu nai no ni! Chippoke na boku wa kurikaesu, ayamachi bakari, Dorehodo tsuyosa wo, te ni shitara, Nani mo kizutsukezu sumu, no? Mayowazu ni! kono ai wo! Shinji ikiteyuku! Fusagaranu! kizuguchi mo! gyu'tto dakishimete! Futari wa aruki-tsuzukeru, Ato ni wa, modorenai kara, Ima demo, kono mune no oku! Kesenai, tsumi wa itamu kedo-- DARLING!" Kesenai Tsumi (Japanese), FMA 1st ending

Onto my favorite bands! These are my fave bands that aren't Japanese (because I'll listen to ANYTHING Japansese lol)

Evanescence (fave of all time)

Avril Lavigne

Blink 182

Cascada

Default

Fall Out Boy

Flyleaf

Green Day

Gwen Stefani

HIM

Kelly Clarkson

Michelle Branch

My Chemical Romance

Natasha Bedingfield

Nickleback

Pink

PuffyAmiYumi

Sarah McLachlan

Simple Plan

Straylight Run

The Fray

The Rasmus

And an assortment of other songs (AVENUE Q! and Kiss the Girl; Face Down; Hey There, Delila; Fergie-licious; Home; White Houses; Girl Next Door and other random songs lol. My fave radio station is Z100, or 100.3 FM, which is pretty much the only "popular" thing I like besides the FABULOUS Vitamin Water not mineral water lol mom, and energy drinks). I also LOVE all of the theme songs for FullMetal Alchemist (as well as the song files :3), InuYasha, OHSHC (BOKURA NO LOVE STYLE!), Naruto, Bleach and Rurouni Kenshin...and then a bunch of random-ish Japanese songs, like Aozora no Namida (AMAZING SONG, CHECK IT OUT!), Sakura Kiss (will get stuck in my head for days at a time!), COLORS and Fourth Avenue Cafe. I have 3 cats, named Groucho, Sasuke and Shinta (Kenshin's first name). And I love sushi! My favorites are shrimp tempura rolls, California rolls, and avocado rolls. I also love (especially flavored) DAIFUKU! AND STEAMED BUNS OMG! Did I mention I'm a vegetarian =)

"Together we'll stand...you know I'll take your hand...before it's too late this could all disappear...you know I won't give in...I'll fight and defend, yeah! KEEP HOLDING ON, we'll make it through, JUST STAY STRONG, I'm here for you" Avril Lavigne, "Keep Holding On"

My hobbies (see WAAAY above) and reading are what I usually do in my spare time, besides homework during the school year xP I LOVE anime/manga cons, and my friends (the few that I have) =) Uh. I go to KHS in NJ, so if anyone here goes there, lemme know and I might glomp you in the hallway! I'm also a Risembool Ranger (AlchemicHitachiinSaya), and I go to AnimeNEXT and MangaNEXT, so see ya there! I'm a Jr. Black Belt and an assistant instructor in TaeKwonDo, so if anyone here tries to stalk me, I'll just kick their ass lol. However, I have scoliosis and depression, and symptoms of BDD, anorexia, an inferiority complex and bi-polar-ness (I can't tell if I'm bi-polar or depressed, but I'm leaning towards depressed). Or at least, I think so. I'm also expecting to have a mental breakdown someday, for various reasons.

"Nobody knows who I really am; maybe they just don't give a damn!...I want you to know who I really am. I never thought I'd feel this way toward you, and if you ever need someone to come along, I will follow you, and keep you strong!" Rie Fu, "Life is Like a Boat"

I'll do a request, if anyone actually thinks I'm that good (yes, I have an uber low opinion of myself. Hello, inferiority complex?). Just IM me (InuRoyTohru), or PM or friend me on LiveJournal (xsayaotanashix) or send an e-mail to AlchemicHitachiinSaya@ ok? Actually, friend and IM me anyway xD But if it involves romance, it has to be a couple I support, and if it's a songfic, it has to be something I know/like. Just because a band isn't on my list doesn't mean I don't like a song or two by them, so ask! Also, I'm good with grammar and spelling (I'm in AP (college level) English and an editor on the school newspaper for a reason...), so I'll beta something if someone wants; please don't be afraid to ask, because I really, really want to beta something! lol I also reply to every review (if I can, unless I get a review for each chapter by the same person in like an hour. Then I'll just reply to one lol).

