It's been…a lot…of weeks? Yeah I don't remember how much, all I know is that I've been ignoring Sasuke for a while now, and I've been praying to god that he hasn't noticed.
I can't look at him anymore! And im pretty sure, Ino-snob and sakura-bitch have seen! Fuck.
What do I do!? The emo-bastard KISSED me…no bigger question…how do I fucking protect him from the akatsuki?!
I mean im the daughter of two killer/criminals.
The sister figure of a guy who killed his clan in one single night,
A shark-look-a-like with a big sword,
A puppet master who has a thing for making human puppets,
A blonde she/man who enjoys blowing things up
A guy who sells human organs and body parts for money
And an old guy who sacrifices anyone he wants, when he wants!
…
It was nice knowing you emo-boy!
"Katrina no baka! Hello?" sakura asked while waving her hands in front of her face, while succeeding in snapping my attention back to my team.
"Huh?"
"Are you ok?" Naruto asked and I smiled softly.
"Course! Im…thinking…" I said while looking at my bowl of ramen.
"About what?" damn. I thought he wouldn't speak today.
"Not much, emo-boy. Just…important stuff." I mumbled. But judging by the looks im getting…they aint gonna stop pestering me till I give up and spill.
"Like…?" kakashi asked and I frowned.
"Nothing important that you guys wanna know about." I said and tugged at my necklace.
I gift from my father. A gift that I wish to return. It was a gold chain with a blue gem dangling from it. He gave it last year and said I would know what it was when I turn 16.
I didn't bother about it, but kaa-san was mad at tou-san. Saying I wasn't ready, or that I could choose if I wanted too.
Then…my boys…they told me the true purpose of the necklace. And right now…im wishing I never took the necklace.
"Well, when do you plan to come over? It starts at 5." Sakura said cheerily. Thank god! Now everyone is looking at her instead of me.
"What are you talking about?" Naruto asked and we both giggled.
"Nothing!" I said and we both nodded and dashed out the noodle shop. We ran for a while before stopping at the local market.
"You get the chocolate?" I asked and she smirked.
"Then you get the movies." She ordered. We both nodded and dashed off to find the said objects.
"SLEEP OVER, BITCHES!" Ino shouted from her door frame. We all laughed and bounced into her house, with backpacks in their respected places (our backs, duh!) and shopping bags dangling from each of our hands.
"I got's chocolate!" sakura shouted and received a few squeals.
"We got the food!" Tenten and hinata said and we smiled.
"I got the games!" Ino shouted from her place by the T.V
"I got the movies." I cheered.
"Which ones?" Tenten said eagerly and I smirked.
"I got…" I started and reached into my bag and pulled out some D.V.D's
"Seed of chucky…" I said and Tenten smirked.
"Who the hell are you?!" she said in her fake chucky voice. I faked a gasped but continued.
"SHIT-FACE!" I said in Glenda/glen's voice and we both started laughing.
"What else?" Ino asked and I rolled my eyes.
"The notebook" I said in distaste. Tenten and I looked at each other and fake vomited.
"Yuck." We both said.
"Yay!" Ino and sakura cheered.
"And…LION KING!" I cheered and hinata laughed a bit.
"What is it really called?" she asked and I smirked.
"She's the man." I said and I swear I saw the mischief look in her pale eyes.
"All in favor of 'she's the man', please raise thy hand" Tenten said in a British accent.
"I shall vote for thy movie." I raised mockingly and we both smirked.
"As do i." hinata said quietly.
"I shall as well." Ino said and sakura smiled.
"By all means, my lord. Play thy favored movie." She said and we all giggled. I popped the C.D into the player and we all snuggled into our mattresses and blankets.
"God I love that movie! Especially the girl!" Tenten said and I giggled.
"If you could have a fake name I bet you would choose viola!" sakura said and I smirked.
"Yeah, but I'd be… Kalika!" I said and I received a few weird stares. I smirked again before speaking.
"It means 'she who destroys'" I said cheekily and we all started giggling.
"Well then I'd be…Taylor! Oh no…Kaitlyn!" Ino said.
"Courtney" hinata said and we smiled.
"Danny" sakura said and we began smirking.
"Well it is wonderful to meet you, Kaitlyn!" Tenten said.
"Ah, yes. Charmed to meet you, Courtney." Ino said mockingly.
"Hello, Kalika. How are you?" hinata asked and I smirked.
"Oh terrible! Today, Danny had farted in me tea-cup!" I said in a British accent. I mean, come on! It makes everything fun!
