I walked around in the streets. I saw the rain pouring down, I felt it. My jacket was already soaked, but it didn't even make me shiver. Because I was already cold enough inside. I've been having this hole inside of me since her.

As I walked around in the streets, I saw the lights, the lights that lighted up the streets, those streets that she once walked on, but she was gone now, and there was nothing I could do about it.

"Toby it's over" I still remembered it. Her emotionless voice saying it, it was like a slap to my face. With those words she was out of the door. Without a reason, leaving me with guessing why, why she broke up with me. It hurt, her missing, but I'd gotten used to it.

I've been craving her, her touch, her smile, her laugh. Just her in general.

In these past four months I've been torturing myself by visiting the places that reminded me about her. Her favorite coffee place, the theater where we had our first date. Every time I went home from those places I broke down. Because I knew that no one could ever replace her. Her warm brown eyes that would always light my day up.

Even though people were around me I felt alone. She was missing. Now matter where I went she would always be my home.

I decided it there. I would call her. I took my phone out and found her number. I pressed call and felt my hands getting sweaty. The line was silent for a few moments before I heard her taking the phone.
"Hello" her still angelic voice said. I was close to breaking down there. God I missed her, I didn't even know why I did this, but there was no time for regret now.
"Spencer, I need a reason, why did you do this to us, everything was going so great." I said with a stern voice, I needed to be strong.
"There's a person blackmailing me" she whispered so silent that I wasn't even sure that I'd heard it.
"Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped you."
"No you couldn't" she interrupted me. "This person was threatening to hurt you. That's why I ended it so they wouldn't hurt you. Remember I still love you, so so much. I promise that when I get rid of this blackmailer, I'll come back to you, if you'll still want me then. If two people are meant to be together, they'll find their way back." She said, and a wave of emotion came over me. Glad, that she was okay, and she loved me. Hurt, that she never told me about these problems. But most of all understanding.
"Don't worry Spencer. I'll always want you, and if this what you need to do for us to be together, then it's okay. Just always remember that I'll always love you. Always" I said my voice turning to a whisper at the end. I waited for a reply, but the line went dead.

I walked home, with hope. Hope that maybe we'll be together again.

A/N First story ever. So please be gentle. -AL