12 thoughts she has of her

1. I'm holding on to your hair bands. They are the only pieces I have left of you.

2. Do you know how much I love you?

3. My dreams are our time.

4. I miss the smell of your hair. I miss burying my face in your hair.

5. I think about the smile you had on your face when I pulled out that twix bar after we finished reading Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

6. My sweet, sweet girl.

7. Do you know how much I love you?

8. You would have liked Lizzie and Mika.

9. And Judith would have taken to you quickly. You were so good with babies.

10. I did my best to protect you from him but I still lost you.

11. I'm sorry.

12. I know how much you hated them, but baby remembering the smattering of freckles on your nose saves me on the bad days.