"Oh, well pardon me, Kalika. But it was not I who farted in your precious tea-cup, for it was Kaitlyn!" sakura shouted and pointed an accused finger towards Ino who gave a mock glare her way.
"Oh no, no. it was nor Danny, nor I who farted in your tea-cup." Ino said and I mock glared at HER.
"Well then who, disgraced my poor drinking utensil?" I asked. Clearly I don't know if it is a utensil or not…probably not.
"Well my dear…it was…" she paused for dramatic effect.
"JACK SPARROW!" Tenten screamed and we all laughed.
"That's CAPTAIN, captain jack sparrow!" hinata said and we continued laughing.
Then I felt it, a chakra pulse.
"Something's up." I whispered for my ears only. I smiled and looked at my 4 friends.
"Guys …umm I need to head to the store…" I said in a fake innocent voice. The 4 girls looked at me.
"I kinda just found out…it's my time" I whispered and they smirked.
"Go to the store." Ino said and I nodded and ran out.
However, I didn't run to the market like I said I would I ran to the team 7 bridge. And there he was, with his back to the lake, looking at me with his dark eyes.
"What is it, emo boy? Im busy." I said impatiently. He pushed himself off of the railing he was leaning against and strode over to me. I stood my ground and looked at him.
"Why have you been avoiding me?" he asked.
"What do you mean?" I asked/answered. He is NOT getting the information he wants. Over my dead body.
"Don't play dumb." He said and glared at me. I looked at him for a while before I came up with an idea.
"Look, Sasuke. I…I know you think you like me. But you can't." I said with a few fake tears in my eyes.
"And why not?" he asked through gritted teeth.
"Because im the daughter of a criminal. And…how do I know you don't just want info on your brother?" I asked with fake anger/sadness.
"Im not that low." He said and I blinked a few times, allowing the fake tears to slide down my porcelain face.
"I…I can't. Im sorry, Sasuke." I said and turned around, secretly I was hiding a smirk to myself. Like hell he's gonna get me.
"Don't." he whispered and grabbed hold of my hand. He turned me around and before I could speak, he placed his lips upon mine. The kiss was sweet and simple, but it was wrong.
"S-Sasuke…n-no, don't." I said, but he wouldn't listen. I quickly pushed him away and looked at the ground. This cannot be happening! I can't!
"Don't." I whispered. And that's when I saw it.
His sharingan.
"Why? Why do you push me away?" he asked. His voice, though strong, was laced with sadness and anger. He deserves to know. But… should i?
"b-because…" I said and flashed my necklace. The cursed thing. Sasuke looked confused for a while before I spoke.
"This…was a gift from my father. A curse more like it." I spat out and glared at the piece of jewelry.
"This necklace…it symbolized something that was out of my control. Something I wish to never happen." I told him. He looked at both me and the necklace. As he was about to speak, I cut him off.
"This necklace is a symbol…of my engagement." I whispered.
"You're engaged?" he asked and I nodded.
"Look…im sorry if I led you on and stuff but…I don't even want this stupid engagement." I told him.
"Why?"
"Because…my heart belongs to somebody else" I swear he just began glaring at the ground.
"Hn." He said and disappeared.
"What do I do?"
Ever since that night. We haven't spoken much, he would look at me and smirk though. He didn't need to say it. I could just feel the message he was trying to deliver.
Im not giving up
I never thought I would be torn between two guys before. Back in Ame I mostly stayed away from them.
I stepped out of my apartment to see a messenger hawk on my railing. Curiously, I walked over and took the note and silently read it.
Katrina. Your mother and I are currently with the hokage. We are discussing your engagement terms with your fiancée and we need your approval of some things. We await your arrival in the hokage tower
Kaa-san & tou-san
I let out a breath before walking towards the hokage tower.
Once I opened that wooden door, I knew hell was about to break lose. My father was talking with the hokage while my mother was glaring at my father and fiancée.
Katon.
ugh i hate this jackass i thought bitterly.
Oh how I loath this despicable being. He's the mitsukages son and he is…how do I put this gently? A disgusting pig.
Not to mention a player and complete sexist.
"Hey babe." He greeted. How can my dad be so oblivious as to not notice how he flirts and stares at me?
"Fuck off asshole." I spat out. My father glared at me and I glared right back.
"Im not going through with this." I growled.
"You have no choice." my father replied
"Oh yes. Yes I do."
"Katrina, I am your father and you will do as I say." My father growled but Im not one who was known for backing down.
"No." I said.
"Babe. Go take this talk into the kitchen. We men have some business to attend to." Katon said and smirked. I blinked my eyes before walking up to him.
