A/N: A piece on ACP nad Nakul. A bit emotional and one's reflection on their helpless feeling as a parent and doubt. Hope you like it.

Dear life,

Jindagi ek mastermind khiladi hai. Ek sabak v hai. Ek examiner v.

Kaese ajib ajib imtehaan leta hai insaano. Barso purane jakham kuretke namak mirch lagana toh koi isse sikhe..

Nakul ki photo milne pr mano ACP sir ki paeron tale ki jameen hi khisak gayi ho. Yakin kisiko nahi hua. Hota v kaese? Khud apne hi haaton uski maut likhi thi sir ne.

Laga kisine aag lagadi ho unke badan pr. Wo abiswash, wo bechaini, wo gussa, wo becharapan...

Unn emotion k wajah se aaj wo patthar kamm ek lachar baap jyada dikhe..

Life, kal ko jab mere bachhe bade honge, kya meri v yahi haalat hogi?

Dear life,

Nakul k marne k baad hi maine CID join kia tha, but aesa lagg raha hai mano maine isse kahi dekha hai. Aamne-Saamne baithi hu main iske. Pr kaha aur kaese? Pata nahi..
ACP sir gayab hai ajj. Machli khagayi unko ye kehna hai machwaron ka. Unka phata coat mila hume. Uspe lage khoon unke hai, pr death ki smell nahi ayi mujhe. Jyada se jyada jhakhmi honge wo, marey nahi.
Ye puchoge na k death ki smell? Pata nahi kaese describe karu pr murda logo k khoon se ajib se mehek ati, maut ki mehek. Sochoge k pagal hai ye pr kya karu...
Ek taraf ACP sir gayab, dusri taraf hum lag gaye Nakul ko dhoond ne. Pata nahi kya hoga.

Dear life,

Emotions hi insaan ko insaan banati hai warna insaano mein aur Robot mein fark kya rehjaega? Hai na? Pr yehi emotion hume kamjor kardete hai. Nakul ko saamne dekh ek pal k liye ACP sir k paer dagmaga gaye the pr ek baap apne bete ko leke dhoka nahi khasakta.
Ankhen dekh ke pehchan liya k Nakul nahi koi behrupiya hai ye.
Ek baap k emotion k saath itna bada khilwad? Pr mujrimo se ummeed v kaesi.
Jisse Nakul samjha tha, koi aur hi nikla. Sukar hai.
Ek baat khatki. Abhijeet sir ne ye kaese soch liye k ACP sir Nakul ki maut ka drama karke usse chupalenge? Itna v bharosha nahi tha?
Pata nahi main yaha kaese jii rahi hu. Kal ko mujhpe koi iljaam lage toh ye log mujhe v faasi pr chada denge bina kuch soche-samjhe. Yaha bharosha naam ki chij hi nahi.
I miss my home and family.
Life, main kab iss CID k daldal se nikal k apne ghar jaungi?

A/N: How was it? Ummeed hai justify karr payi. And Nakul k liye hai open end choda hai maine. Future use k liye. In my world he is not dead. Leave me a review.