AN: ok! First go at wrighting something on this site. Please, anyone who bothers to read this, tell me if you think it's crappy or not. Please note: I'm using this story to reflect on the current events in my life. Well, the first two chapters anyhow :p

Rated m for later lemons.

Disclamer: I do not own kingdom hearts.

Chapter one

Light

There he stood kneeled, weeping over his mother's casket. This was it. Age 15, soon 16 and the only one he ever allowed himself to open to was dead. The only one who gave him purpose. Where would he go? He had no one else who could care for him. He'd always been the black sheep of the family. Only his grandmother had ever shown him true kindness but he doubted she'd be able to take him in.

"Roxas." The boy was ripped from his thoughts, turning to face the blonde who had called for him. He stood, legs shakey, eyes puffed pink. "H- Hayner?" he looked at the boy, shocked. He had not seen him in some time. Not since freashmen year. None the less, there he stood.

"She's gone... Oh god, she's gone..." Without a word Hayner warped his arms around the boy.

This was weaks ago.

Now, after what would soon be a month of mourning, that including Christmas, he began to stand back on his feet. He had indeed gone to live with his grandmother. Not only a place, but a home he was quite fimiliar with.

There he laid in his bed, legs crossed, arms behind his head, simply thinking. He let out a sigh of boredom. "Wonder what Sora's doing..." With that, he picked up his cell and dialed said boy's number. After only two rings, he recived an answer.

"Hey, Roxas? I was right about to call you. Whats up," he heard the brunette ask.

"Nothing much. Was wondering if you wanted to hang out."

"sure! Wanna head down to the pool or something?"

"Your kidding? christmas may have passed but it's still december, Sora."

"You know the indoor pool is heated!"

Roxas let out an audible sigh. "Fine. I'll see you there."

"Alright! See ya!"

With that, the call ended. Was this his life now? 15 years of struggling to make ends meet, his mother dies and suddenly he lives in some snobbish condo complex on Destiny Islands? At least he had a friend there... And a place to practice his swimming.

An:

so thats chapter one. Pleas guys, give me some feedback! I know it's short but I plan on updating this EXTREAMLY soon! Anyhoo, thanks for reading. Expect more soon

Tori