I placed a hand on his cheek and leant in. he seemed to think I was about to give him a kiss. But.
He was dead wrong.
Instead I pushed forward and smashed my head against his forehead. Once he fell on the ground I stomped on his stomach.
"Listen up. I cannot and will not go through with this bull crap." I said sternly. I didn't care what my father thought of me, this is stupid as fuck.
"Dad. Im not doing this. Im not marrying this complete pig! Just to form alliances. I don't care how much we need it, or how spoiled im being. You have no idea what he's done to me." I said and felt tears well up in my eyes when I began thinking of all the shit this asshole put me through.
"Done to you? Kat…what did he do?" my mother asked. I glared at katons angry face while he glared at me.
"This fucking asshole. He does things to me when you two leave the room. He would hit me, just so I don't nark him out."
"And quite frankly, im through." I said and picked him up by the scruff of his neck.
"I am not some house wife. Never have, never will be." I said and threw him out the window.
"If you disowned me, do it now. But just know. Try and arrange a marriage for me again, and you'll lose me forever." I said and stormed out of the hokage office.
I kept running, I didn't care where I ended up, as long as it was as far away from my dad and far away from that selfish pig as possible.
"You little bitch" Katon…
"What the fuck do you want?" I spat out and glared at him.
"You fucking whore!" he screamed and attacked me. Little fucker didn't know one thing about fighting. His stance was off and the way he was holding his kunai was disgraceful.
"Pathetic." I said and grabbed his hand in my left.
I placed my right arm under his armpit.
And used all my upper body strength to throw him over my shoulder.
Katon's body flew into a few fully grown trees before he came to a stop.
"Listen here asshole. Im being a fucking saint just by not removing your halitosis infected ass of the face of the earth. So, fuck with me or my family and I will not hesitate to end your pathetic life."
"And don't think I forgot about you threatening my father. Just because your mother is the mitsukage doesn't mean shit. Now, piss off." I said. Katon slowly got up, glared at me and then disappeared.
I sat down on the grass before laying down.
"Well that's one down. Now…how do I tell him?"
"Tell who, what?" a voice asked.
I shot up to see Sasuke staring at me with a confused stare.
"No one emo-boy."
"Why do you insist on calling me that?" he asked.
"Cause it suites you."
"Hn. How did things go?"
"Huh?"
"I know your parents were here." He said bluntly. I smiled a bit.
"I think…I got over the marriage shit. Hopefully my father see's that I don't want an arranged marriage"
"And the fact that you love someone else…" he trailed off. I could just feel the sadness in his words.
"Sasuke…look you're a sweet guy and all but…I promised my heart to someone else." I said and he sighed.
"Yeah. Im just not used to being rejected I guess."
"Yeah I guess. It's just that…hes got my heart…and i think i have his." I told him.
"Hn." He said.
"Hey look at it this way, tis better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all." I told him. He looked at me before speaking.
"Where did you get that bull shit from?" he asked and I began laughing.
"A wise friend of mine." I told him.
"Hn. I guess." There was a long pause before Sasuke spoke again.
"Hey…how do you know you love someone?" he asked. I smiled a bit before speaking.
"Well…when you love. You get butterflies in your stomach just by looking at that person. And…you want to be there for them, forever and always." I told him. He nodded his head before looking at me.
"What if… what if that person doesn't like you?"
"Well…that's just how life is. My dad said to always be strong because the world is cruel." He looked away. I smirked a bit before looking towards the sun set.
"Course my mother told me a better version of his saying." I told him. He looked at me and I continued smirking.
"My mother always said. 'Build a bridge and get over it, cause life's a bitch'" I told him and began laughing.
"Yeah…my mother isn't very gentle. Well then again neither am i!" I cheered. He smirked at me before standing up.
"Hn. Thanks for…talking to me…about that stuff" he muttered. I smiled at him before nodding.
"Anytime Sasuke…" I said. He nodded his head before disappearing.
I sighed a bit before looking at the big oak tree in front of me.
"Come out." I said. Not a second later, itachi jumped out of the tree and smiled a bit at me.
"Thank you for explaining things to him." He thanked and I nodded.
"Yeah." I said and leant into his touch when he hugged me from behind me.
"Cause if you didn't I would have had to have a little talk with my brother for making moves on what's mine." He said and I smiled.
"Jealous asshole."
"Hn." He said and pecked my cheeks. I smiled at him as we watched the last remaining sun rays disappear.
"Aishiteru, kat-chan."
"Hmm…aishiteru itachi-kun"