Disclaimer: I do not own Lost Girl! If I did Bo and Tamsin would be together!

So I'm not brand new to this but I'm rough around the edges so please no hate just feedback and advice and I looked over everything I'm thinking about making it a story instead of a one-shot I'll let you guys decide.

When I see your smile tears roll down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one.

Tamsin watched the Vodka in her glass there was only a smidge of it left and as much as she wanted to go to the Dal. She knew who would be there The Happy Go Sunshine Gang as The Morrigan called them and now instead of doing what she had come do to do, her assignment, Tamsin couldn't bring herself to do it and it haunted her every night in her dreams. She sighed and knew that the Tequila and Vodka, her two bestfriends in the world since millenia's ago couldn't help anymore no matter how much she could drink it didn't help her situation. "Damn card," another sip and then another as she looked at The Wander card staring right back in her face it scared her at first from the beginning. It's what we do Tamsin. Acacia's voice poped into her head reminding her some more.

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

And even though knowing Acacia is dead she'd risk her life in every reincarnation just for Bo and she's done it many times. Tamsin took a bullet for Bo what else would she have to show to Odin that she wouldn't be letting him take Bo away from her family, away from her? She's let Bo feed from her more than once, stayed with her through the bads, and helped her find Kenzi, Bo's heart and the girl that makes Bo feel normal and special all at the same time. Tamsin wasn't jealous of Kenzi but always was happy when she knew that no matter what happened to Bo and who lied to her she always had Kenzi to trust, always had kenzi.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one.

The kiss made Tamsin feel like she'd been on cloud nine every kiss they had, in the woods, in Bo's bedroom, and in Brazenwood. She wasn't suppose to feel anything, to feel those eagles and elephants in her stomach, her heart skipping and doing backflips at Bo's smile and appearence, or smiling just at the thought of Bo or hearing her name, or the shot of adrenaline rush and worry she gets when she hears Bo got into trouble and was hurt. The hurt was when she'd walked out of the interrogation room from a quick feed from Dyson, even though it was just that it hurt her that it hadn't been Tamsin this time to Bo's rescue. Like every other day though she put on her mask, armor, and shield to keep from feeling or showing anything to Bo. Tamsin didn't want to be like the Doctor and Dyson dotting all over and giving her all the attention that she's heard Bo has had for three years now, from the dark fae, to the light fae, and the leaders.

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause your're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here for you

Please don't walk away

Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Everytime Tamsin felt like she was getting close to telling Bo about her feelings, Tamsin pushed her away, and far away (or at least she thought) where she wouldn't get hooked all over again, but when Bo got worried when Tamsin took that bullet and tried to give her, her chi and when she couldn't it, it made her happy to know someone was worried about her. And when she saw that look on Bo's face when she had awaken and told Bo about her cycle ending, Tamsin could see the worry in the perfect Succubus's eyes. Tamsin grabbed her keys and wipped away the tear that she had let stray and made her way to the Dal, her hands where shaking as if telling her 'No don't go you know she'll be there and question you what are you going to tell her then? That you came for a drink and yet look like utter shit?' she ignored every feeling in her body though after the crash with Dyson and coming back and with Bo back now better than ever. Tamsin highly doubted Bo would care Fight it Tamsin. "Get out of my head," Tamsin growled as she droved not taking so long to arrive at the Dal and quickly not giving or taking a glance and just took her place on a stool and accidently sat by the goth "Woah Tamsin you look like shit," she tried to ignore her but the goth still spoke "what's wrong Tamsin?"

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Tamsin let Bo pull her strings, Tamsin let herself dotting after the Succubus just like Lauren and Dyson, she could remember clearly the night she had snuck into the shack and into the tub with Bo and she was slightly sober, but gave off the vibe that she was drunk off her ass and said something stupid yet meaningful to Bo Your eyes are both brown and blue. Your heart is both strong and gentle... you're virtous, yet you're a succubus. "You shouldn't be real," Tamsin said all to low for Kenzi to here, but Kenzi still go it and look at her with the same question in her eyes and Tamsin turned to her, looked her over, and said something that she'd never admit to "Bo is what's wrong with me."

And Kenzi looked at her as if she had grown a second head with multiple eyes, she knew the Valkyrie was in-like with her best friend, never did she think that it was this bad, and maybe it had been after Tamsin helping Bo find her when she got kidnap that Kenzi started to realize Tamsin liking Bo, but when she heard about the kiss they shared playing spin the bottle, or the kiss they shared in Brazenwood, that Tamsin would fall so quickly, or that the Valkyrie would admit it out right. "Trick give us a round!" Kenzi for the first time wouldn't pry for answers or beg for them, she knew what the Valkyrie needed and knew that she needed it as well taking such small words into her head that meant a lot and something she'd have to keep from Bo. It wouldn't be hard because she kept the rash in secret, even though she might have tried to tell her a few times this was something that she couldn't say. Trick brought around the vodka shots and both Kenzi and Tamsin grabbed one "To the unknown," Kenzi and Tamsin toasted to that and never said another word.