"I'm not the kind of girl you bring to mother; I'm not the kind of girl you kiss in public. My manners leave a lot to be desired, at least I'm not a liar- I'm not about the subtle innuendo; more likely to throw rocks up at your window. Won't walk on eggshells so you don't hear the crazy things I'm saying when you get near me; I'd rather disappear than be faking it, anyway! You like me, yeah, I know it! You're so transparent, how you stumble round those words, so well. You like me, there I said it! Don't need a dictionary helping me, cause I can spell" -Natasha Bedingfield, "Stumble"

Current Projects:

FMA Advice Column: Will end on the 100th chapter. Ask anything you like (within reason...) to ANY FMA anime and/or manga character! Updated every time I have the chance, because school is murder (sorry, guys, I love you, and I'm doing my best! Uo.o )

Clash of T3h Animes: INTENSE humor. Every anime that I know in a crossover. And it makes sense! (kind of...)

A Collection of Drabbles: Could also go on for ever. EdxWin fics for those of you who like to take breaks during school and work (like me) but don't wanna read a super long fic.

Commoner's Spirit Week: OHSHC, based off of my Spirit Week in school. Who knows what'll happen? Oh hiatus since I suck =P

"If you love me, then let go of me! I won't be held down by who I used to be; she's nothing to me!" "I can't escape the twisted way you think of me. I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep- I don't sleep!" "I'm losing my mind! And you just stand there and stare as my world divides!" "Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do?" "And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall; pour real life down on me! 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good...enough. Am I good enough, for you to love me too?" -assorted Evanescence songs from The Open Door

Projects that I'm going to work on while I'm bored in school (if I remember...these could also be called plot bunnies lmao):

Almost: songfic for Ouran High School Host Club, TamaxHaru.

Ready For Love: I have the first chapter of this Royai sequel for While You Were Gone done already! Temporarily on hiatus, because I have no time.

Girlfriend: yaoi fic for FMA, EdxRoy.

Hey, Juliet: OHSHC songfic, TamaxHaru.

Catch Your Wave: songfic for OHSHC, TamaxHaru.

Who Knew: Blood+ songfic, a redo of one of my previous works.

"Kiss, kiss fall in love! Maybe you're my love! Kizukeba itsudemo soba ni irukeredo, honto wa kirai? Suki? Mousou na no? Jibun no kimochi ga kuria ni mietara, redii demo, hosuto demo, kamawanai yo! Suki ni natteku, riyuu wa minna, Chigau yo ne gedo, maybe you're my love! Aitai ima, yasashii kimi ni sakura kissu, tokimeitara, ranman koishiyo! Mirai yori mo ima ga kanjin uruwashi haru no koi wa hana saku otome no bigaku!" -Sakura Kiss (opening for OHSHC)

Projects that I'm currently working on:

Ready For Love: See above

Commoner's Spirit Week: See above.

White Houses: AU OHSHC fic. Comedy, Romance, Angst...And pretty much every pairing you can think of.

"Sorega bokura no Love Style Tsuki susumu no sa Love Style I need you, I want you, Forever! Korega futari no Love Style Itsumade datte Love Style You are mine, I'm yours, Forever Only you, love you!" -Hitachiin Twins, Bokura No Love Style (should I put the whole song up? Lemme know if you think I should!)

Copy & Pastey Things (minus the drug ones. Those are boring lol; just know I'm anti-drugs)

98 of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.

If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you like to read people's profiles when you're bored, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever been so obsessed with something that now everyone is scared of you because of its effects copy this into your profile.

If you know someone who should be run over by a bus, copy this to your profile.

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever written "I love (insert name of anime character here)" somewhere on your body, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever fallen up a flight of stairs, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, (actually I have) Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Tsuyu Mikazuki (I do all the time!), WeaselChick, Celyna ( I fall up the steps to school every time I go up them... sadly...), SSAHC, Koki-chan (Everyday, I think my stairs are cursed), Majickal (over at my mom's friend's house...which was very embarrassing because I almost broke my nose), Neassa (let's not get into it...), Kimiko, EdElricFan1001, BakaKonekoRKL (thanks to my cats!...sometimes...)

If you have a really great friend you've met over the internet and think that the paranoid people who say you shouldn't talk to people over the internet should go shove their megaphones somewhere unpleasant, copy and paste this into your profile and add your name to the list. Neassa, EdElricFan1001, BakaKonekoRKL

If you've ever burst out laughing in a quiet room, copy this into your profile

If, for no warning, you have laughed during a movie part that wasn't funny, put this in your profile.

Put this in your profile if you didn't know the Alphabet Song and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same tune.

