my story ends and begins in me falling in love ... i thought that he loved me.. on the best of days he would say it..it was never his fault i had always provoked him some times very rarely he would say it was us! I thought i loved him and i thought he loved me but this lesson i have learned and hopefully it will make you realise that you must speak up!

Doyle is in pain over recent events and deals with his feelings of guilt and shame in a way that Bell doesn't approve of. WARNING: Contains spanking of an adult.