If you enjoy copying and pasting these copy and paste thingys, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've read people's profiles looking for things to copy and paste into your profile, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile.

If you just wasted time in your life you'll never get back by reading this profile, copy and paste this into your profile.

If your profile is long, copy and paste this on it to make it even longer.

If you've ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this into your profile.

If you haven't died yet, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you ever stared at someone for a really long time for no reason, put this in your profile.

If you are only reading this profile 'cause your bored and have nothing to do copy and paste this into your profile.

If you are against fur coats, clothing, boots, etc, and the people who kill the animals but don't use the meat, copy and paste this into your profile.

If your friends are WEIRD (but not as weird as you) put this on your profile.

If you think that if women should rule the world and it would be a better place then copy this onto your profile.

If you are obsessed with anime, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you can imagine yourself in a video game/ manga/tv show/ or anime, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you laugh secretly at some people or keep on comparing them with characters because they resemble some characters, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you're obsessed with Fullmetal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club and/or Blood, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever attempted alchemy by clapping your hands or drawing an array, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever wondered what you are like in another dimension, copy and paste this in your profile.

If you talk to yourself, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think that pollution, deforestation, killing off species and ozone depletion FREAKING SUCK and that your government needs to get it's act together and start helping clean it up, paste this to your profile. Promise that you will recycle, use enviroment friendly items and do your best to keep the planet healthy. It's our world, people, we've only got one!

If your profile is longer than the chapters of most of your stories copy and paste this to your profile.

If you can spout a random Naruto character (any character) quote on command, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you would LOVE to know how Naruto and/or Bleach is going to end, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this onto your profile, and add your name to this list: Danyan, Avatarwolf, sakura fall, Two Tailz, EdElricFan1001, BakaKonekoRKL

If you have ever stared at a computer screen for hours and hours reading stories that people who have no lives whatsoever and have enough obsession with something to write a story about it and you are one of those people, copy and paste this into your profile and add your name to the list: sakura fall, Two Tailz, EdElricFan1001, BakaKonekoRKL

Copy this into your profile if you like bagels.

If you have ever laughed maniacally, choked and/or gagged from lack of oxygen, and then fainted dramatically, copy and paste this onto onto your profile.

People of the world who HATE math UNITE! If you suck at math and think anyone who likes math is weird copy and paste the to your profile.

If you're stalking a fictional character copy this to your profile.

If you ever felt like just running somewhere, copy this into your profile.

If you think soul candy pwnz all other candy, copy and paste this onto your profile.

Marriage is a human right, not a heterosexual privelege. Add this to your profile if you agree.

If you think you have too many of these "copy and paste this into your profile" thingies, but have no intention of stopping now, copy and paste this into your profile.

If your day isn't complete until you've terrified a complete stranger, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you sigh at the fact that because youre profile is so long there is little chance someone would actualy take the time and read it, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you've ever laughed during something sad and depressing and ruined a moment, copy and paste this into your profile.

Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay, lesbian and bisexual friends, please repost this into your profile:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

You know you live in the year 2007 when...

1) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2) You haven't played solitaire with real cards for years.

3) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they don't have MSN or Myspace.

4) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.

6) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9) You were too busy to notice number 5.

10) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11) Now you're laughing at your stupidity.

12) Now you're thinking, "I have to put this on my profile!"

13) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.

If you've read this ENTIRE profile and wasted about ten minutes reading what took me hours to put together, copy and paste this into your profile.

"And I wish I would have had the nerve to ask you to stay, and I almost had you; but I guess that doesn't cut it; almost loved you, and I didn't even know it. You kept me guessing, and now I'm destined to spend my time missing you; I almost wish you woulda loved me too! Here I go thinkin' bout all the things I could have done. I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton! I know we've had our problems, I can't remember one. I almost forgot to say something else, and if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself: I almost wrote a song about you today, but I tore it all up and then I threw it away!"-Bowling for Soup, Almost

Have you forgotten all I know, and all we had?

...I have to be with you

to live

to breathe

You're taking over me

These wounds won't seem to heal;

This pain is just too real;

THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH THAT TIME CANNOT ERASE

R.I.P.

Brigader General Maes Hughes (FMA)

Riku Miyagusuku (Blood+)

Fred Weasley (Harry Potter)

Irene (Blood+)

Moses (Blood+)

Lieutenant Dominic Sorel (Eureka 7)

Diva (Blood+)

Karmen (Blood+)

Solomon (Blood+)

Nina Tucker (FMA)